• Harto's Vocal Diary Log ‎~ Sunday, ‎June ‎6, ‎2021, ‏‎5:36:02 PM

woulda been hurto                               #SGBOE

- {*______* } --- prodby--evilgiane, whitearmor, gud

HARTO,,,JOEYY--" sHunned "--prodby--pentagrVm,,,3L00cl

video ; https://youtu.be/-FL-o_l7dHQ

lryics:

I was off a couple Y, I couldn't make it to the matress
i been out of it so much that I don't think i could get back in
I just sparked the L, i ball hog it i dont pass it 
Maybe I'm really insane or im just living through the madness
uhn
this shyt aint never done 
this shyt just begun
we aint just any one 
bitch we 1 / 1
I be geeked up, don't try to treat me like I'm dumb
Final Home my body like a bum
now my european denim covered up in holes and ashes
with the world upon my shoulders my head spinning off its axis
the world is really garbage man i shoul of been a trashman
they know I'm an old soul
all my garments old fabrics
Wtap tactics 
Beauty:Beast Bandit
uhnnnn
I'm feeling so lost and abandoned
I been Trainspotting wainting for the transit
but i woke and i dont know where I am 
heard that you was doubting again
aint recieve a Penny still at least im Proud who I am
sparking up the loud 
it quiet down the crowd in my head
but I wont forgetabout what is said
why would I
how could I

Y ? !         [*PRODBY*CHAINHELD-&-TRIPDIXON*) #brainmeld #eh #uhh

White Lie -*Original speed* - Harto n'' Lerado [PRODBY EERA)

XVXVFFDDF

@spira_me
@eera0


R*I*P*, ANNA NICOLE SMITH

(((NERVE DAMAGE))) w/ Spira_me --- ----------PROD EERA

https://youtu.be/Bn1WSec4NVs?si=LX9KpnEeRMUdr_It

*----LYRICS------*

Im sorry ? …

I thought I heard you say something
Man, I noticed you was talking but i still ain’t heard nothing
I was built to self-destruct
Don't try and push my buttons.
Exo fill my mind frame 
It got me malfunctioning. 
I've been on the _____
Got me feeling malnourished 
Put my life on shuffle but this shyt keep reoccurring 
Had to learn to dig deep 
Can’t keep scratching at the surface
We live an accidental life 
But always tryna find a purpose 

UHhh

Don't know what to believe if I’m just being honestly 
If you wasn’t gon be here then why even promise
Much rather leave here than being abolished
Every exit is an entrance 
Every answer lead to problems 
I'm a stray mutt 
I ain’t finna go a fetch a bone 
They just want attention 
I much rather be unknown
When I’m stepping in the crowd some how I’m still feeling alone
Layered up my Final Home
The world getting colder
Growing is inevitable 
We only gon get older
Like I'm taking bricks to Kansas
I ain’t finna pull over 
Gotta keep this shyt in motion 
Man don’t sink in your emotions 
Margiela odor
Mihara pull over 
I don’t need a chauffeur 
Man I know where to go 
Tryna get a grip but really tell me what's the hold up 
Life is just a game 
It got me waiting till it load

im_my_best_friend

1doorcloses, 1dooropens - - -prodby- - chainheld;evilgiane;tripdixon

*----LYRICS------*

They gon leave me with the mutts like im Diogenes 
I don’t write and I cant read but i live my philosophies
I be in the seam ike ashes in my final home jeans 
I ain’t here to please
I do what i please at any means 
These people sick up in the head 
They so damn fake, it’s a disease 
I ain’t tryna disappoint you but sometimes that’s how it be
Uhnn

I’m just tryna be me 
I’m just tryna be 
I’m just tryna be me 
They ain’t tryna see 
Anybody succeed 
If it ain’t them 
Thats a god damn shame
At least I ain’t them 

Don’t think a dollar in the world would every change shyt 
We don’t need no hero’s 
Everybody tryna save shyt 
You stole the recipe and still it had no flavor cause you tasteless
I’m disappointed that i even had to say shyt 
This shyt dont feel adjacent
Its unbalanced 
2 Ls at once 
That’s double barrel 
Smoking gun powder 
Disconnected from they router 
They just want power 
We done put in 10x 10,000 hours 

