Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska (Demo II)

Hospital beds Ethel Cain part 1

debut single predating atlas / white silas / ethel cain, released around september 2018

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Great Wide Nowhere

Virginity

Ethel

New Mexico Dreaming

Tongue

lyrics:

last night i blew you a kiss, i hope that you got it
underneath you, i told you a lie, i hope that you bought it
strangers touch me in my dreams if i go to bed sober
when the edge of the curtains turn white, i’ll know that it’s over
you see things for what they are
and i see what they’ll never be
god can make mistakes and he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who’s that fucking ugly
leaving his cum in the upholstery
always picking it out like a bad memory
they all say that it’s fine cause they don’t know the cycle like i do
you don’t know what it’s like trying to love while you heal
and you don’t get to preach if you don’t know how it feels
to have every last inch of your body invaded like i do
woke up a saint and fell asleep a martyr
would you do the same things to your own daughter
still i tried saying i love you through a mouthful of dirt
keep parts of dead things in the freezer outside
wondering if they suffered when they were alive

does god make delicate things just to watch them get hurt
you see things for what they are
and i see what they’ll never be
god can make mistakes and he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who’s that fucking ugly
that gold cross swings over me
in jesus’ name, it kills me slowly

ethel cain - gold cross (demo)

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Tongue

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