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[inci0]
we got dealt different cards but we're playing the same game
how i felt from the start was a way i couldn't say
i was hoping, calling out, felt like i was falling out of love
but we can't change it back to what is was

we were snowed in, stuck in different cabins
i was hoping you and i could salvage
what we were before
but you say i'm dramatic, you want something more
but baby i don't have it
we were snowed in, stuck in different cabins
i was hoping you and i could salvage
what we were before
but you say i'm dramatic, you want something more
but baby i don't have it

[rewind]
you want something more, but i cant reciprocate
you're stuck in my head, think about you everyday
we might grow apart but feelings take awhile to change
thought our hearts were locked together but you broke the chains

i was hoping you're the one id be with
i was feeling hopeless, you gave me a reason
i gave you my heart, i was hoping you would keep it
you tore it apart, left me cold just like the seasons

[may]
you tore it apart
let me pick up the pieces
playing with my heart
girl js tell me whats the reason
and its cold like the snow
but it feels like home
and u know u know i cannot let go of us
bc i do this for u do u do this for me
girl i wna see u lets talk in the morning
but its not what it was did we fall out of love
im still stuck on ur touch ohhh

snowed in +inci0 & rewind (feardorian + inci0)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

on spotify >.<

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

for lily <3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

tera, seph - face it (audii)

thank u guys for the support while i was gone <33

on all plats 

@zixdown 

i’m tryna help but i can’t 
off as much as drugs as i can 
ik tht u want me to stop 
u can’t stop me now
i’m taking all of these pills
i feel i’m falling down
yk tht i needed ur help
but u weren’t around

i can’t beg for a text back
yk i want ur text back,,
i think i’m in love w you
i gotta take some steps back
i smoke 1 n forget tht
i smoke 1 now i’m living
& u cnt hang w us nah
so stay up out my business

u said u would leave 
i’m wonder for how long?
i’m scared if u leave,,
u come back n now i’m gone
all those memories r goin to be long gone

dnt wnna be long gone 
i wnt u all 2myself
u hear me crying 4help
uleft me all by myself 
tell me u would stay w/me 
& itll be 4evr
swear i’ll keep u safe 
jst hold on to my sweater 

feel more alive ,,
when i’m w you i feel fine <3
ur in my head 
u keep spinning like a vinyyyl
come hold my hand 
i swear there will be no final 
you’ll be fine i dnt wan see u cryin noo

waiting for ur text back [prod. zixdown]

starcrossed exclusive [*x]
『 breathe 』
produced @seoulisms @overoveroverover
vocals @h3artch3rades @nark0tyk

overseoul returns with another soundscape
ty h3artch3rades, narkotyk!
discord in links

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[h3artch3rades]
feel like it's starting to sink in now
weights on my feet and i'm sinking now
pulling me deeper and deeper down
deep enough i would touch the ground
i know it should've been easier to be left alone
none of the promises i ever keep are set in stone
i cannot settle my life is like a rolling stone
i've never found a place that i could ever think of as my home
my world's constantly changing
can't find the right place right time
holding my head high
expecting a landslide
preparing for end times
but seeing no end in sight
i stay my course
i lost sight of what it was i want
i lost sight of what i was fighting for
give me an eternal lifetime
and i still couldn't think of what i want most in the world
holding my heart tight
so no one would see inside
i would swallow pride
than take a peek inside
how could i show something that no one would even like
entropy falling on me and now i feel like nobody
feel it in my heart and soul i feel it in my whole body
can't force me to vacate i will always be a homebody
knives inside my heart and chest i was hoping no one would see it
can you see it
i can see it
can you feel it
i can feel it
feel it deeper
and deeper
and deeper
and deeper
deeper
sinking beneath the cracks in the fever dream that i'm deep inside

-
ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵗᵃˡᵏ , ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉˢˢ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵉᵃⁿˢ
ⁱ ʰᵉᵃʳ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ , ⁱᵗ'ˢ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ
-

[narkotyk]
yeah yeah yeah
x3

breathe, just breathe
take in what u see
i can never be what u want me to be
i can never see what u see in me
so u better breathe in slow yeah
count to 3
x2

cant keep my head up
i can’t stay sober
will u still be here
when the nights get colder?
i never thought it’d be like this when i got older
i never thought i’d feel like this,
i shoulda told her

i just can’t feel anything
i’m drowning in the deepend
but i don’t need u to save me
i feel like i’m suffering
i don’t need ur help
yeah ur gonna try and change me

breathe + h3artch3rades, narkotyk (p. seoul over)

@lifegiverr
prod @decago @hartfxlt @1akura

@neohnq
i cant believe what ive done
i still taste u on my tongue
i thought u were the one
i needa wake up 2 myself

before i die
put it in park and then i cry
said i dont care but u still lied
ur the worst...
i promise i can be worse

smell my cologne on ur shirt
oh well oh well
i needa focus on myself
u drag me back thru hell
baby i miss how u smell
i needa see u one last time
wake up w u one last time

@lifegiverr
tryna take my soul i already died
everybody knows baby get it right
tryna see my pain you dont have my eyes
tryna see the truth baby pick a side

i been lying for a long time
baby hold close baby hold mine
its a long road but we got time
ill be right here for the whole ride

tryna tell you how i feel but i dont know
got me cryin thru my tears baby dont go
i be running from my fears but im too slow
i feel safe up in ur arms baby hold close

wake up ft life

2024 is turning into the year of self-sabotage...
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produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

im scared of people
i just don't know what to say now
i hate my face
i hate the mirrors in my room..
my family doesn't think this shit is gonna work now
and at the moment i don't think i'll make it too :/

finally found somebody
im so scared i'll mess it up now
i know it's embarrassing 
i know you know it too
hope you know i care
that's probably why i'm over top now
i'm not tryna lose someone i barely got to know

i love all my fans 
i know my people got my back now
i get so embarrassed 
when you see me out the loop
if i held it in
i know i'd prolly fucking fall out
if i told somebody just know 
that it would be you </3

i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

all plats <3

losing focus... #dynasty

@lifegiverr @decago

don't worry about me , i'll be fine 
know the pain in your heart , will subside 
put your head on my shoulder , its ok to cry 
you don't need to hold it all inside
don't worry about me , i'll be fine 
know the pain in your heart , will subside 
put your head on my shoulder , its ok to cry 
you don't need to hold it all inside

subside + life (hartfxlt decago)

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/qx92XMnzu9

lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

the price i pay… #dynasty

@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

subside + life (hartfxlt decago)

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