I’m just tryna be me 
I’m just tryna be 
I’m just tryna be me 
They ain’t tryna see 
Anybody succeed 
If it ain’t them 
Thats a god damn shame
At least I ain’t them

Diogenes_---{ChainHeld+EvilGiane}----

*----LYRICS------*

They don’t even know where I’ve been 
But they don’t really know where i am 
They think they really know who i am 
But they don’t really know who i am 
I hope i ain’t gon have to say shyt 
You know I’m a soilder it dont matter where im stationed 
Ive been on my grind be caused America a wasteland 
Even through the darkest of the times I never caved in 

I don’t even know where I am 
I guess I all on my own once again 
This life a game 
I just wish they told me In advance 
Now that I know its like I got the world in my hands 
I can crush it all and then just watch it all crumble 
Better get a grip 
In one slip it all fumbles 
Im so high that if I fell from here it’s all done for 
Constantly in flux 
Don’t give a fuck 
I need a bankroll
Uh oh now I’m falling again 
Had to pick myself up 
Cause no one else can 
Everything I’m not is all that i am  
I done had to put it all
And all them times I never got shyt 
I could give my heart but they gon put it up for auction 
I dint think they hear me so I had to change the octave
Even if the octagon is red 
No i ain’t stopping  

They don’t even know where I’ve been 
But they don’t really know where i am 
They think they really know who i am 
But they don’t really know who i am 
I hope i ain’t gon have to say shyt 
You know I’m a soilder it dont matter where im stationed 
Ive been on my grind be caused America a wasteland 
Even through the darkest of the times I never caved in

american't_wasteland---prodBy..... eviLgiANE

*----LYRICS------*

You know I’ve been a patient boy 
I’m getting sick of it all
Im be so damn out of it 
Ain’t getting involved
There ain’t no making it up if you ain’t taking them falls 
You better hang this shyt up and take heed of them calls
I be tryna get out of my head but it wont let me 
In a loop my mind keep racing like its on Pirellis 
All I know is go ain’t finna stop until we ready 
Spending Yen
I need me currency like Spitta Andretti 
Cut off both of my hands
I still reach for the stars 
You should do the same cause I ain’t needing an applause 
Life’s already plain so i dont want an Audemars 
Smoke like a zip now my head spinning like its Wizard of the Oz.
Put the world on my back and this shyt really getting heavy 
I just really needed space 
The universe ain’t finna let me 
You know i been on my grind but the foundation getting sketchy 
Gotta keep it pushing 
No i ain’t gon kick it 
Gotta catch me 
The Lumpy’s got me knocked out
Ain’t smoking on no knock off
I cross the gushers up with Saki like I’m Hot Sauce 
Better get you hops up 
They always tryna block off
I can hit the BusStop and i can get it dropped off 
Uhhnn
I done put it all and i ain’t even get a penny 
Still see around the dollar 
Nowadays I’m getting plenty 
I’m really hanging off the edge 
You just be acting to be edgy 
Still I’m working like I’m Sakio but I’m living like I’m Eiji

i_am_a_patient_boy_2#----prodby ----eviLgiane

*----LYRICS------*

Got my Baby G fixed now I’m on timing 
Be staying low
It got me sleeping in my high end
You know damn well that I don’t know shyt about fashion
Final Home the body for the times i had no mattress
Shyne through the struggle thats what I was told
Quit acting brand new 
That shyt getting old
Had to mute you out my life 
Dont care what they told ya
Arrived in 95 but my clothing older 

Take it slower

Take it slower

Hart of a lion but a tortoise in my past life 
In the end i’ll be good
I aint worried bout a bad night
I coild wake up on the good or i wake up on the bad side
Either way that i look at it
At least I woke up that’s a good habit
I be of the …
Just know i aint no drug addict 
All i know is
Either way 
Thats how they look at it 
I thought i could give a fuck 
Shyt
Im bad at it 

