1:13 - 23:49
23:49 - 28:09
28:10 - 38:57
38:57 - 56:27
56:27 - 60:47
60:48 - 80:48
80:48 - 86:33

FASHION SINGLES MEGAMIX

self-eclipse and an intraculture-core for the culture war. proceed on trembling knees.

1.1: Safflower Shapeshifter: Dogma and the Deathwish (0:00 - 5:30)
1.2: Comfy Muzzle (5:30 - 14:30)
1.3: Aftersun (14:30 - 23:30)
1.4: Nova Leaves Willow (23:30 - 32:30)
1.5: Two-Spirit (32:30 - 41:30)
1.6: Yellow With Rope (41:30 - 50:30)
1.7: The Monster With 21 Faces (50:30 - 59:30)
1.8: Lingkhor (59:30 - 68:30)
1.9: Death Comes Alone, Nayirah (68:30 - 80:29)

HER ANIMAL

pretty bones (hashirat mix)

DISFIGURE THE FACE OF MAN AND WOMAN

#CERTIFIED / u, i, us, them

DAYGLOW FREE LOVE(?), PT. 1

when I met you
I was so amazed by
everything you do

thinkin bout your face
and the love we make
I'd do anything for you

because you caught me with a kiss
that was more than bliss
it was a gateway to the sky

and I'll hold you tight
it'll be alright
I'm never gonna say goodbye

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
my elated world

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
you are, you are my world

when I met you
I was so unsure about
everything in me

couldn't see with
no light inside
of my identity

but then you loved me with a love
that was more than love
it was a great ball in the sky

and you showered me in light
that was more than light
it was MINE!
all mine--

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
my elated world

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
you are, you are my world

you love me with a love that's more than love
it's a great ball in the sky
and now I feel so alive, I swear that I
I can FLY
I can FLYYyyy

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
my elated world

now you are
my sunshine girl
fire-plated star
you are, you are my world

///

both our hands meet like it's the very first time
I wanna be stolen by your sunset eyes

keep me in your teeth as your tongue meets mine
saliva dances down right between your thighs

dayglow seeps as the sunset dies
with your mouth wide open can you take me for a ride?

I know you know me and I know it's not right
but I hope you're happy with my heart tonight

DAYGLOW FREE LOVE(?), PT. 2

DAYGLOW FREE LOVE(?)

judas goat //x//! host five

come fuck me where the guard dogs play, ah
I’m waiting and I mean to stay, yeah
let’s show ourselves a real good time
let everybody see your face, yeah

come fuck me where the guard dogs play, ah
o, holy ghost and magistrate yeah
what’s it mean when the stars bleed out,
and you’re the one who’s got to pay, yeah

we can fuck while the neighbors watch
until we burn the varnish off
it’s a dance we’ve practiced all our lives
that reeks of cruel dissatisfaction

call me in a bit, tell me when you’re coming
i’ll make it worth the trip
i don’t think I love you, just want you to stay
keep it in the past, there’s no time to waste, now

it’s not a big deal, I’m just obsessive
it’s not your fault, I’m just sensitive
don’t make it real, I’m too invested
it’s not a guilty pleasure, I’m just inventive

it’s not something I couldn’t handle
but, it’s not the first time I couldn’t answer
I’m not afraid, I just can’t
look you in the face
I can hide it real well, if you just put me in my place, yeah

//chorus//

all my love it goes out to you, but
try and choke me with your fingers cut, now
try and vomit while I sew you shut
try and say my name without a tongue, yeah

all my love it goes out to you, and
never underestimate the truth
let’s all begin to shed our skin
let the spirit of monoxide in, yeah

we can fuck in our neighbors wall
interlock our ribs at last
with an aftertaste like vomit
that’ll leave a nasty gash

clench the pain from between my teeth
put your hands where they shouldn’t be
these murmurs turn to whimpers, 
our secrets are apocalyptic

and this world won’t end without you
we can leave scars as memoirs, and
gnaw the pleasure from the scabs
and coat our throats with the waste

so, put your fucking weight on me
pry apart my jaw
empty all your cavities
right down to my heart
I’m feeling for your warmth
and licking up the rest
you can break, snap, crush, spit it back on my chest

//chorus//

is your entrance the same as your weapon
the same one you use to carve your affection?
and is my subversion only a cure
for a blindness that mistakes your expression?

and am I numb? or just not human enough?
and when our tongues fight back
when you start to drift, and your eyes wander
can you spot the rift?
where do you want me to go?

