Mon Amour EDM REMIX

The Dark Room_ Trance Remix

I think I learned my lesson, though I didn't know I was being schooled
I thought I knew the person I was getting close to you showed me your true colour's that's when I knew I had been taken for a fool.
What's the value of I love you when it's being used against you? I thought you were my homie, lover, and friend. Now you've made me think again.

You were the biggest mistake of my life 
I chose the wrong person to be my wife 
If I could do it over I would 
Knowing all of the things I now understood 
I would say no to you
Yes I really would 


I think I learned my  lesson, though I didn't know I was being schooled
I thought I knew the person I was getting close to. You showed me your true colour's that's when I knew I had been taken for a fool.
What's the value of I love you when it's being used against you? I thought you were my homie, lover, and friend. Now you've made me think again.

You were the biggest mistake of my life 
I chose the wrong person to be my wife 
If I could do it over I would 
Knowing all of the things I now understood 
I would say no to you
Yes I really would 

You're an emotional vampire 
You're such a damn liar
Just a blind umpire messing up the game 
I will never be the same 
I will never forget your name 
You twisted up my brain
My love will never be the same
Such a damn shame 
I got caught up in your game


(Chorus) Somehow, I’m not good enough You wanted a hero Then you treat me like a villain With all the pain that you're dealing Deep inside, I’ve got strong feelings I don’t need this insanity you're giving 

(Bridge) You were the biggest mistake that I ever made For every mistake, I have paid You were the most expensive mistake I ever made You went away, now chick, stay gone All the damage is done Wherever you went, just stay gone Erased from my life and my memories We are done


My Biggest Mistake

I'm about as mindful as a Percocet in the toilet 
I checked my pride 
I keep my eyes on the prize 
no matter what I'm going to stay alive 
through the toils of life 
I checked my flow 
only I know where I want to go 
I'm striving for success 
though I may not be doing my best 
but still I keep my eyes on the prize 
one foot In Front of the other 
I walk my path 
because I'm trying to stay alive

Your left, your left, your left right left
If I loose at life 
I can only blame Myself 
Stay strong and soldier on

Life brings success and  life brings defeat 
as life marches on to its curious beat 
though they try to knock me down 
I bounce back to my feet 
I maintain Grace and inner peace 
knees on the cushion 
Eyes to the Sky 
to the heavens I reach beckoning 
for better days to begin 
to seek atonement 
for the lack of inner strength 
that I caused from within 
as I regain my balance I turn enemies to friends 
frowns to grins empty Pockets to Benjamin's 
the struggle is real and so is my determination 
so I battled through the frustrations 
as I fight to stay alive

Your left, your left, your left right left
If I loose at life 
I can only blame Myself 
Stay strong and soldier on

The world is a dark place and it's only getting darker 
there's a Target on your back 
Red Dot marker 
success is hard to achieve and defeat only gets easier 
you pray for a common strike 
a holy meteor to end it all 
to take you out of your suffering 
but suffering is a part of life 
remember that and overcoming 
becomes easier 
Fortune favors the strong 
submission is a skill of the week 
so I repeat

Your left, your left, your left right left
If I loose at life 
I can only blame Myself 
Stay strong and soldier on

Stay Strong and Soldier On

What really sucks 
is that the silly fucks 
that drive the trucks 
to make the big bucks 
could have it all gone in a year 
if we don't pass the test 
fuck the physical 
it ain't right to have to live life a year at a time 
fuck The Daily Grind it's always teasing having us risking Our Lives season after season 
for it all to be taken away because of diabetes and high blood pressure 
we're all just trying to live life 
in our equal measure for the things we treasure 
our wife and our kids 
We miss out on the memories and seeing the things they did 
fuck this truck life it's a bunch of bullshit we suffer day after day to get what we get fuck this truck life it's a bunch of bullshit we suffer day after day to get what we get I work hard 
I got a good safety record 
then D.O.T wants to see my medical records they want to get rid of a good driver and replace him with some dip shit 
who ain't never been behind a wheel  
then they want to get automated trucks they say they're safer 
but they're just trying to save some bucks they don't want to pay us what we're worth they just want slaves to crisscross the Earth 
the mega carriers are full of shit 
they cheat their drivers and treat them like shit 
the small companies are where it's at working for them is your best chance to get your pocket fat 
fuck this truck life it's a bunch of bullshit we suffer day after day to get what we get fuck this truck life it's a bunch of bullshit we suffer day after day to get what we get 

I'm sick and tired of being a bitch for hire but in the USA you can't retire 
you can't afford it no matter how much you save 
taxes keep going up we're a nation of slaves 
health insurance now that's a joke 
they pay for the cheap shit 
but if it costs too much they just say no Federal, city, county, state
paying taxes is governmental rape 
most people can't afford a house, car and rent 
on groceries, all their money is spent 
like Otep said We're a nation of slaves working minimum wage for maximum rage 
the American dream is the American lie work your ass off, pay taxes, and die 
my country tears for thee, we have no Liberty, 
fuck you I scream!