Take it slower 

Take it slower

pump_ya_breaks,N_slow_down=-=-=-=-=-=prodby giaNe+goNer

On a arduous journey, we are. 
Keep on turning the wrong way. 
Ain’t concerning at all,
I like taking the long way. 
Got the worst of it all
Tryna make it the best way.
Keep tryna numb it off but I aint feeling less pain 
(hums)
Feel like turning it off.
(humming continues)

Some things never changing.
Took another cause I’m feeling anxious.
In broad daylight cause I’m feeling shameless.
Just take some time, do it in moderation.
I just dove into it, i ain’t put my legs in.
I’m so brainless and hard headed.
Trust my gut, still i follow where my hearts heading.
Even if i crash still i won’t regret it.
nahhh
I ain’t running back, I aint Jerome Bettis 
Doing what we want even if they don’t let us. 
They swearing that they got it but they don’t get us. 

(hums)
They never did and they never will.
(humming continues)
They never did and they never will.

Every Way Leads No Where <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵈʲᵗᵒᵖʸ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

I can’t take it again
My eyes rolled back in head
Eyelids still opened wide
This scarf covers my lies 
This brim covers my face 
Don’t let them recognize 
If so don’t even try
I 
Could barley breath
Yet still we smoke again 
There’s something in the air
My lungs cant comprehend

*don’t be a cunt harto*
Damn I need a cigarette
I just took another football, don’t think its kicking in
The exo punching every time, it never miss
Got so high when i fall out the sky they think its heaven sent 
I ain’t fitting in, don’t make me part of this 
World get so cold wishing I still have my Cardigan
My mind gets to puzzled, got me putting back my heart again
Looking in the mirror staring at the one that I’m against
Battle 1 V 1
Neither of us won
I’ve been leaning on the cup
I need another crutch
I was smoking so much Soap you’d think i had the Suds
Keep on getting so numb I’m feeling out of touch.
I can’t blame the drugs
When it’s really me 
Everybody fake as fuck ain’t what it really seems
In the function and we smoking exo B2B
Let em kick us out cause i don’t care i’d rather leave
(I rather go)

I can’t take it again
My eyes rolled back in head
Eyelids still opened wide
This scarf covers my lies 
This brim covers my face 
Don’t let them recognize 
If so don’t even try
I 
Could barely breath
Yet still we smoke again 
There’s something in the air
My lungs can't comprehend

.BloOdY-gEeKeR*

No Ragerts <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ᵐⁱᵐⁱᶜˢᵍᵃᵗᵉ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

Uhn uhn uhn uhn
Ain’t got much to say
So high up could touch the stars like I live in a Wraith
Im a stray, it’s not typical for me to stay 
It feels so close that i could taste, thats just not what i crave
Fame
Its a bad joke and tricky game
If I play and win, I’m still a loser anyways
Trust my gut
Follow my heart
Desensitize my brain
We end up in the same place
Still chose our different ways

Left ear music, Right ear lies
Married to the game And the blunt, Double life
Got a fake smile on
Never been nice
Nakedneck
No you never been Iced
I’m smoking grade 
Your smoking spice
Smoking grade
I’ll never change
Blow this smoke Right in your face
Charlie Im snorting Until the noticing my Powder face
Sun is coming up 
Man this power Made me go insane
I aint got powers
But she out here Claiming Lois lane
She call me Carter
Yeah Im similar to Og Wayne
I’m at the windowpane
Counting all these drops Of rain
Smoking exotic
Yeah you know it’s never Under weighed
I’m here to help
But I kno these man will never change
No they don’t ever change

Uhn uhn uhn uhn
Ain’t got much to say
So high up could touch the stars like I live in a Wraith
Im a stray, it’s not typical for me to stay 
It feels so close that i could taste, thats just not what i crave
Fame
Its a bad joke and tricky game
If I play and win, I’m still a loser anyways
Trust my gut
Follow my heart
Desensitize my brain
We end up in the same place
Still chose our different ways

Nuff Said  ᶠᵗ. Fakemink <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ᵐⁱᵐⁱᶜˢᵍᵃᵗᵉ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

