Breathe

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Red Pill Relapse

LYRICS:

Sedated me so I would stay
And put your money on display
All to keep critique at bay
Anything to get your way

Feigned loving touch so you could grope
No matter if I told you nope
Used the couch to sleep and cope
Nightly space out of your scope

They say forgive and forget
When I just dwell in regret
Forget forgiving
‘Cause I’m stuck living
With the misgivings
All for giving
You
The benefit of the doubt
The benefit of the doubt

Kept thinking you might grow to change
That decency was in your range
Always found it rather strange
That your stories were arranged

They say forgive and forget
When I just dwell in regret
Forget forgiving
‘Cause I’m stuck living
With the misgivings
All for giving
You
The benefit of the doubt
The benefit of the doubt

Poison you drank for resistance
Indifference that paved my distance
Tolerating my existence
While abusing my persistence
All the pain and wasted time 
It should be a punished crime

They say forgive and forget
When I just dwell in regret
Forget forgiving
‘Cause I’m stuck living
With the misgivings
All for giving
You
The benefit of the doubt
The benefit of the doubt

They say forgive and forget
When I just dwell in regret
Forget forgiving
‘Cause I’m stuck living
With the misgivings
All for giving
You
The benefit of the doubt
The benefit of the doubt

The Benefit of the Doubt

Indigo

LYRICS:

Wish I could forget
Wish I'd lose regret
But it will never be the same
Now I'm tattooed with this shame

I can't close my eyes
I can't close my mind
To all the pain that I've endured
And the doubt that I've secured

Used and abused and thrown away
I'd be better off dead, better off dead
Better off dead
Used and abused and thrown away
I'd much rather be dead, rather be dead
Rather be dead
Used and abused and thrown away
Might as well be dead, dead, dead
Might as well be dead

Lost my will to trust
Lost all of my guts
And now I'm just an empty shell
Trapped in this traumatic hell

Where's that needed spark
Where's that saving ark
The lack of hope that stains my fears
And drowns me in pouring tears

Used and abused and thrown away
I'd be better off dead, better off dead
Better off dead
Used and abused and thrown away
I'd much rather be dead, rather be dead
Rather be dead
Used and abused and thrown away
Might as well be dead, dead, dead
Might as well be dead

Better off dead
Better off dead
D-d-d-d-dead

Better off dead
Better off dead
D-d-d-d-dead

Better off dead
D-d-d-d-dead

Used and abused and thrown away
I'd be better off dead, better off dead
Better off dead
Used and abused and thrown away
I'd much rather be dead, rather be dead
Rather be dead
Used and abused and thrown away
Might as well be dead, dead, dead
Might as well be dead

Better Off Dead

Lyrics:

I don't know where to start
I may have to leave the room
Cause you're not what I thought 
I don't know who was wrong

I don't have the strength to say
that I hate you my sweet girl 
I think about you all day.
That means I should stay away.

I'm alone again
Don't get me wrong I don't complain
Cause I'm fine without you
rather die than meet you again

I've been feeling so much pain
I no longer enjoy rain
like I did with you darling
So I am alone again

I don't know where to start
I may have to leave the room
Cause you're not what I thought 
I don't know who was wrong

I don't have the strength to say
that I hate you my sweet girl 
I think about you all day.
That means I should stay away.

prod. philthekid

#chill #indie #bedroom #nostalgia #d4vd #under

I should stay away

Lyrics:

Can't explain what I'm feeling 
I don't even think it's normal
And I'm so tired of sleeping 
And I'm tired of being awake.

I can feel the fucking darkness 
Does that even make any sense?
And I'm scared to close my eyes
My mind will start with the tricks again.

prod. peril

#chill #indie #bedroom #nostalgia #d4vd #under

Mind tricks

Lyrics:

I would like to start again
To erase all my mistakes 
Forget the yesterday 

I don't know if I could ever achieve that
I don't want to fall again

I just want to start all over again 

Give me a new life
A whole new bunch of lies
I'm actually afraid to die
Can't find a way 

I've been trying to find a way
to start all over again
to live a new life away
from all the problems I face
 
I would like to start again
To erase all my mistakes 
Forget the yesterday

Give me a new life
A whole new bunch of lies
I'm actually afraid to die
Can't find a way

prod. peril

New Life

Lyrics: 

I've been wasting too much time
thinking about the things I did
I might deserve some punishment 
but I did not deserve what they did to me

I thought I had real friends
that I couldn't trust anyone else

The wounds on my back say otherwise
the fake smiles when I was around
the mistrust they had
the lies that they bought 
I was just another dumb clown

The tears in my eyes say otherwise
the fake smiles when I was around
the mistrust they hide
the lies that they bought
I was just another dumb clown

I can't leave my house
now I am paranoid
I can see the shadows of the past
all the good things that now I avoid
The bad thoughts are getting loud
and the memories haunt me at night

I thought I had real friends

The wounds on my back say otherwise
the fake smiles when I was around
the mistrust they had
the lies that they bought 
I was just another dumb clown

The tears in my eyes say otherwise
the fake smiles when I was around
the mistrust they hide
the lies that they bought
I was just another dumb clown

prod. phil

Dumb Clown

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