Truck Life

Did I ever tell you about the time I lost my car 
I was 23 and I thought it would be nice 
to go to a bar 
it was my birthday 
I had money to spend and a friend 
who had a bar that I like to attend 
it was called the upside down Plaza 
his name was Kim 
He always wore a kilt 
I showed up and said 
Kim it's my birthday 
he told me to have a seat 
it all started with a beer 
and then a mind eraser 
and then a zombie with a chaser 
and then a beer 
and then a beer 
and I was like I think I've had enough 
he said it was on the house 
I stumbled up the stairs out the door 
and up to the main street 
and I was like Dude Where's My Car 
everything looks different 
am my in the same city 
my stomach is feeling kinda shitty 
so I went for a walk 
I ended up at the Iron Horse 
and I was like bartender 
let me get a club sandwich and a martini 
He looked at me 
and was like you got some ID 
and I was like I'm 20 fucking one today 
he was like all right 
I sat in the corner booth eating my martini 
and drinking my sandwich 
and then I remembered where I parked my car 
it was down the street by the library 
so I stumbled my way out the door 
down the hill around the corner 
and in the wrong direction 
I was like why is that Library so far away 
then it hit me I was going the wrong way 
eventually I made it back to my car 
I got in kicked back the seat 
and I went to sleep. 
One Shot Two Shot give me some more 
tonight I'm acting like a dirty little whore 
one beer two beers everybody cheers 
I'm getting intoxicated with no fears. 
I need a drink 
I need a light 
I'm going to party 
till I see the sunlight. 
Got no fucks 
I want to give 
all I'm trying to do is live. 
It's supposed to be midnight 
why is the Sun up holy fuck 
that's the Moon 
its so damn bright 
oh that's not right 
I think I've had enough tonight.

One Shot Two Shot give me some more 
tonight I'm acting like a dirty little whore 
one beer two beers everybody cheers 
I'm getting intoxicated with no fears. 
I need a drink 
I need a light 
I'm going to party 
till I see the sunlight. 
Got no fucks 
I want to give 
all I'm trying to do is live. 
It's supposed to be midnight 
why is the Sun up holy fuck 
that's the Moon 
its so damn bright 
oh that's not right 
I think I've had enough tonight.

No Regerts

I know this pretty little lady 
looking her eyes drives me crazy 
there is no yes no or maybe
I'm going to have to make her my lady. 
When I look in her eyes 
I forget my thoughts 
when she walks in the room 
I forget how to talk 
I don't know what I'm doing 
she's got a spell on me 
she makes me want to be 
a better version of me. 
I'm just a man who drives a truck 
I talk a lot of shit 
and say I don't give a fuck 
but then when I see her 
my whole demeanor changes 
she makes me want to behave 
like I got some sense 
it's like my soul was saged 
with her pheromone incense 
I'm changing and rearranging 
what it means to be me
I can't see being the fool 
that I used to be 
I think I found the one that couldn't be found
I can't see my life without her hanging around 
Is this the Power of Love 
is the power of Grace 
is the power of that smile on her little face 
I just want to embrace this Romance 
she Really Got A Hold On Me 

Growing up ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
being a man ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
the evolution of self Ain't Easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
she's Really Got A Hold On Me

I can't believe I used to run the streets Buckwild 
I was a badass a real wild child 
man that was so long ago 
I can't believe it I made it this far 
as I look to my right 
in the passenger seat of my car 
there's an angels face 
illuminated in the Moonlight 
I think to myself 
How could this be 
she's Really Got A Hold On Me


Growing up ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
being a man ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
the evolution of self Ain't Easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
she's Really Got A Hold On Me

I guess I better act right 
I guess I better hold on tight 
before she spreads her wings 
and decides to take flight 
I can't let her go away 
that'll be the day that I learned 
what it's like 
to burn in the fires of hell 
she flew away once 
and then she came back 
I was so happy 
almost had a heart attack


Growing up ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
being a man ain't easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
the evolution of self Ain't Easy 
She's Got A Hold On Me 
she's Really Got A Hold On Me

Angel Wings

"Breathe In the Love"
(A Love Ballad Torch Song)

[Verse 1]
Love... it's as simple as taking a breath
Like a sigh beneath the moonlight’s caress
Soft as the hush of a summer rest
In the warmth of the setting sun
With love... every thought becomes poetry
Whispers drawn from a midnight dream
It may seem like a fantasy
But close your eyes and breathe it in
These impossible feelings begin
To mend what time left undone

[Verse 2]
There’s a light in her eyes, like dawn breaking through
A smile that turns gray skies blue
A laugh like a song, so sweet, so pure
And a touch that makes me feel secure
Her grace, her fire, her gentle sway
She’s the reason I’ve changed my ways
She’s the breath I take each day

[Chorus]
I thank the stars, I thank the skies
For the moment you came into my life
Our love is simple, our love is true
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do—just to be with you
Oh, to be with you...

