Loose songs which I lowkey get too emotional with

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

By Mitch Palmer
Day 5 of dropping EVERYDAY

LOST UNDER YOUR MOONLIGHT

tree

Alone Made Of Ice

with @dylan-kidd-1 and @PearsonGhost (in-store release)

Intro Guitar: https://goo.gl/km7G0M
Ryan Tedder Vocals: https://goo.gl/VimZRP
Five Easy Pieces Monologue (1970): https://goo.gl/Ziervn

download my music: https://bit.ly/bonjrbc
use this track for youtube/film/music: https://bonjr.me/licensing

Dylan Kidd
https://instagram.com/dylankiddmusic
https://twitter.com/dylankiddmusic

Pearson Ghost
https://instagram.com/pearsonghost
https://twitter.com/PearsonGhost

Artwork: still from the music video
Making Of: 
Spotify/Apple: https://goo.gl/U4Pd2M
YouTube: https://bit.ly/3wXVTfb
Stream on Audius: https://bit.ly/bonjrAudius
Stream on Matter: https://bit.ly/bonjrMatter
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bonjr's Spotify playlist: https://spoti.fi/2It3GaI

Lyrics:

buy/spotify

someday we'll be together again

lyrics
Up, late night
Light a spliff
And I go to sleep
I can’t wake up
Until u notice me
I been trying 
Way too hard
Your the one, imma reach for the stars x2

I saw you on ur phone
I know u felt alone
But I was there, all over you
All over again
Imma try to wait
For a better day
To be home again
Ur my only friend
Don’t get scared away
Or my heart will break
up from all the pain
she lonely again

the one

spotifyy

the one (prod.irby)

produced, mixed/master by me
live drums by jordan davis
https://twitter.com/jordancd3_
https://www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?hl=en
cover art by ciel
https://cielxxx.com/


its a cold world we live in
had to learn about self forgiveness
im sold out on believin
so ill make what i can with these broken pieces

ive got all the time in the world
to figure it out
the root of my sorrow
the pain and the doubt

you cant live with that
i cant live without
u throwin it back 
while im turnin u out

i got a one track mind
and a wish to die
no tears to cry
when im left behind

dont know about tomorrow but i know bout today
you got me real fucked up but you know what ill say

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

yeah
this life is a race and we’re runnin in circles
im takin the leap over hurdles
that ive laid out myself all eternal

i send peace to my life and my loved ones
never got it off a trust fund
been about it since my day 1
imma leave my body when the night comes

leaves fall
and ive fallen apart
have to pick back up
think i gotta restart

if life has no meaning
why the fuck do i care?
yeah these people
these places
thats a reason to live

and these demons im facin
have a place in my life

but the road thats ahead
never comes to end
think that i lost it again

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

death calls
but im not by the phone
if you had one chance
would u take it and go?

SPOTIFY

restart

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LYRICS:

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

she think i’m pretty when the lights dim honest
i could be there whenever u need me promise
i been goin harder doin better than him stop it
competition loves to talk shit so toxic

i just wish we could spend time with each other
remember all the times we shared w one another
i think about u all the time u occupy my mental
seasons come and go but baby my love is eternal

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

complications *p. nxcturnal*

love you guys ❤️

i thought i had it all figured out
inside my head
but as it all turns out
things didn't go my way

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

i feel like i am running out of time
i'm losing my mind
lately i've been doing less and less
it scares me though
the thought that i might lose it all

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

spotify

thought i had it all figured out

Mixed and Mastered by @iofmusic

AFTER SCHOOL
RUNNING AFTER YOU
IM TRYNA CHASE SOMETHING THAT I CANT GET TOO
OH? YOU LIKE THAT BOY 
WELL I LIKE HIM TOO
HES NOT THE ONE FOR YOU
IM THE ONE FOR YOU

UP AND DOWN THE PATH
IM BEATEN DOWN A LONELY PATCH
AND MY BITCH SO BAD 
BUT SHE DONT EVER WANNA HAVE ME BACK
I BEEN ALL ALONE IN MY ROOM WRITIN RAPS
I BEEN IN THE DARK LIKE A TOMB WRITIN RAPS

IMMA GET THA PAPER WIPE MY TEARS WITH THE RACKS

BITCH IM MAKIN PAPER I DONT CARE FOR YA ASS
X2

AFTER SCHOOL
RUNNING AFTER YOU
IM TRYNA CHASE SOMETHING THAT I CANT GET TOO
OH? YOU LIKE THAT BOY 
WELL I LIKE HIM TOO
HES NOT THE ONE FOR YOU
IM THE ONE FOR YOU

After School (+ Essex)

runaway (prod. feelo)

lyrics ~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

no dont care~
i could run away 4 days
turn to months then to years in a blink
always sleepin till the days gone
you get what you pay 4
dont ever try to scared of that letdown
never done enough to be proud of myself~
looking at photos like a mirrored past to
try to remember who that person was~

time made me bitter~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

oil spill [p. wellfed]

https://open.spotify.com/album/1AUIqZxwIcU6nq1wQVeFFN?si=tqPqLVc9S4aAT6zWH12emA
lyric

just another girl
thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

she run me right thru
never love me like u
im alone in my room
an im smelln of u
baby im cursed
what about u
alone in my hearse
what about you

fuck help ima shut it down
baby you call me a clown
ill decline your calls from now
why you think im not around

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

its ignorant what im saying
my heart is complicated
dont understand on why they hating
do u love me or u fakn

ima waste of space then
sit in out of space then
love you till my days end
will make the pain end

look at me at like that
look at me like that
baby ill be back
baby ill be back

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

new girl

[prod. Diamoon] @diamoonofnhg

my heart can't break anymore.........

Lyrics:
Just go
Leave me alone
Just go
Just leave just leave

I talk to ghosts
Im foggy from the smoke
I talk to ghosts every night 
Every night that i sleep

Time and time again, im losing my head
Dont know myself at all, no more tears left to shed
Waking up again
I dont wanna wake up
I see no future ahead
So i roll my gas up

Most days i just stare into space 
Shining lights, in a daze, and a smile on her face
I cant love anyone, but i try anyway
Blank slate, im numb, so i crave the pain


My heart can't break anymore
Fuck her then i let her go
I dont give a fuck when im low
Freezin my bitches, so cold

Three sixes no time for a hoe
They dont know that i sold my soul
Im playin the game they gone throw
Youll know my name lemme show


Just go
Leave me alone
Just go
Just leave just leave

I talk to ghosts
Im foggy from the smoke
I talk to ghosts every night 
Every night that i sleep

Time and time again, im losing my head
Dont know myself at all, no more tears left to shed
Waking up again
I dont wanna wake up
I see no future ahead
So i roll my gas up

Talk To Ghosts (Prod. Diamoon)

MY CURRENT PROJECT: @whykemusic

the boys: @acidcastle

thought i had it all figured out

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