Woke Up Wanting You Again

Emotional Pain

★ Independent Artist in Winnipeg, MB, Canada ★

The music and lyrical form reflects the moments
in this crazy and beautiful world that I've either
experienced or have personally been witness to.

The stories I share deliver a rapturous, purple
and metaphorical depth within the lyrics to bring
a personal feeling and deep emotional connection.

Self recorded, mixed & produced @ home studio.

Copyright ©️ 2025 TJ Real ✪ All Rights Reserved.

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Untouchable

“Lost in the Feed Part 2 (The Confession)” drifts like a dream turning into a nightmare—a slow, ghostly unraveling of identity inside the endless scroll. The lyrics paint a picture of someone pulled under by the glow of the screen, where hours vanish, truth blurs into filters, and connection feels more hollow with every tap.

A haunting chorus aches with the question: if I only exist in the feed, do I exist at all? Backed by hypnotic verses and eerie echoes, it feels both intimate and universal—like overhearing your own thoughts sung out loud.

This isn’t just a song; it’s the second descent in a three-part story. It lingers, confronts, and compels you to ask the same question: when did the scroll become the script?

Lost In The Feed Chapter 2 (The Confession)

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


14. Life In Another City

blue moon

Your Voice Is My Comfort Zone

Your Love Was a Slow Burn

Soul Ties We Never Cut

Still Breathing in the Echo of Us

I Wrote This Song in the Dark

Midnight Confessions with No Lights On

A fire breaking through the cracks, pain turned to gold, a chant of power and self-love.

Still Breathing in the Echo of Us

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