track 2/7

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/permanence
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/0WUcVPzOB4trJ5Cf4mPVN0?si=l0V9AXCSSmSOfO7Gp7-cTg
apple music > https://music.apple.com/us/album/permanence/1634580924

penance, pt. 2

track 4/9 (the first single from 'epilogue')

//
(not anymore) you don't rule me
(not anymore) you don't rule me

(not anymore) you don't rule me
(not anymore) you don't rule me

i can admit when i'm ok
you don't rule me

tight-lipped, nothing to lose
follow me, no abuse, i won't be reckless
you worry about me like i do you
follow me, no excuse to try
//

saxophone playing from @user-204593486 (thank you!)

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue dominion

track 7/9 (the second single from 'epilogue')

//
empty space in your mind, more room for me
it's true, true to me, stay true to me
what's ours remains ours
right hand raised to the higher powers

empty space in your mind, more room for me
right hand raised to the higher powers

one not cleansed of their loathing
they won't see what they're showing
where did friends go? they're posing
with waning tolerance
one not out of their head yet
who's told drive equals success
where did they go? they're lonely
never with providence

(look at all the mess and the disarray)

i think we'd all be better off if we could fly
notwithstanding our desire to last till the end of time
empty space in your mind, entropy drive me through madness
we know we need everything we can get our hands on
and we know we can get our hands on anything we need
need your attention, look at me, look at me, look at me
i can't stand to do the things that make you feel lonely
my apprehensions leak into my own behaviour

empty space in your mind, more room for me
it's true, true to me, stay true to me
what's ours remains ours
right hand raised to the higher powers

empty space in your mind
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue entropy

track 9/9

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue moon

track 8/9 (huge shoutout to @kxly06 for her wonderful verse on this track!)

//
[hare kill]
empty space in your mind, more room for me
it's true, true to me, stay true to me
when what goes up must come down, you hope it still ascends
all i know's making a sound instead of making sense
but if it reaches you now i'll still be satisfied
knowing you know what i feel, preserved before i die

'cause it's not right to be stuck outside
your sight and mind keeping my hands tied
glancing and gracing me with your gaze, emotion remains
too tight to let go, too nice to let go
i sense a void in your absence
joy reintroduced when it passes
all these fickle feelings are meaningful, i cannot control
the way i melt down when i get let down

[kxly]
i think life was better, try to rewind
can i even function? think i need time
psychosis and mania in my riddled mind
i wish i could die but i dont like to whine
i think life was better, try to rewind
can i even function? think i need time
psychosis and mania in my riddled mind
i wish i could die but i dont like to whine

if you told me that you liked me, not a plan b
if i was your first choice, that's that feeling
feeling above all else, exhilarating
you just gotta find me, i'll be waiting
if you told me that you liked me, not a plan b
if i was your first choice, that's that feeling
feeling above all else, exhilarating
you just gotta find me, i'll be waiting
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue resolution (feat. kxly)

track 6/9

//
i hope this reaches you now
my intentions are full of love (of love)
little time do we assign it
i hope this reaches you now
then i'll be satisfied
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue intent

track 5/9

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue wrong

track 3/9

//
a little kindness goes a long way
ice pack on bruises, chill for no pain
a little kindness goes a long way
ice pack on bruises, chill for no pain
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue bruise

track 2/9 (thank you to @zachhodges for providing drums for this song!)

