This is fire, I could get lost in the vibe <3

a mental image
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@hartfxlt @m2monroe

lyrics:

again, im losing you
and im sorry for what i do
im just trying to make it through

(to a place where i could erase it all)

racing, i feel my heart racing
all my thoughts are chasing
another way to face them
im gazing at my reflection
without a sense of direction
theres no point of inflection
follows false affection
so nothing will ever change

ive seen enough
ive seen enough

(there’s no way to wind it back, though I try
remember what u said, I look dead, it’s alright
heart pound out my chest see your eyes
for you put it all on the line)
bet on fate just waiting here
the uncertainty is the only thing that’s clear
I’ll wait for your hand another year
don’t you turn from me 
when you know I need you here

don’t tell me it’s wasted
starry skies what I see your face in
cut ties why would you erase it 
your eyes got my heart racing

still i feel this way
its something i cant change
was all of this a stage
cause i cant tell
im staring back
at this void in my head
this choice is life or death

so my heart keeps racing

again im losing you
im losing you

heart racing

heart racing w/ hartfxlt (me + monroe)

@hartfxlt @decago
its way 2 convienent
ik its 2 perfect..
I wonder what secrets 
subside from the surface  
disturbing ur being 
it shows that ur hurting
my hearts barely beatinn 
u say im deserving of love

but idk how to reciprocate
but idk how to deal w/ the weight 
but idk how to face all my flaws
but idk how to break the facade....
(so show me how, so show me how x4)

somewhere long the line hope u find it//
'happiness' how ever u define it 
ur perfect but I fuck up the timing
chase ur dreams I wanna c u shininnn 
come w/ me ill cover u in diamonds
ur company 2 me is so priceless
ur agony I just want 2 suffice itt 
ur love I need I swear theres nothin like ittt

hartfxlt - reciprocate (decago)

@makemeapromise @rpsu

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

I don't wanna... 
lay wide awake, 
blame my mistakes, 
on my selfish ways,
hate I feel this way. 
take all my pain, wish it all away 
I don't wanna break, u'll just make me break 
I regret I caught ur name, 
I used to love how u think n now I hate ur brain
I feel my heart pound, feel it sink when I see ur face 
I see u cross the room n u don't even see a thing, u don't even see a thing

I don't wanna bring u down with problems//
I should go and solve myself, withdrawing 
I hope u can't even really tell, what's causing
me to feel like I'm somebody else, so often x2 

(lay wide awake x8)

wide awake (surgeon, adrien)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6vNfK3HX53Y3WdbUIgII6G?si=kLYCIGyUREayvA2-CsWhNw
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https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez
https://soundcloud.com/765dia

i just wanna see you 
i don’t know why
but I need you
can I get a redo?
said you want something new 
can you tell the truth
the shit you put me through 
but that ain’t nothing new
no I don’t wanna talk 
girl I just wanna see you 
i just wanna see your face 
wanna know that you’re okay 
"we should go our separate ways"
when our texts turn to “ok”s
i love when you’re around 
i just want you to stay 
i love when you’re with me 
baby tell me it’s okay 
baby tell me that you need me 
tell me that you care 
you said you don’t wanna see me 
but I can’t help but stare 
no one said love was easy 
baby it’s not fair 
why’d you have to leave 
i miss when you were here

see you (sochi + dia)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

another chance - victxrw + arid + karson (inno)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

with my love @thelastmai

lyrics:

(just for tonight, just for tonight)
(we'll be alright, we'll be alright)
(just for tonight)
(we'll be fine)

[chorus] x2
just one more time before u go now
without u i got no one to hold now
dont tell a white lie
ur all mine
even just for tonight
just for tonight

run through my hand through ur hair
its real hard not to care
cause the pain dissapears
every time u come near
now its malibu and driving in the late nights
puppy talk and kissing on the train ride
ill find another way to make u feel alright
does that sound fine?

so please-

[chorus] x2

(hello?)
are you busy?
(what do you want?)
can you just come over?
(im on my way...)
do you promise?
(i promise...)

[chorus]

just for tonight
everything will be fine
if u give me one more night
i know things will be fine
and i know cause ur calling my phone
hear ur voice at the tone
i know where u belong
just follow me home
wanna get u alone
while ur playing this song
got u singing along

so please-

[chorus] x3

prod. under the maple tree

tonight w/ mai

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

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you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

love (wallflower, seoul)

my best to date 
enjoy, I love you 

I didn't think it all through
right my wrongs as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me 

if everything's temporary,
I'll be more wary of who I pull close
overthink the unnecessary
I'm over-caring, even if I know
its all in my head 
still think about 
how I was left for dead 
I don't wanna doubt 
that this pain will end 
I don't wanna doubt 
that I'll love again, I'll love again 

I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end
I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me

temporary (me)

only want cash 
ts a curse
only want racks
stuck in dis hearse
she feelin bad
wudnt do dat
its too laced
im on dat path
smoke on dat gas
im boutta trip
im boutta crash

my bitch right beside me
vyvanse mixed w da molly
flooded my wrist my cartier
aint drop shit like carti
run up on him straight cardio
im tryna get to dat dough
im w da fiends my gng my bro
feed my pack gotta feed my ho

fuck r dey tammat, im back in da cut again
but lil bit gimme butt
im in dat cullinan truck
off of dat road when im off of dem drugs
ian even got no one to trust
ian even got nowhere to go 
reefer my pack wat I smoke
left in da past dnt know u

im on a side drill
im w my side girl
ur not the right girl
i need the right drugs
when dat perc gmfu
dat bad bitch
got me yellin out fck luv

i got dat paper in my pocket j for myself
i did it for myself
swipe da perc right of da shelf
dumb bitch had a man oh well
found u found my own hell
dumb ho dnt hope u get well
when i get to da bag ud sell

bitch but i dnt know tf is a handout
bit when i get to dat scene i might crash out
sip on dat wock too much i might pass out 
run in your mans house im takin da trash out
bad lil bitch break her back out
im da 1 keep it a buck
u said dat its up, then its up
u said dat its up, then its stuck
u don been lost my trust

press on dat bitch no sound
im boutta set another round
i hadda skrt out town
dat lil bit turnt around
im boutta walk in dat bit w da fye
n im aimin dat blick at his eye
he hadda run, he not about it
got dat boy runnin like sonic

cardio (akura, yashio)

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

@afterstoryx
@remedysnuts

'if looks could kill' out now !!

temporary (me)

hartfxlt

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