[Bridge]
Just breathe in... all that we are
Breathe out the pain, let go of the scars
Watch the past fall like autumn leaves
Feel your heart begin to believe
That healing is real, and dreams can be
More than just make-believe

[Verse 3]
It’s amazing, this story we’re writing
After the storms, after all the fighting
False starts and misgivings faded away
Now we’re living love, day by day
This dream’s our truth, this life, our song
Normal never felt so strong
You and me, where we belong

[Final Chorus]
Love… it’s as simple as taking a breath
As peaceful as laying the past to rest
With every heartbeat, every sigh
You’re the reason I’ve learned to try
To believe in love again...

[Outro]
Just breathe…
Just love…
Just us…
And the stars above



Breathe in the Love

The plan is nowhere near done 
I'm just getting started son 
trying to keep it rolling 
trying to keep it moving 
trying to have some fun
Trying to get that book deal 
trying to get a million dollars
 I want to know how that feels 
to be a big deal 
to be a media star
that's for real 
I'm going to be a real killer 
I'm going to be the big Thriller 
box office receipts VIP seats 
red carpet Walking movie start talking 
autograph signing 
I'm headed for the big time 
and it's about time
Then I'm going to fly to the UK 
going to meet meet a lady
going to make her my baby 
And have some babys
then we going to the USA 
it's going to be crazy

The future is unknown 
The paths we walk are long 
What good is a man 
Without a plan 
Stay Strong and Soldier On 



The past is the past
The mistakes were lessons
Don't regret them or forget them
It was all leading to this day
Don't let life slip away
Look forward to better days 

Stay humble and remember your beginning 
Remain charitable and help others  alone the way
Building your merit and good karma everyday 
Your not living life alone but your future is yours alone 
Stay Strong and soldier on.

Your left, your left, your left right left 
If you fail at life 
then you can only blame yourself 
You got this
Stay Strong and Soldier On 









Successful Thoughts (Country Version)

[Intro – Whispered Over Ambient Tension]
Insanity... it pulls you in.
Gravity heavy like guilt on your skin...
Let’s begin...
---
[Hook – Repeated, Slow & Haunting]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away
---
[Verse 1 – Calm, Creeping Flow with Growing Aggression]
Hush little baby, don't say a word
Those lies from your lips are most absurd
You run your mouth, now it's time for truth
Where you hiding at? Time to face the proof
I crept by your house, ghost in the mist
Popped up at your work, yeah I never miss
Your boss? A punk, I don't respect
You next on deck, better come correct
Tired of the chase, fed up with the lies
Time to dance in the shadows, no place to hide
No heat, just fists, I don’t need straps
Just bone on bone ‘til the silence cracks
---
[Hook – Stronger Beat Drop, More Echo]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away
---
[Verse 2 – Aggressive Battle Tone]
Stand your ground, don’t run today
Time to back up all that trash you say
Run it back, don’t look away
Be a man for once, don't fade away
What’s that? (Schwing) — a blade on your hip
Cute toy, boy — but you ain’t equipped
I got a gack and a nailbat
Can that tiny sword deflect that?
Crack! — swung the bat, now your blade's gone
Now you cryin’ — nappies on
On your knees now, beg me please
But there ain’t no savior in these streets
---
[Bridge – Whisper + Echo FX]
Gravity… pulling down hard…
You thought you knew fear… now you’re just a part…
---
[Hook – Final Time, Distorted Vocals]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away
---
[Outro – Low Beat Fade, Spoken Word]
This ain’t just a fight, it’s a reckoning.
No more hiding.
No more games.
Only silence... remains.


Depravity

[Chorus: Country Hook – Sung with a Southern Drawl]
I've been traveling (traveling)
All around the world (all around the world)
I have met (I have met)
Every kind of girl (every kind of girl)
But only one (only one)
Fits inside my world (inside my world)
I just wanted happiness
I thought it was (I thought it was)
Too much to ask (too much to ask)
But then gravity
Pulled her to my grasp
Now I found it
Happiness at last
All the other girls
Can kiss my ass (kiss my ass)


---

[Verse 1: Hip-Hop Flow with Southern Beat]
Pineapple Rum 151
Your love is like liquor and I gotta get me some
Lollipop lick her from the top
I’m gonna love you down from the bottom to the top