I’m your girlfriend not your teacher
I’m your lover not your preacher
I’ll air my sexual disguise
in a scream of bitter fear
I’m your haunt in falling flight
and a coward playing creature
and this past is playing future
to voyeurs of bleeding light

I don’t want you to see me like this
your bird’s nest right between my lips, 
I, I'm on my knees now, with you above me
can I convince you, that you love me?

while we make our oceans convulse
with the discharge in our stomachs
and this dream weapon collapses
another faithless climax

so don’t fuck me til you say my name
that last one couldn’t say it to my face
make it like the first time
with your mouth wide open, can you take me for a ride?

I’m not worried about the nosebleeds
I’m not afraid of you
I’m not human enough for you
and you’re not human enough to die
you’re not human enough for me

is this just too fucking real?
I just lose my touch now and then
I don’t see you when I’m with you
and every lie is a theft

so we can fuck while the neighbors watch
and forget you ever saw me
because you never saw me
you were never worth it

LAURAB

Xx_firebugg_xX do u believe in love?

COME FUCK ME WHERE THE GUARD DOGS PLAY, AAA
IM WAITING AND I MEAN TO STAY
LETS SHOW OURSELVES A REAL GOOD TIME
LET EVERYBODY SEE YOUR FACE OH
COME FUCK ME WHERE THE GUARD DOG PLAYS, AA
O HOLY GHOST AND MAGISTRATE YEAH
WHATS IT MEAN WHEN THE STARS BLEED OUT
AND YOURE THE ONE WHOS GOTTA PAY "

We don’t know each other at all
Wish you were real, so I can be fearful of you
But still try and be closer
so I can see you forever, the winters would feel warmer 
Resting on a shoulder as we walk, an embrace hidden within your voice 

"laurab" chorus

We seem to be in an endless cycle that bogs us down
Do you see the end to our spiral
Well I do, I can see the return to our normal selves
The ones we knew, the ones we buried and left to rust, the former shells of what we once loved, we can rebuild with the shattered pieces

"Xx_firebugg_xX do u believe in love?"//"just for now"

я люблю тебя вечно

LOTORAB

throngs ('22 civility mix)

ccries of ember.1

BLOOD FOR COLOR REVOLUTION

ZMSPEC G FULL MIX

A place to myself
1.1: Coward's march
1.2: the haunting at 51st ave and indian school: too many lives unlived
1.3: tract 39: phantoms in deep color / I see you as a friend
1.4: as I pass whiteriver
1.5: cryptic pattern: listen to the color of your dream
1.6: pekoe / sick you were well
1.7: an unknown migration of souls
1.8: isabel, you're bleeding
1.9: highway 260: apache-sitgreaves
1.10: A place to myself

A place to myself

pt. 1: WOMAN 2

I cannot fucking wait until sewerslvt dies

outro to be played live at the che cafe, nov. 12, 2022 [ven porque te necesito]

230613_0899: dayglow free love(?) commentary 061723

nasheed funk

two-spirit (remastered)

yellow with rope (remastered)

WOMAN 3

1.1: dj sound, mc money, & gangsta gold - ridgecrest anthem
1.2: N.O.D. - fuck da world
1.3: criminal mafia - when I'm fucked up
1.4: brotha lynch hung ft. zigg zagg - locc 2 da brain
1.5: lil noid - load my clip
1.6: dj sound, mc money, & gangsta gold - ridgecrest taking over
1.7: kingpin skinny pimp ft. gangsta boo & koopsta - I don't lov'em
1.8: koopsta - torture chamber
---
2.1: big l - danger zone

every man is evil / 139 and lenox

HASHIRAT AT BANGERFEST 2:
Intro to "Her Animal"
     1.1: Windham
     1.2: Mind Summit/Womyn Retrospective
     1.3: Cover of "¡Aikido! (Neurotic/Erotic)"
     1.4: LAURAB

Recorded Friday, February 12, 2021

hashirat

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