9aradox - blood trickster prod. anti social kid

blood trickster [anti social kid]

@hateoryx @prodpawl4k
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LYRICS:
(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

(Verse)
I could show you a brand new world but I don't think it would matter
You just ignore all my logic and it feeds into all of the madness
Feels like I'm climbing a mountain but I know that I'll get through this
And so much just gets to me and I don't know why I keep spazzing

(Bridge)
Oh no, no
Its happening again
My heart feels broke
And it will never end
You know I hate this feeling
Nows the perfect time I need a friend
And I just feel so lucky, to have you right beside me

(Interlude)
I don't know why I'm holding on
all of my past and all my wrongs
I sit here and I pray to god
Thats why I'm making all these songsd
Cuz inside I feel so lost
I feel so trapped inside a box
& no one fucking likes me...
even when I treat them nicely

(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

i think it's hurting me

SPOTIFY

i think it's hurting me (Pawl4k)

stuck with me by 9aradox 
produced by aki

stuck with me [aki]

to do list..
1). hate womren.
2). drinkig taco soda

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lyrics

@kuscheltierfriedhof
i fell in love, fell in love with all these drugs
i've been mixing hella liquor
yk dat im sober u saw dat shii on insta
all these people hate on meh
but i swear ion did a thing
all the fucking hate in this mf scene
i jus wanna live in peace n do my fkin thing

bby when its gonna stop
will i ever b enough
yeh da drugs they got me slow
bby take it u a hoe
there's so many shit that i dont talk about

@vampgore
u saying, u want me dead
no, i cant keep this shit on
im praying like everyday, but no one is listening
can someone help me out
feels like im fading out
im trapped i cant get out
wish i could turn this around
im so scared, i wish someone was there
nobody realy cares, is such a fuckin nightmare

fading out w/ vampgore

(pendingsuicide)
i dont wanna see your face 
when YOU crossed the line 
i see you in the dark and ur standing beside 
so far without u and here i am 
here i amm
i still gotta let u go 
i gotta stand tall 
i waited too long for this 
now that ive finally got it, 
i feel safe in my skin 
 
(adorin)
i js watch
does it bother u?
i cant move on
i wna stay w u
the veil opens
but i dont wna go
pls dont force me
i dnt wna be alone
i miss ur voice
miss ur hand in mineee
ik that ur trying ur hardest but its not enough to keep me here

prod. misaliveee

u crossed the line ft adorin (prod misalive) Sped

self prod <3

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

i lost a peice of me 
im losing eveything 
i found my peices 
but they dnt rlly ressemble me

it fkin looks like u
it fkin looks like uuu
cuz every peice of me
is just a peice of u
nd i cnt hate u
even after everything
everything u did to me
i just wish the best for u
its the ghost of u
its in my fkin room
i ruin everything every time i move

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

ghost of u

prod @p7e
ft @cholorofilm
yes I accidentally misspelled this MF long ass name LMAO 

woah woah woah woah
i just wanna turn it up
i can give u dmt i can give u any drug
wut u want wut u want
idgaf
bby turn it up
bby turn it upppl



i can give u any drug /w cholorofilm (winter)

prod mee
ft @suddendeathovertime



should i b surprised 
i luv getting high
i'm staring at the sky 
take over my life 
when i feel the pain
take more it goes away 
i'm dancing with the stars u could see me in the sky 
feel my body turning cold like everyday 
nobody can relate 
cover up the scars
cover up the scars 
turn my bed to my grave 
spend my days locked in a haze 
cover up the scars 
this life is way too hard 

catching Ls should catch some Zs 
tripple cs and ecstasy 
razor sharp make me bleed 
i just want u next to me
locked away I'm smoking loud 
don't perform in front of crowds 
all alone no one reach out 
no one could talk to me now

in the party walkn round
room spinning im fallin down
im drunk in love rigjt now
drunk in love rn
and im so out my head
walkin round like the undead
be my zombie girlfriend

im walkin all around
im staring at the wall
i got nowhere else to turn
i got no one else to call
put ur knife into my back
i love to feel that
and my blood is on ur hands when u bite into my neck
i just wanna feel ur love
i just wanna feel ur touch
dig ur nails into my back
whisper to me when we f

cover up the scars w/ suddendeathovertime

i don’t know you (Feat. Exotic!)

@doeb0yz 
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