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wrote this while back

wish the ks that i took in 7th grade has jus killed me 
cause if we bein honest idk the real me 
wish i looked into myself a little cause i dont feel me 
yeah u dont feel me
45 on my side finna shoot my sadness
choppa just like me cause he in love with all attachments
when you fuck up its okay shit just happens 
pour my heart into a cup and then i sip it laughin
i love money i love drugs damn near nothing else 
when she asked me where i wanna go i told her hell 
i know im sad and im sorry you can look and tell 
imma sleep it off ill be fine i got seroquel

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its felt like forever since the time i seen you last 
let my body eat itself until theres nothing left 
im chronically in bed 
ill wake up when im dead
wish somebody got to know me but its too late for new friends
yeah i know that i look sad 
you dont gotta tell me 
hit me in the head always knew i wouldnt help me 
leave me left for dead cause i dont want you to help me 
baby can you kill me so then i dont got nobody 
cause i dont want nobody else but you
sometimes i still think that its not true 
i always knew itd end like this i knew 
i always make it end like this i do i do i do

u can say u hate me
itd probably help me 
i just wanna hear you say that im unhealthy 
and i wish i could find a way to make it worth your time 
to make it seem like something wasnt wrong that i was fine 
to make it look like i was doing better on the rise 
but now all i see is flashes of you in my eyes
kill myself like every day 
it never goes away 
ill think of it forever 
i wont ever be okay

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magggmolia

the sex is pointless and our talks dont mean anything
im still stuck on everything i was when i was 18
i cant help it i dont ever know what im feeling
swear i know that yall hurting but its not what i meant 
and i hate everything and that wont ever change
i know that its my fault but i cant release my pain
and im trying but theres just something going on in my brain
shit gets bright for everyone but im still stuck in the shade
nobody knows my name im tryna keep it that way
i was crying before you walked in just dont look at my face
i still be getting embarrassed about everything
everybody that i know, just makes me feel the same

why am i just the worst person ever
nobody texts me anymore im at my loneliest ever
at least yall got some kinda passion i dont got no endeavors
i like it better when it snows but i wanna die in this weather
nothing helps i be dying all the time
ive been stuck inside my room tryin not to cry
i cant piece it together and i wont ever be able to 
wish you did something to me so at least i could hate you…   

the sex is pointless and our talks dont mean anything
im still stuck on everything i was when i was 18
i cant help it i dont ever know what im feeling
swear i know that yall hurting but its not what i meant 
and i hate everything and that wont ever change
i know that its my fault but i cant release my pain
and im trying but theres just something going on in my brain
shit gets bright for everyone but im still stuck in the shade

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