i, i feel the motion
every since i saw your eyes
i taste the potion
from your cherry-colored smile
and it makes me feel like i've been granted life
a second chance at life

here i thought that i was done
but you came through
counting all my blessings
now, i'm counting you

you, you are the most
beautiful one for me
look at me boast
a miracle in ecstasy
and i've waited all my life for one like you
you are the most
beautiful one

here i thought that i was done
but you came through
counting all my blessings
now, i'm counting you

and knowing you
you would say that you're the lucky one
and i'm inclined to tell you are right
except this once (2x)

you, you are the most
beautiful one for me
look at me boast
a miracle in ecstasy
and i've waited all my life for one like you
you are the most
beautiful - 

you, you are the most
beautiful one for me
look at me boast
a miracle in ecstasy
and i've waited all my life for one like you
you are the most
beautiful one

beautiful one

they say there are infinite timelines
i bet in one we got to spend some time
where we were able to say the words
we never got to

year 21 since i last saw you
i've wondered how you must've been at this age
all of your hopes
and all your broken dreams
i guess we'll never know

i am a boy drifting on the ocean all alone
dreaming of a time when he was home
hoping someday he'll find a new one

i am the sun, watching as the world slowly comes
closer to my outstretched open arms
only to watch it drift away

ooh

today i woke up in an empty house
the same one i have lived in for a while now
i probably could be sad and hope for much more
but i am grateful

for all my fears for the future
for all my tears for the past
yes all my hopes for tomorrow
and all i am today    

i am a boy drifting on the ocean all alone
dreaming of a time when he was home
hoping someday he'll find a new one

i am the sun, watching as the world slowly comes
closer to my outstretched open arms
only to watch it drift away

ooh

year 21 (draft)

I didn't think I needed anyone - anyone else
And I thought I could find the answers well on my own
I smiled at all the right moments, said the right words

But then I found myself cold
Wind seeping inside my bones
I felt my heart broken and afraid

Then you came -

Maybe this is the loneliness talking
But I've been waiting, I've been waiting for you to come
Silently on my own

Don't get me wrong, it's not like I need you
To be complete, 'cause I do, I can live without you
But I don't want to

'Cause I get myself cold
Wind seeping in inside my bones
I felt my heart broken and afraid

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hands

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hands
You held my hands

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hands

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hand

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hands

I was lost in the darkness
And you found me
You held my hands
You held my hands
You held my hands

You held my hands

Hands (draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

I've been fiddling with my thumbs
Trying to find the answers there
And I have been wondering
How it'd be if you're still here

We could go and grab some coffee
I know that you'd like that
We could spend our Sundays bowling pins
I know that you'd like that too

Would you smile if you ever saw one of my shows
Would you hum the words to any of my songs

I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here
Everything has changed, everything is different
Without you here

I've been looking at my mother's eyes
I can see the way she smiles
And I know you told us to be strong
But you're the only one who could ever make her laugh that way

I swear I've tried to find my own way

I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here -
I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here

Everything has changed, everything is different - 
Everything has changed, everything is different

'Till I'm with you

Of Cigarettes And Coffee Cups (acoustic draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

Sa iyo sumisilong
Kapag ang puso ko'y pagod
Dampi ng hangin sa pisngi
Unti-unting pumipikit

Ang araw ay humihikab
Ang alon ay naglalaro
Salamat sa iyong ngiti
Ang takot ko'y pinapawi

At kahit sa dilim, at sa lamig
At sa lalim ng gabi

Huwag kang bibitaw

Panahon (acoustic draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

I see all of your fears
Taking place of your dreams
I see all of your tears
Rise inside your heart
More than you know

I know when you lose sleep
The shapeless shadows you keep
I know that you long to be
Past the atmosphere
Flying free

So, come away with me
Come away with me
Come away with me
Anywhere
Away with me

We could live in the clouds
Build our own little house
Harvest light from the stars
And shine down
Some love, sweet love

So, come away with me
Come away with me
Come away with me
Anywhere
Away with me

So, come away with me
Come away with me
Come away with me
Anywhere
Away with me

Come away with me
Come away with me

come away with me (acoustic draft)

before farewell (acoustic draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

I've been fiddling with my thumbs
Trying to find the answers there
And I have been wondering
How it'd be if you're still here

We could go and grab some coffee
I know that you'd like that
We could spend our Sundays bowling pins
I know that you'd like that too

Would you smile if you ever saw one of my shows
Would you hum the words to any of my songs

I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here
Everything has changed, everything is different
Without you here

I've been looking at my mother's eyes
I can see the way she smiles
And I know you told us to be strong
But you're the only one who could ever make her laugh that way

I swear I've tried to find my own way

I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here -
I can't explain how much I still miss you
It's been eight long years, but I still feel you here

