broken hearts era </3

music video: https://youtu.be/hPDw2RuJ-yg?si=uxiOLVja-rBjUtRT

feel heartbreak all in up my bones
crush my skull, crush my soul
crush my heart, i dont care no mo

no no i cant care no more
thug it out, i thug it out
n listen to sum paramore
baby i got paranoiaaa
sorry if im paranoid
i get so silent
cuz i talk alot it get annoyin

where, where am i, where am i goin?
where is time goin
its summer but its snowin?... 
in my mind, yeah im trapped
gemini, she a trap
bangkok yeah is full of traps
you better not walk in dem traps
 
walk around alone at night
blend in the dark im outta sight
i stay up reminiscing until it hit sunrise

i dont got no one to hold a soul like mine
im so worthless but i try
i exist so yeah i try

paranoia (her01n)

walkin thru the snow
snowflakes all on my phone
my tears go down to my arms
if you were here id keep you warm
ill be the roof over your head when theres a storm

who told you to let go?
oh wait it was my choice
i was jus savin you from the get go
but i know you miss my voice
know you miss me in the bed hoe
but if i came back its a bad choice
keep callin me a asshole, im a asshole you cant avoid

i just wanna be alone, like how i used to be
they always be like “what is wrong?” 
this is normally…

how i am, mentally... physically...
how i am, mentally... physically...

why... why...
why do i feel this way? why do i?
why do i feel this way? why do i?
why do i feel this way?

who told you to let go?
oh wait it was my choice
i was jus savin you from the get go
but i know you miss my voice
know you miss me in the bed hoe
but if i came back its a bad choice
keep callin me a asshole, im a asshole you cant avoid

why... why...
why do i feel this way? why do i?
why do i feel this way? why do i?
why do i feel this way?

why do i… why do i…
why do i feel this way?
why do i… why do i…
why do i feel this way?

why do i (her01n)

you needed me but you threw me away
i’m jailed up in my mind i can’t escape
i know i’m bad for you, and i try to work on my traits
i wish you were here to roll up wit me on dis ash tray
i hope you know i think about you each n everyday
no i can’t be myself if you’d never exist, hey…
id let you come thru if we could throw the past away
cuz everytime i come back that’s all we conversate about…

i walk everywhere with my head down
i don’t wanna see nobody yeah hell nah
i never even smile, so why see me frown?
always coverin my face i’m insecure deep down

i walk everywhere with my head down
i don’t wanna see nobody yeah hell nah
i never even smile, so why see me frown?
always coverin my face i’m insecure deep down

insecure (iel)

stream on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/1ATNP7zcNHiNf0cV4ydUzE?si=V_c1A1yZQKKl_rtpHf20sQ

i wish i could tell them how i feel
but i dont even know myself
yeah my mental state, shit feel like hell
i hate everytime that i get self aware
start 2 feel like i dont exist ova here

i might get too drunk or too high…
if i call your phone, better pick up n say hi
baby girl im drunk n i need you by my side
stay on the phone till i die

till i die till i die till i die

till i die

stream dis hoe on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/5nwB2EBpD2h4izsW9kvsv7?si=6eF5LFPKQceN7CcOpBXc5A

i walk around wit sum rounds
hear these bullet sounds
2 shots it'll get em out
2 shots n im passin out
shawty over here blackin out
went outside to get it back in blood
back in blood

ik you aint her so please jus leave
we used to slide on da opps n flee the scene
we used to thrift n buy a shit ton of magezines
look where we at, in the end its just me n me

me n me...

yeahh its me n me, its me n me
yeahh its me n me, its me n me (me myself n i...)
(its me n me)
yeahh its me n me, its me n me...

me myself n i i dont need no hoe
jus wanna close my eyes, dont wanna see how my future go
ima silent dude but i can slice you up just like im ichigo
slice sum shit up aint talk bout wrist like them emo hoes

me n me

yeah the bitch left me behind
get sad smoke get fried
been dealin wit insomnia
i needa get outta my mind
ion even need you now
always left my side
hollywood bad hoes
wont fuck id rather die

wont tell id rather lie
in the end who gonna be right here
i cant even see clear
avoid myself when passin the mirror
avoid myself cuz everyone do 
avoid them hoes they do nothin for you
i was the one who gon benefit you
who gon benefit me? i jus need myself

