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jax_ - separation anxiety pt. 1

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Losing focus (prod. eazy. i )

(intro)
 I used to sleep with the light on 
Cuz I was afraid of things I could not see
Well, I grew up just to find out
The monsters were inside of me

My mother read to me
beautiful stories
and would pray with me
when it was thunderstorming

when I close my eyes
I feel you here with me
lending me your love
granting your blessings

I grew old over night
and it seems like
nothings changed
but everythings changed

(verse 1)

So there's a party at my crib
are you comin?
you know me imma be (im-a-bee), already buzzin
fuck,   sorry I'm tryna stop cussin
but when I'm drunk you can't really tell me nothin

They try to label me
but my new shit sweet as maple leaf
this is all just make believe
we walk around just breaking things

unaware of our effect we
kill each other indirectly
my mind matches my room 
cuz every day that shit gets messy
  
and nothings gonna change
unless we 
change ourselves
and it's really weird cuz in a way
i swear the pain will help

shake you,
wake you,
from that numbness
there's still treasure
in your cargo
even though your ship has sunken
this is for the kids 
who ain't have money for the function
so they sittin in they room
smokin a little somethin

this is a hope for the youth
this is food for the poor
you were new to the neighborhood
So I knocked on your door
with a cake that I baked you
like welcome to the lake view
where everybody loves you
and nobody hates you

(verse 2)

 Even demons know that God exists
sometimes the rarest diamonds 
you can find inside a pot of shit
tell me that I got to quit
watch me keep on doing it
put my soul into it
cuz my heart would just ruin it

when you feel like you can't
that's when you got to
show em your flaws
take off your costume

hate inspired by envy 
I'll pretend we never heard it
I smoke weed when I'm nervous
I smoke weed when I'm bored
I smoke weed when I smoke weed
then I smoke weed some more
You feel my love on the surface
but it comes from my core

Tryna set an example but I keep making mistakes
everyone I meet is fake
my real friends been here
been there, done that
you can shed light with one match
i drop knowledge
that's fun facts
catch me where the sun is at
believe me it's hard but looks easy
I'm high & I'm sleepy
you're so cold you say "i'm warm" when it's freezing

Flesh of the gods, ingested by humans
you saw beauty in your pain
and that got rid of the gloom
and when you stepped out of your room 
it was beautiful
take a trip outside your mind
out of your cubicle

I used to be so sure, now I'm just suicidal
I said I was sorry, but kept on worshipping idols
I am love, I don't need a title
when you see me get your camera out 
like it's your daughter's dance recital

I keep it real I don't need a facade
I put love into my music
and i put my faith in God

Lakeview

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Artwork: Declan Hoy

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thin my blood 
blur my vision
i succumb
im your victim
make me numb
time is ticking
what you want
my convictions fill me up
push my limit ill become
your tradition
love or lust?
whats the difference?
bones to dust 
body stiffens 
not enough
self afflictions
fisticuff
but i dont listen
listen hon
just a minute,
if youre done then i wont miss it
take my lips
i cut my lips
because you fucking feel like heaven
ive said my prayers
paid for my sins
done my confessions 
wont be on my hands and knees
but i can show you what it means
to turn a lover
from a fiend
and live a life like its a dream
brittle bones
hold me close
take my from this catacomb 
show me that im not alone
and make this place feel like a home
and in return ill say i love you
in a language weve forgotten 
is it possible weve met before
and this was all a promise?
so i come to you a sinner
tell me baby am i worth it
worth the saving
if you wont stay then at least 
intoxicate me

intoxicate me

more!

more than always

the liquor said i love you i guess soco makes me social
i wake up in your absynthe
but henny makes me hopeful
put my crown on to drown the things i dont know
by 3 im feeling free but by 4 im feeling loko
blow your head off before you even load your gun
trust issues i aint dumb 
i dont wanna feel this numb
so if you hurt me imma sin
im at the mercy of your whim
to the others that i missed,
they can color me remiss 
because im searching for a start
too scared of the end
fuck me in the morning leave me by the evening and
love me like you always said you couldnt
fuck me up
chase my insecurities
and kill what you cant touch
salvage your reflection 
forget me in your dust
and in the end ill let it go 


dont you think that this is fine?

drunk in december

pay me monies

all falls down

my heart hurts

reanimated might guy could take on anyone in the entire naruto universe because he could open the eighth gate without dying and without running out of chakra change my mind

drunk in december

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