Everything has changed, everything is different - 
Everything has changed, everything is different

'Till I'm with you


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of cigarettes and coffee cups (acoustic)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

Letting the heart bleed, 
Bearing the wounds with pride
Open casket, looking heavenward
As if we were alive

My only regret in dying 
Is if it weren’t for love
My only regret in dying 
Is if it weren’t for love

Broken hearted I
Search for you in pictures and glances
Even when I try to forget
You’ve left traces of yourself
All over my bed, all over my head

Even now, the blood in my veins 
Sings of you
Even now, the blood in my veins 
Sings of you

Love, love, love
What to do with love, love, love?
What to do with love? What to do with love?
Rather, what will love do with you?
What will love do?

Measure your silence
Rather, measure love with silences
Hold my hand
And make me the happiest man

My only regret in dying 
Is if it weren’t for love
My only regret in dying 
Is if it weren’t - if it weren’t - if it weren’t - 

For love, love, love
What to do with love, love, love?
What to do with love? What to do with love?
Rather, what will love do with you?
What will love -

Love, love, love
What to do with love, love, love?
What to do with love? What to do with love?
Rather, what will love do with you?
What will love do with you?
What will love do with you?

Love, love, love
What to do with love, love, love?
What to do with love? What to do with love?
Rather, what will love do with you?
What will love

Love, love, love
What to do with love, love, love?
What to do with love? What to do with love?
Rather, what will love do with you?
What will love do with you?
What will love do?

rather, Love (draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

Caroline, what a beautiful name
If I have a child, I’d name her the same
Will she have my eyes?
Will she?

Caroline, what do you see
When all the waves are crashing down on me?
Would you say it’s gonna be alright?
Say it’s gonna be alright

Caroline, someday you’ll see
How much a man I came to be
Caroline, I swear I’ll love you right
Oh my God, hear my prayer for my Caroline

But, for now, my love, be patient with me
But, for now, my love, be patient with me
But, for now, my love, be patient with me

caroline (draft)

(Zoom H1 Hand held recorder; unedited live recording)

When the sun slowly passes by
And the morning breaks, everyone then wakes
Now, the wind sends its greetings high
And my lover, my wife, life

Oh she knows, oh she knows
Oh she knows my fears of falling down
My fears of the fall

Now, the earth and sunlit creatures call
And they open wide their arms in sheer delight

Oh they know, oh they know
Oh they know my fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
MY fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
My fears of falling down

And I - I’m tired of being scared
Of this life and feeling alive

Oh please save me now, oh please save me now
Oh please save me now from my fears of falling down

Oh please save me now, oh please save me now
Oh please save me now from my fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
My fears of falling down
My fears of the fall

When the sun slowly passes by
And the morning breaks, everyone then wakes

the fall (draft)

bright eyes, warm smile
your laugh wakes me in the morning
small hands, soft lips
i trace your moles like constellations

and i'm never letting you go
and i'm dancing in the shower
and i'm eating all your vegetables
and i'll drive you for hours

i've waited so long for you to come around
i've held my breath, now i'm breathing in
i've waited so long, for you to come around
i've held my breath, now i'm breathing you in
ooh, now i'm breathing you in (2x)

breathingyouin(unfinished)draft

how do i walk away from you
when you're the best thing out of this year?
how do i walk away from you
when you're the only light i've ever seen, my evergreen?
oh

you don't know how broken i am
you don't know sleepless these nights
you don't know how much it has meant 
to hear you laugh and feel the ice melt

you don't know how good it has been
to see my eyes reflected in yours
to ask you how your day went and hear
that i was on your mind, your evergreen
oh

i do know i've been selfish oh
i've been stealing all your light, your light
i do know i've been searching for
just a place to rest my head but you want more
i do know i need to let you go
let you find a love that you deserve
but do know that i want you so
and it's taking everything to sing
oh

how do i walk away from you
when you're the best thing out of this year?
how do i walk away from you
when you're the only light i've ever seen, my evergreen?

untitled (evergreen) 1 draft

finally september
i've been hiding here since june
running away 
from whom?

cataracts on both eyes
atrophying from the gloom
i'm missing whom?
i'm missing you

woah

who are we now
after all this running around and
where do we go
when it goes quiet?
i don't know
i don't know

woah (woah)

why hello, disappointment
i can see you standing there
you've found my lair
take my by the ear

'cause i'm tired of waiting
for people to find me out
love is my drought
i still don't know how

woah (woah)

who are we now
after all this running around and
where do we go
when it goes quiet?
i don't know
i don't know

(interlude)

who are we now
after all this running around and
where do we go
when it goes quiet?
i don't know
i don't know

find me someway, somehow (4x)

untitled (runaway) draft

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