my brain a cell it feel like hell
she come back askin bout mental health
always ruinin my mental health
im okay i dont need help
im okay i dont need help

yeah the bitch left me behind
get sad smoke get fried
been dealin wit insomnia
i needa get outta my mind
ion even need you now
always left my side
hollywood bad hoes
wont fuck id rather die

wont tell id rather lie
in the end who gonna be right here
i cant even see clear
avoid myself when passin the mirror
avoid myself cuz everyone do 
avoid them hoes they do nothin for you
i was the one who gon benefit you
who gon benefit me? i jus need myself

just need myself (candle)

if you were there for me then tell me what you did
i live life everyday wondering why i exist
haven’t see nobody in years they like who is this?
jus wanna my close my eyes and never wake up, shit
all these hobbies so boring to me and  they don’t fuckin hit
sing alone in my room hoping nobody will hear

me n my thoughts alone
in this room i rot alone
who is there to ride along?
who was always in the wrong?
but ik you can sing along
ik you miss my voice alot
avoid me but you tryin too hard

like ion even needa try
i get sad but cannot cry
this my little lullaby
do drugs in order to get by
i roll up n get high
then record on da mic
then go release my mind

me n my thoughts alone
in this room i rot alone
who is there to ride along?
who was always in the wrong?
but ik you can sing along
ik you miss my voice alot
avoid me but you tryin too hard

like ion even needa try
i get sad but cannot cry
this my little lullaby
do drugs in order to get by
i roll up n get high
then record on da mic
then go release my mind

lullaby (candle)

prod me
https://open.spotify.com/album/3ZM22sfFdu87meysnp7etA?si=CA2_hIKkRSqtTrtMCuEGcg

god i miss being high
yeah im sad no disguise
im so done with all your lies
changed for you what more do you want?
in my mind while i roll up
dont care bout hoes yuh i scroll up
you ask bout her please shut the fuck
you ask bout her please shut the 
fuck up
i dont need her i jus need you
but we fight back to back like is this the old you?
miss when you had no swag when i would hold you
done gave you everything who you showin off to?
said i disrespect but who you givin touch to?
ion even care bout my life like i got two

my mind has been foggin
feel like silent hill
i jus walk straight thru the fog an
tryna find you
ive been stuck up in the hospital
hope you find me
hope you want me in your life still
still...

god i miss being high
yeah im sad no disguise
im so done with all your lies
changed for you what more do you want?
in my mind while i roll up
dont care bout hoes yuh i scroll up
you ask bout her please shut the fuck
you ask bout her please shut the 
fuck up
i dont need her i jus need you
but we fight back to back like is this the old you?
miss when you had no swag when i would hold you
done gave you everything who you showin off to?
said i disrespect but who you givin touch to?
ion even care bout my life like i got two

need you

need u

music video; https://youtu.be/Ojrh8BUIb_c?si=GNZBXBOwWq7PHM2H

prod me
https://open.spotify.com/track/5LFGO9EoIPjtFWLTJbe9Wr?si=45aba32d0b3e469c

listen wit headphoneees

unaligned wit time nobody save me
my brain all fogged up hella lately
cant even tell what day or the time is
cant, cant even tell what day or the time is
pull up on me ill blow yo ass up like isis

wake up middle of the night have a mid life crisis
spammin my phone im jus tired of the fightin
put my shit down dnd i wont fight it
i aint worth shit thank you for remindin

me.. me me

theres always been sum wrong wit me
push myself away from everybody that hate me
its only me n this blunt that im fuckin facin
she dropped sum in my drink got me off that laced shit
sum, sum, sum in my drink got me off that laced shit
cant feel my heart even tho this shit racin

dnd (mv in desc)

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/5zvMmoBcB19YuJpaDJtOjj?si=8d1ca44ddc564418

you was my only escape
i was so blind to see what you had
but now im too high to comprehend
i was too busy bout gettin my bag
now im too busy jus bein sad
all of my friends probably think that im dead
still thinking bout the last word that you said

i b deprssd
i b so stressd
im such a mess
where are my friends\
in a dead end
stuck in my head
when will it end
do i hit send?

i b deprssd
i b so stressd
im such a mess
where are my friends\
in a dead end
stuck in my head
when will it end
do i hit send?

imy

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you was my only escape

high as hell feeling useless

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