The Upload

wake up rolling over aint been sober
tryna stay afloat
yeah my lungs collapsing throat entrapping
all the smoke
you can see it in my eyes
yes I'm losing hope
I've got nothing left to hide
die I tie the rope

what's the use of money if you're scared of using it
what's the point in loving if you're scared of losing it
what is life becoming, pick a path I'm choosing it
my mind is just a time bomb I've tried defusing it

Many times
I've fallen right between lines
can't confide, everything I keep inside
cause I'm scared if you that that side of me you'll leave me
right in the dust, coughing up that GG3

wake up rolling over aint been sober
tryna stay afloat
yeah my lungs collapsing throat entrapping
all the smoke
you can see it in my eyes
yes I'm losing hope
I've got nothing left to hide
die I tie the rope

what's the use of money if you're scared of using it
what's the point in loving if you're scared of losing it
what is life becoming, pick a path I'm choosing it
my mind is just a time bomb I've tried defusing it

Many times
I just read between the lines
the outcome of my input isn't perfectly defined
my outlook looking dimmer see a glimmer through the pines
I'm sippin on that liquor just to keep you out my mind

I can feel your touch slowly fading
you're different now from back when we first started dating
I'm falling out magic is lost, time deflating
I'm asking you once if this shits still worth saving
I'm lighting a blunt just to keep thoughts away
sobering up now they've come out to play
wonding how this will lead me astray
won't open up preditor turned to prey

GG3! [prod. pink]

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can see the process
It's take place in her face
You don't have to think that hard
This is a safe place, baby (Safe)
At least as safe as I can make it
And I fear the same as you
You know that (You know that)

[Chorus]
Melissa, Melissa (Melissa)
Here we have everything we ever wanted (Wanted)
Since we started
But when it's in our reach, like this is not important
It's just not as golden (Golden)
Maybe we just wanted this because it gave us both a little something
Dodge the fear of death and cling to heart strings (Heart strings)
Or rather cling to someone
Fiend me hope when I had none

[Verse 1]
I can smell you on my clothes (Yeah)
I feel your love from my phone
I'll let you enter my home as long as nobody knows
Some of the blessings in life (Yeah)
You're never allowed to show (No)
Melissa, you're somebody else's, but I just might make you my own (My own)

[Bridge]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You make someone else as your own
Yeah, yeah
You'll never feel more alone

[Verse 2]
Don't you think we've been through enough?
We're still hoping that we'd cuff it up (Cuff)
The waiting list still a ways away
And every day tends to fuck it up (Fuck it up)
It's a constant game
Hoping the other one wants it still and would show some love
But life is busy, no time to miss me
There's newer pussy, you fall to dust (Fall to dust)
Think about it, I was never much
Couple teens feeling summer love
But it didn't stop
It was autumn love
It was winter love
It was more than love
It was all of us (All of us, ayy, ayy)
If I blow, and put on a show
I still hope that you showin' up, damn (Showin' up)

[Chorus]
Melissa, Melissa (Melissa)
Here we have everything we ever wanted (Wanted, yeah)
Since we started
But when it's in our reach, like this is not important
It's just not as golden

9TAILS - melissa (prod. ocean beats)

return to most high

Im In Love

guccihighwaters - do u wanna be mine (KEMMMY flip)

You said your home is my heart but now this home is empty </3 (prod. blade901 & cxld blxxd)

INSTAGRAM: @swainesworld
TWITTER: @swainesworldd
woodpecker: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7cghc_K7HvqrHAeb0z34-g

lyrics:
[swaine]
i wanna rock 
swaine witta new bop
new hit, new spit take
get off rocks
new clock
new car, 2 door, 4 more and we all gon pop
and we all gon drop 
never fall, all knots

tie up all my loose ends
make it all stop
yabba dabba doo like im steppin on rocks
get lost in a mindset, make a whole tape off top

i need more, i cant get enough
i need love, no i need stocks
i need cash, plus i need box
i dont know what

i-i feel lonely, i feel lost
dont take it serious, its just talk
fuck it im clearin it, fresh new start
i reach ascension when i go off
i gotta be there when shit gets rough

brand new deity
i go speedy
never on road, off road, pop wheelie
lay down, drift thru life like a feeling
slide in, on worst behaviour, really
guidance, i need none, no ceiling
fuck you, i go on, till sleepy

ROCK [w/ sewerperson] (prod. woodpecker)

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lyrics
i think i might just go home
i think i'll just go home alone
i'm just so drained from all this shit
i am not feeling it

act like i got all the answers
i'm always disappointed after
i am just so lost
i'd buy guidance at any cost

in the bathroom at a party
i've been here for awhile
contemplating going home
cause i don't wanna socialize
i am wearing my ripped jeans
high status brands
didn't mean for it to go this far
it all got out of hand

i think i might just go home
i think i'll go home alone
i'm just so drained from all this shit
i am not feeling it

act like i got all the answers
i'm always disappointed after
i am just so lost
i'd buy guidance at any cost

i got no reactions
i just act like a zombie
in a weird headspace
can't figure out what's reality

gotta put my phone down
that shit was way too bright
i honestly don't know
how i'm getting home tonight

how am i getting home tonight
none of my friends are sober right now
how am i getting home tonight
none of my friends are sober right now

spotify

me at parties

i hope we can both get better :(

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✨ Business Inquires ✨
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move on w/ roan & praYeR (prod. nevrfall)

kitchen - november prayer (guardin flip)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

me at parties

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