//
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you

you're inside me, you permeate me
leave me alone and i die; stay beside me
i'll cope by means of you until i'm choking
the soul soaked in your words finally overflowing
you picked me off the iron chair
you picked up my fragments, my entrails
you patron, you healer, the saint i dream of
redeemer, you steam up the space where my screams come

your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you
your hands around my neck
i can't believe you

no praise too great
for the product of fate
here's to many fruitless lives i could have seen
many tombs i could have been
thy cup ran over, now mine is full
it defies understanding (i can't believe you)
the past left stranding below me
i worship the hands that choke me
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue choke

track 1/9

//
fear the sun
revere the sun
feel the sun
hear the sun
win the sun

rising sun
rise above us
rise up, up
i await my day
//

bandcamp > https://harekill.bandcamp.com/album/epilogue
spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/5gdoQZ3bLsjo7QKnvWCqos?si=V9stJi79Sn6JZn_8koopfA

epilogue sun

after some consideration i have decided to remove this track from my upcoming album "tough" as i feel it no longer fits the sound i'm going for. this will remain as a standalone single :)

//

picture me in your hometown
i know you know me too well
i'm wasted by the bad in me
making me slow down to question my innocence
cruel to myself, just wasting time
battery, soul-sucking nose-grindstone reflection
and i do not know me at all
thoughts run out of reality
i wouldn't work round the clock and so i'm inert
fuck up my wealth for easy life

i'm so tired of being tired
i'm so tired of being tired
i'm blind from what you haven't seen
making me so damn repentant, my hidden tell
exposing myself, just making lies
i'm so tired of being dead
i'm so tired of being dead
i'm so tired of losing sleep cause i can't stand to be me
the reclamation process is fucked, i can't reform

(i'm so tired of being dead)
(i'm so tired of being dead)
nothing has ever hurt me more
i feel a fight well
components ache with age
watch these day-to-day rifts

funny how much you can hurt yourself
when you think it won't matter
i'm lucky enough but the earth can tell
punish me, punish me more, i'll live in the past
find me a vessel, reverse myself
turn me pink when i'm flattered
time fucked me enough to confirm it
yet nobody, nobody knows, the fear never passed

picture me in your hometown
i know you know me too well
i'm wasted by the bad in me
making me slow down to question my innocence
cruel to myself, just wasting time
battery, soul-sucking nose-grindstone reflection
and i do not know me at all
thoughts run out of reality
i wouldn't work round the clock and so i'm inert
fuck up my wealth for easy life

my skin don't lie about it
catch eyes avert their gaze
i'll make you uncomfortable
nobody cares until it's tragic
how life works for their gain
they're helping the vulnerable
always impulsive when i'm manic
slashed scars hurt more by day
the ache of the encore

secretly hoping for release
i would lie to my friends
but never get distant
went through the motions every week
ran me dry by the end
sanguine persistent
surface the blood from my veins, i excavate them well
look shamefully when the flood dilutes the provenance
some things you cannot return from and i'm ready now
pray for acceptance and write your testament and vows

on danger

the first single from my upcoming album 'tough'
saxophone: elliot evans
drums: @zachhodges

//

i've been disillusioned too long
see what you make of things when every man looks through your eyes
it's a current you can't fight
a greying garden with debris and its centre a hivemind
don't keep me waiting too long
i wander freely as the shackles can stretch 'fore they rewind
'cause there's a drawback to insight
perceiving every outcome of a regular meet
see how soft we are

i know what i've done
i've read about matters worse than this
i'm over it, i'm self-sufficient
all i ever was
a fragment propped up on words and respect
but nothing less than my ambitions
took no shot on time
too many times to not know that i was wrong
my coveting for a connection
"and i know what i've done"
you haven't seen the worst of this
but i've realised all of my issues

i made a habit out of self-conscious extravagance
i have guilt every day from all the lies i need to be myself
and i, i made a habit out of self-conscious extravagance
i have guilt every day from all the lies i need to be myself
don't keep me waiting too long
i wander freely but i know that i'm locked in my cell
oh, i never drew back the blind
trying to guarantee outcomes of these regular meets
oh, dont keep me waiting too long
i picked my poison three years ago and i can't go back
oh, i need to let myself cry
i'll make sure everyone's happy and i won't let you grieve

but do you think i really wanted this?
caught in a mirror trapped between me and my ugliness
do you approve? everyone's scared to say the obvious
what they assume keeping me anxious but i'll never ask
making the move, please make the move

no shot...

zero brain activity
- LP3 "tough" WIP


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