❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

When did I hate this hallway
You scream and punch
mirror cracks showing me your real face
love laid shattered
crept into the foundation
Where laughter once rang
not like you do these days

Do I leave
Do I have the right?
Do I get through the night?

Do I need Reasons to stay
or just Reasons to go
Caught in the tides
(sweeping in sweeping out)
I don't know who I am anymore

The weight of months
lying to my face
If we had vows, would you even remember them
cutting me with the duller blade
scratching your excuses in my brain
smiling at me with a sweet refrain

I know I'm a junkie
I fell deep into the rush of us
the newness of knowing that you could be the one
got me so highh

Do I need Reasons to stay
or just Reasons to go
Caught in the tides
(sweeping in sweeping out)
I don't know who I am anymore

Were we ever on steady ground
When did we start sinking
adding reasons to stay
losing reasons to go
hard to see clearly

DO GOOD BUT BETTER

REASONS TO STAY

Reasons to Stay

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

shout out to @akoad for letting me use his beat! You can find all his social media links in the description of his soundcloud page or on YouTube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLcontUm9R0

Thank you so much for listening and I hope you enjoy, lyrics below\/
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i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

bet you laughin, momma struggle payin taxes
you relaxin, rose colors in your glasses
ive been pretty passive but im done with all the actin
i dont wanna see your face, or your neck, bitch ill snap it
acoholic piece of shit, i dont give a fuck about you
two faced snake, so much that i dont trust about you
mom drive cassandra to, every single practice
and every single shift, and all her fuckin classes
you aint really done shit for us
you aint really done shit
nah

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

you bought a penthouse skippin on support cheques
you a fuckin scum, going lower than the floor gets
you a fuckin black hole, you a vortex
cant rain on me, im flexin with some gortex
learned to drive myself, graduate myself
and i really i aint fuckin like you, i dont hate myself
i aint turn psychopathic bitch into my wife
so take your sorry ass and stay the fuck away from my life
dont text me.

motherfucker dont text me.

Demons

Don't Text Me

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

original song: https://soundcloud.com/kinabeats/please-stay-with-me-prod-kina

im okay, dont ask

i knew - lameboysharp (please, stay with me [Prod. Kina])

Frander - Everything Is Boring

Rainy Tapes Vol. 1

Introspection

I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

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Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2 (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

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Stratosphere (feat. Coasting)

★ YOUTUBE ★

You Are Not Charles Bukowski

not a remix, this is how the song was originally intended to be <3 im so happy we made it happen. shout out lbc for being a great artist and a great human.

w 
https://soundcloud.com/lilbootycall
https://soundcloud.com/saysooo

mixed by 
https://soundcloud.com/lilpolearm

lyrics: 
Gasp -
1 2 
123 
I just need u here w me 
I just hope that we can make 
so let’s lay here 
and wish on stars (x2)
I just sit and look at the waves
Seen serenity and beauty when I look at ur face 
Dancing thru reflections remind me of adolescence and I don’t know what I’m feeling but the feeling is great 
Ay u just remind me of Summer
Like I been thinking baby maybe u could come be my lover 
And we could spend time w each other 
watching fireflies glide thru the sky up above us 
Ur my dearly beloved and I could never ever ever see my self w another 
We could fall in love w each other , I feel the watercolors comin from the sky up above us 
We can dance on the beach, and motion of the tide will coincide w the beat 
Honestly u all that I see that moonlight shine as u smile at me 
I hear that  1 2 3  thats my heart beat 
And we can wish on stars that will make it far 
And we can sleep away all the rainy days
 And I just feel so safe when ur here w me 
lilbootycall-
oh man i’m sick and tired of all this hate 
sometimes i just wanna drive far away 
get up out my mind for a minute 
i been feeling trapped feel like imma die while i’m living 
ah damn 
man i ain’t shit to no one 
i’m a bitch? it takes one to know one 
lately i been on my shit 
tell them cloning mothafuckas they can suck my dick 
cause they b on it more than my girl 
who make me wanna kill myself 
yeah the whole world 
who make me wanna love myself 
yeah the gold things 
cause i usually don’t when 
i think of old things 

ah man 
man look at my shoes 
and they off white bitch 
and they are brand new 
and i got zip ties 
around my old neck
i gotta end my old self if i want next on god

an ocean of stars couldn't keep us apart *:･ﾟ✧╰(◡‿◡✿╰) w/lilbootycall (prod sayso! x kavv)

we’re all sad sometimes w/ loverboi (╥﹏╥)o(prod. rudeboy)

Produced By Vincent Augustus
Artwork By: Gorge Alverez (Instagram: @falsegoth)
special thanks: Billy thaKid
Lyrics:
Dropkick, only fuck with raw shit,
I'm so High I could make you fucking nauseous,
Got your girl topless,
She knows who the boss is,
I am Micheal Scott bitch, step to my Office,
Never been a novice, Don't respect the process,
Yes I got the profit, Next to my glock in my pocket,
Toxic, I could fuck her better even if I had a soft dick,
Yes I think I'm hot shit, Bitch I am hot shit,
Check your bitch is drippin like a faucet,
Not Lit, I should call you Hopsin,
I should call you lost in the sauce could you pause it,
I am Tony Hawk with my cock when I drop in,
Got the game lockpicked,
I just hit the pussy like we fucking in a moshpit,
Then I make her leave through the door that she walked in,
I am so *WOMP**WOMP*,
I don't mean no offense,
E pills always got me rolling in my coffin,
Should be dead, that's how you know when I'm stopping,
but I see the devil like, every so often,
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that
(Convolk Verse)
Hot shit, Very uncivilized,
I'm acting so obnoxious,
My girl said she want a new bag so I copped it,
When I say I copped it, I don't mean that I bought it,
I mean that I walked in the store and I robbed it,
So mischievous,
Put another pill in my mouth, bitch I'm eating it,
might take the world out from God like 'I needed this'
Stupid old man put me here just to suffer,
Sunflower seeds, think it's all that I need,
well that, and some beans,
but it's all just a dream motherfucker
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that

I THINK I'M TIRED feat. convolk

HEART'S ABYSS - TINEZ x ZZZ (feat. Iriasona)

go to sleep, it's 4am - TINEZ x ZZZ x Iriasona (Prod. CapsCtrl)

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith



[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

You Are Not Charles Bukowski

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