produced, written, recorded, mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
yea they like me cuz they know i keep it real
when they say that im the one then u already know the deal
u be talkin out ur neck so u could have somethin to feel
think u need to take a second, bitch i reckon u should heal

saw u posted on ur story that u need to take a break
thought u said u didnt care about the shit that people say
fabricate another story just to make it thru the day
tellin u this shitd be different tho if i was in ur place

got a problem w the drama
all i care about is commas
dont tell me about ur trauma
go tell that shit to ur mama
cuz i got no time for u

i been goin crazy lately, cant put down the pen
and i might take home one them grammys, do it all over again
and all these people share my music cuz they wanna be my friend
but back in college i was lonely so i hope it never end

im moving on from u
im moving on from u

moving on (sydcxx)

there is no way to save me, right?
✦hope u enjoy :) i really appreciate everyone listening 2 my stuff and supporting me. this means the world to me <3 more to come!✦
 
lyrics
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couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

all the time i spent 
it was such a waste
*it was a waste it was a waste*
i can't forgive myself for that
i don't think ill be able to
im still thinking about it
thinking bout the days we had
but it's over
''gotta get that shit back''
it's gone..
why do i keep on looking back at it?
and i just feel that
u hate me it's so..
air is thick around her
i can't see it's just like..
around them i feel so unsafe
i feel like they gon' hurt me
why did it have to come to this?
you never told me anyways

couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

how im always fucking up shit
it's always the same shit
they get tired of me
what am i risking?
i already lost it..
baby can u help me
i know that shit's not right
but she believes it is
all that i wanted wasn't unwanted
all that i seek should soon be mine
fuck u get out of my way now
i don't wanna talk 2 u u're like the others

if the old me saw me he would fucking laugh
''you became what you never wanted to become''
are u right? is this real?
where the fuck did you go
im dying please pick up the phone
＊ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ　ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ＊
im dying please pick up the phone..

amv <3

ALL I WANTED (altery)

(New version of this will be postponed until further notice but this will stay up until the new version comes out) but my voice is cracking cause I’m a bit sad about it :/
lryics:
did you want me to please you?
did you want me to tease you?
cause you knew that i didn't want to
yea you didn't know that i didn't want to
it's nothing new
why didn't you see me for me?
or my body?
i hate that i see everything after

the after effects are coming
i knew you were onto something 
the after effects are coming

didn't see the red flags
i really thought you had my back
now i can't even sleep at night
knowing what you took was mine

you took what's mine x2 
now that's left behind x2

the after effects are coming
i can see it all ending
the after effects are killing me 
it's empty
it's everything

everything is ending *acoustic preview*

thank you for listening. 
lyrics coming soon xo

Solitary w/ DZO DIGITAL

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: autrioly
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5hu-ma0vRqCpwQ-JyqpSsw

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

i want you to know these melodies too
broken hearts and empty nights
not sleeping, not texting back, u're right (u're right)
i lost my time yeah, i lost your trust ay
even hell feels so cold and my hands are already numb
5 meters underground, i'm afraid of the dark
i always live in my lies, unless it's fate oh wow

oh wow oh wow i want to see this angel one more time
ay one more time, kill myself, no one cry 
no one cry, no one cry, i told my friends i'm fine
oh i couldn't save my life

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

harmonic love - empty nights (prod. autrioly)

art by @pikachu_tears on instagram

she brought coke ima match call that double up
is this even real? i be going numb
she be sitting with her feet up i be going dumb
3 years later still got cleavers all over her tongue

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

how could you remember me?

we were only 17
that was pretty heavenly tho
i never wanna leave
not a care in the world heart beating next to me

stand in silence no longer (x2)

(hey woah)
i think i cracked the safe
(hi)
came in like a meteor
she screaming like im eating her
i don't think ill forget about it
smoking's just way easier
get way into my head about it
she think i'm deceiving her
she called me irrational
she told me i care too much
while i don't think you care at all

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

hoes mad freestyle (prod. thislandis)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Poppy Ozu
www.youtube.com/@PoppyOzu/featured

[lyrics]:
I can’t feel anything
I don’t know if I’m alive 
Tryna call but I can’t hold 
If I’m not synced with my heart
 
i'm overthinking your skin and touch
it's really long when you say tomorrow
the moments before the storm are calm, this is the perfect form
the moon is beautiful, isn't it?
do leaves falling to the Earth stop time?
where is my oxygen, i know your breath, take my hand
as a mortal left alive, please tell me how to overcome
i really wanna see a glimpse of your heart, but oh
i live in the shadow of my competency all the time, all the time, all the time
i will die if you leave me cuz i'm in the edge of my skull
i love your body, fuck all those pornographics

I can’t feel anything
I don’t know if I’m alive 
Tryna call but I can’t hold 
If I’m not synced with my heart

i love thinking about her.(prod. Poppy Ozu)

mixed/mastered by me
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produced by https://soundcloud.com/1kaydo

i just wanted us to last forever (kaydo)

mixed/mastered by me 
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produced by https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit
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lyrics

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing

i want the real thing no need to hide 
u got me so surprised ur so mesmerized
and i'm looking at ur crystal eyes
something tells me that ur not even the one
something tells me that ur leaving soon
i don't wanna die here every time alone
and i don't wanna be in this town alone
oh baby no

who's around x4

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing x2

lesson learned (lil biscuit)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2ZIJ5K94NYbWLJbTg3KQsX?si=cJuBhjSIS3arxbEDX9OmcQ

prod: Johnny Friend
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.johnnyfriend

n check the stuff from @kt3lly

lyrics:
[harmy]:
oh give me your hand (your hand)
yea give me your space (oh)
i really wanna take your pain
you'll never see hell

[kt3lly]:
last night i've died in my dreams
no way that i care for this
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it
died in my dreams
no way that i care for this
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it

[harmy]:
oh i know you bloom but i hibernate
i wanna hear the birds singing with you
your smile shines like new pretty flowers
together, let's spend more hours oh

[kt3lly and harmy]:
last night i've died in my dreams (died in my dreams)
no way that i care for this (i care for this)
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it (oh)
died in my dreams (died in my dreams)
no way that i care for this (i care for this)
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it

[harmy]:
i love your smile
love your eyes
love your face
love your hair

dreams.(ft. kt3lly | prod. Johnny Friend)(Spotify in the description)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

spotify:
lmk if you want ;))

prod. by Aki:
https://www.youtube.com/@aki33333

[lyrics]:
Last Friday night x2

Last Friday night
Yeah, We danced on tabletops
And We took too many shots
Think We kissed, but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah, We maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar, so We hit the boulevard
Last Friday night
But this Friday night, but this Friday night
Do It all again

Fuck You again, don't make mistakes
My fingers down your throat
Cut through the noise, maybe someone will hear our lies
I don't give a fuck, this bitch is tearing through my ribs
It's a static growing pain, blood dripping from my vein oh

Last Friday night
Yeah, We danced on tabletops
And We took too many shots
Think We kissed, but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah, We maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar, so We hit the boulevard
Oh Last Friday night oh

last friday night.(cover/remix Katy Perry)(p. Aki)

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