Really don’t think they like me 
Shyt I don’t like myself 
At least I know I’m not tryna be someone else
Closed mouth don’t get fed 
Ironic you can’t tell
I might just burn that bridge
Sit back and watch it melt 
Broken hearts, abandon dreams don’t get rebuilt
I don’t even trust in god i had to take the wheel 
Life is always up and down, I’m in it for the trill
Even if you don’t like me 
Shyt, i love myself 

Made it from the dirt still got soil under my finger nails 
Had to keep my distance 
Got so high so I can’t see them well
Time is money
Why the fuck you always moving cheap as hell
World is sick, 
I had to isolate and focus on my health
comfortable in my own skin don’t be jealous 
All i am is just a skeleton in Margielas 
I just put on my glasses
Still can find where my head is
Lost my mind so many times i think its fine if i forget 

Really don’t think they like me 
Shyt I don’t like myself 
At least I know I’m not tryna be someone else
Closed mouth don’t get fed 
Ironic you can’t tell
I might just burn that bridge
Sit back and watch it melt 
Broken hearts, abandon dreams don’t get rebuilt
I don’t even trust in God i had to take the wheel 
Life is always up and down, I’m in it for the trill
Even if you don’t like me 
Shyt, i love myself

Hate Myself <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

I BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD
I BEEN IN MY FEELINGS
AINT NO EXIT FROM THIS SHIT I JUST GOTTA FEEL IT 
IT’D MAKE IT BETTER IF I KNEW THAT YOU WASNT WITH ME 
YOU POPPIN BOTTLES , YOU GOTTA FEED YOUR CHILDEN 
YOU’D RATHER SLIME IT OUT 
YOU’D RATHER SLIME ME OUT 
I COULDNT SEE THE RAT WHEN I PUT FOOD INSIDE YA MOUTH 
THATS WHY I CANT STAND YOU BITCHES 
PUTTIN PEOPLE IN POSITIONS TO GET YOU OUTTA THAT POSITION

Ain’t bouda sit back and just go with it
It was my time to level and beat my own limit
If you ain’t here to do it with me i guess I’m gon miss it
They rather run they mouth, i rather walk the whole distance
Stuck in my emocean i just float and let it sink in 
Lost inside my head, I’m tryna find out what I’m thinking
Puzzled inside my minds still tryna figure out the pieces 
Smoking a L so loud it leave me speechless
If i had a penny for all the times they lied i could of bought an Ashton
Ashing on my Japanese fabrics right when I’m passing it 
I said i gave a fuck but you should notice that was past tense
Pull up and I’m crashing
By now this shyt is average 

I BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD
I BEEN IN MY FEELINGS
AINT NO EXIT FROM THIS SHIT I JUST GOTTA FEEL IT 
IT’D MAKE IT BETTER IF I KNEW THAT YOU WASNT WITH ME 
YOU POPPIN BOTTLES , YOU GOTTA FEED YOUR CHILDEN 
YOU’D RATHER SLIME IT OUT 
YOU’D RATHER SLIME ME OUT 
I COULDNT SEE THE RAT WHEN I PUT FOOD INSIDE YA MOUTH 
THATS WHY I CANT STAND YOU BITCHES 
PUTTIN PEOPLE IN POSITIONS TO GET YOU OUTTA THAT POSITION

1nmyh3ad ᶠᵗ. Dav1d <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ᵉᵉʳᵃ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ , ᶜᶜᵘʳᵉᵈ>

I ain’t even tryna get too involved 
Don’t wanna be right so prove me wrong 
Cut off both of my arms, kept holding on
I don’t even know whats going on 

Whats going on 
Where’s it going 
Where we going with this one
Whats going on 

Damn 
Are you serious
Life’s a joke that made me cry now I’m delirious
Always a battle in my mind so I’m experienced
I keep tryna get out of it but I’m nearly in 

How we getting out of this here
World so cold, put my torso in some cashmere 
Final Home my lap (fuck it)
I guess imma ash here
They said that they life’s a movie really they just act weird 

What’s going on
Where you going, going

My life a joke, I live it like a satire
I got too much drive, I keep it pushing with a flat tire
Told em that i gave a fuck (damn)
I’m a bad liar 
Maybe I gave way to many of em 
Now I’m Quagmire

Going <ᵖʳᵒᵈ ᵇʸ ʲ¹ᵐᵐʸ , ᵉᵛⁱˡᵍⁱᵃⁿᵉ>

a songle from when Study group attened the L0%er table .

