@misalivee 
@pixelhood

me 
——

jus tell me 
wtf is going on here 
dying out in vain 
n im going out this year 
tell me lies again 
oh when will it end 
ion wanna talk no we were never friends 
i feel like a freak 
they look at me like a creep 
oh break me down 
n mutilate my body 
n they hate me i stg i hate it 
break me fuckin down again 
killin fuckin fake checks 
cartel cut my fuckin face off
blow my fuckin head double saw off
said you miss me so bad no bitch 
i dont want you back
ive been fuckin on a stupid slut
my dick addictin like sum crack smoking thraxx 
shoot yo fuckin block up
im fuckin sending shots know they 
stock UP UP UP UP!


misa
———

```huhh uuhhh fuck fuck 
baby hit me up or i might cut u up 
and i might drop a pill right inside my cup
baby stay here idgaf i wont talk tough 
i might cut you up i just drop drugs in my drink 
i know im dum 

i know im psycho i know im pretty bitch
oxycodone i got coke up to my dick
bitch fuck you i dont wna talk 
she gon watch me cut she gon lick it up
i dont wna talk i dont wna fuck 
she gon watch me cut and she gon lick it up```

Pretty little liar *needles 2* w/ misalive (pixelhood)

reminds me of the favorite things you like
i wish you stayed with me that night
5 years straight that i been high
now i cant stop, when i wake up im fried
its not a problem cuz when u told me that u hate me i alrdy knew
lately remove all the thoughts in my head bc i know between fake and what i know is true
dont you try to lie 2 me i can c thru ur disguise
know it brings you so much pain tryna live some fucked up life
know it doesn't need to be like that, i regret so much of my past
but sometimes i sit back and laugh
cuz its my story cant change that
say what u want, been thru 2 much
2 care what u say, idgaf
have so much problems i deal on and off
2 think abt smth that isn't involved with my life or smth i care abt
2 much shit that they say online just cry, whine, pout, and shout about
cuz i dont got time for that, the world just makes me sad
i hope that art my lasts, when i wake up im mad

NEW MERCH!!!

disguise (oryx + 99k)

lifes 2 short before i know
turn into a ghost standing in the snow
i saw u out there
i couldn't go cuz im 2 nervous but i dont show
love ur face n ur eyes :3
head with beautiful thoughts
its your hair n ur clothes
but its u that i want

on my cellular i might a slur a word
dont kno what to say or how to speak
i just try my best to get thru to you

2 tell u the truth
i rlly want u badly 2
stare at all ur photos
i cant let go
i dont think its too soon

lifes 2 short before i know
turn into a ghost standing in the snow
i saw u out there
i couldn't go cuz im 2 nervous but i dont show
love ur face n ur eyes :3
head with beautiful thoughts
its your hair n ur clothes
but its u that i want

ghost

never had this buzz
i feel the spark
remember thought i was better off alone
listening to this song while i smoke
in my backyard high
theres a new message on my phone
its from u
and i hope its true
that u luv me sm
not playing with my heart
i still feel like shes out there just stalking me online
i pray to god to keep the healing on my soul
I give it all to the holy spirit
used to think my life was useless
so alone
theres smth out there i can tell u will pull u thru
n every time i get in my head again ik it will be over soon

stalking me online

throwing up again
this torture in my mental
i cant stand
try 2 numb my head
cuz all these damn voices that i cant trash

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

sit here and wait
ignored and forgotten in every place
the ppl round town all kno my face
walk around every day looking for an escape

in another life it all worked out and i dont wanna die
always get the short end of the stick
never understood my purpose

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

torture in my mental (oryx + 99k)

prod wintr
@p7e  and corpse disposal @corpse-disposal

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/revengediaryentry/

mixed and mastered by me
lyrixx
---------
hurt me so bad 
in every worse way
but you’re actions is killing me
every fuckin day 
the drugs that you take
the K to the face 
when we all die 
will it all be erased?
oh how you hurt me
i love the way i bleed
lick the scars on my body
the sounds of you steady rotting 
pin me
bite me
do me so bad 
wanted everything that i had
oh it hurt so bad
the last cut was so bad 


last night….
another relapse….
i jus wanted everything to just go back
wanted everything to go back


steady lying to yourself sayin youll get help 
every single day you wake up 
a ghost in a shell
relapse another cut
i cant help but fuck it up
i cant help but make myself really wanna throw up 
i make myself so fuckin sick
its not my fault i told you i was toxic 
blow my brains on my walls
no ones to clean it up
i cant ever stop i swear im so stuck up

I fell in love with the pain i inflict onto myself

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

stuckup

From the full length record 'Lust For Gold' available from Velvet Blue Music

Lust For Gold

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Starflyer 59 - 1995

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ghost

oryx

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