111 - - - Prod By Rek

The Hurtless

An Innermission Conducted by Eli & Giane

Different places still feel familiar

Dreams turned Nightmares

Un Love Able

Don't believe 'em

Keep! Out!

another songle from when Study group attended the L0%er table . 



How Could They --. --Prod By Cranes

I know that you’ll make it 
Where you go
 
I hope that you’ve taken 
Any way you’ve chosen  

I know that you’re aching
You’re not alone

I know that you hate it 
I know

Don’t know why you waited
Don’t

Wishes that you'd wait up but i hope you won’t

I know i left you waiting
Don’t

Just don’t forget the way in
Is never closed

I know that you rather stay in

You rather stay here than going home
 
But im slowly breaking 

While you still cant tell me whats going on 

Still I got faith in you be strong

You the one I put my money on

You take nothing and create magic 

You could always find a way to make it happen 

And I know your gonna make make it there

I hope you get what you really want

You’re more than worth it, i swear

I know you’ll get everything you wanted

You are
You are
You are

this is a Letter I wrote for Madison Kenny
 Ms Makeithappen 
My darling Lady Love. 
I love you.

read over a beat loop by Eli Propperr , Goner , & Evilgiane

You made it happen. All on your own. I'm proud of you.

______l_y_r_i_c_s____________

i dont think ill care tonight
i know it wont fill the void
this L it got me paralyzed
these feelings still i cant avoid
the lies are all i memorize
or maybe im just parinoid
maybe i over analyse
but maybe i never had a choice

i dont think ill care tonight
i know it wont fill the void
this L it got me paralyzed
these feelings still i cant avoid
the lies are all i memorize
or maybe im just parinoid
maybe i over analyse
but maybe i never had a choice

parinoid#2_0utside_the_party_prodby---eViLgiANE

______l_y_r_i_c_s____________

they said that im a legend but that was all a myth
im just a halogram no i do not exist
you was not built for this man you should call it quits
we had to go get it on our own so we can not assist
i drop the leaf in the marley no i can not resist
i drop a little of molly but i do not insist
i drop some shrooms in my smoothie and forgot who i is
im tired of living off this artifical happiness
i cant be fake, all these threads are authentic
put it all at stake, if you cant lose then you aint winning
i remember when i had to sleep in rooms that had no bedding
always felt like that random puzzle piece that never fit it
all they do is hate, manipulate and try to mimic
i hope that you get it cause this shyt really a gimmick
i feel just like Gibby, i know we gon get it
the L really bussin and it got my head spinnin

i cannot waste my time but
i cannot make my mind up
please do not waste my time cause
its simple math the next time ill have to times up
we aint then, we aint next, we aint now, we forever
i dont run a rat race but we still gon get our cheddar
put a L to my face like Smash Mouths top seller
get the fuck up out my face, dont give a fuck you tryna tell us
i get so damn high you'd think my backpack had propellers
life is by design i deconstruct it like Margiela
im tryna break it down while tryna keep it all together
this life a mystery i just need you to be my Velma

artificial_happyness_prodby---eViLgiANE+tRipdiXon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxtD9cuJlGU

______l_y_r_i_c_s____________

in my mind like im competing
with myself i cannot even
out the odds it aint that easy

i dont even like to sleep in
every night aint even dreamin
cause when i wake thats where i be in

weefin i aint tryna panic
living like a fuckin manic
sometimes it gets hard to manage

im so high see from a vantage
when i pull up im crash landin
i dont mean to cause no damage
(*fair warning*)
exilled as a youth was banished
sometimes i just wanna vanish
i dont think youll overstand it

i done grown my feet stay planted
im gon always eat aint gonna leave my family in famine

still i be stuck and i dont know
fork in the road i took em all
bitch i aint shoppin at no mall
im spendin yen to cop it all
cant even pronouce what i got on
aint never forget what ive done wrong
chip on my shoulder the world inside my palms
putting trust in the universe but sometimes that bitch be wrong

⛧ Harto Falion ⛤

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