Got me feelin' dizzy, baby let’s spin
A love like this, should damn near be a sin
Ain’t tryin’ to be obscene, nah, not a fiend
But a love like yours—girl, you know what I mean

I’m thinkin’ 'bout a ring, choirs finna sing
Black tux, white dress, yeah we doin’ the bling
That’ll be the day, can’t let you slip away
A first for me, real love on display


---

[Bridge: Country Sing-Speak / Talk-Rap Hybrid]
Let’s be real, she’s a real steal
Our love’s the truth, the bonafide deal
Caught up in the feelin’, caught up in the feels
Her love lifts me higher than them Vietnam poppy fields

God damn, this love ain’t no sham
She’s my queen, and I’m her man
This ain’t no scheme
It’s bigger than a dream
And if it is, Lord—don’t wake me from this scene


---

[Chorus: Country Hook – Repeat with Stronger Emotion]
I've been traveling (traveling)
All around the world (all around the world)
I have met (I have met)
Every kind of girl (every kind of girl)
But only one (only one)
Fits inside my world (inside my world)
I just wanted happiness
I thought it was (I thought it was)
Too much to ask (too much to ask)
But then gravity
Pulled her to my grasp
Now I found it
Happiness at last
All the other girls
Can kiss my ass (kiss my ass)


---

[Outro: Spoken with Country Swagger, beat fades]
Yeah... I found her.
She’s more than a dream, she’s my everything.
Ain’t lettin’ go. Not now, not ever.


Traveling Heart

(Verse 1)
I’ve seen the storms roll in, I’ve felt the winds grow wild,
But every time you face the dark, you light it with your smile.
You don’t see what I see when you’re standing tall and true—
I believe in the power of you.

(Pre-Chorus)
You’ve got a fire that won’t go out, a heart that always tries,
You’re made for more than silence, girl, you’re born to rise.

(Chorus)
You can do all things you set your mind to,
You are capable, you are strong through and through.
Your mind’s as talented as you are beautiful,
You're stunning, and your spirit is unstoppable.
Faith and fear don’t ride in the same storm,
So have faith in yourself, don’t be torn.
You’re not alone—just keep pushin' on,
Stay strong… and soldier on.

(Verse 2)
There’ll be days that break you down, try to steal your soul,
But I’ve watched you find the pieces and make yourself whole.
You wear your courage like a song you’ve always known—
A melody that says, "You’re not alone."

(Bridge)
You’ve climbed every hill, you’ve danced through the rain,
Your light still shines even when there’s pain.
Don’t let doubt whisper lies into your song—
You’ve been strong all along.

(Chorus – repeat)
You can do all things you set your mind to,
You are capable, you are strong through and through.
Your mind’s as talented as you are beautiful,
You're stunning, and your spirit is unstoppable.
Faith and fear don’t ride in the same storm,
So have faith in yourself, don’t be torn.
You’re not alone—just keep pushin' on,
Stay strong… and soldier on.

(Outro)
So when the road feels hard and hope is gone,
Remember this—stay strong… and soldier on.

The Letter


I've been traveling (traveling)
all around the world (all around the world) 
I have met (I have met) 
every kind of girl (every kind of girl) 
but only one (only one) 
fits inside my world (inside my world)
I just wanted happiness 
I thought it was (I thought it was)
too much to ask (too much to ask)
but then gravity 
pulled her to my grasp 
now I found it 
happiness at last 
all the other girls 
can kiss my ass (kiss my ass)

Pineapple Rum 151 your love is like liquor and I got to get me some 
lollipop lick her from the top 
I'm going to love you down from the bottom to the top 
you got me feeling dizzy 
I want to take a spin 
love like this really ought to be a sin 
I'm not trying to be obscene 
but you know what I mean 
A Iove like yours 
makes me want to do the damn thing 
I'm going to buy a ring 
a choir will sing 
black tux white dress done up with the bling 
that'll be the day 
a first for me I must say 
I finally met a worthy lady 
yes not no or maybe 
I'm going to say I do and marry my baby 
let's be real she's a real steal 
our love is the real deal 
caught up in the feeling 
caught up in the feels 
her love makes me higher 
than the Poppy fields 
in Vietnam I say God damn 
Our love the real deal it ain't no sham 
this ain't no scheme 
I found a real queen 
I'm going to be her King 
this love is surreal It's For Real 
it ain't no dream 
if it is then I don't want to wake up 
there ain't no way that we're going to break up 
if this is a dream then I never want to wake up

I've been traveling (traveling)
all around the world (all around the world) 
I have met (I have met) 
every kind of girl (every kind of girl) 
but only one (only one) 
fits inside my world (inside my world)
I just wanted happiness 
I thought it was (I thought it was)
too much to ask (too much to ask)
but then gravity 
pulled her to my grasp 
now I found it 
happiness at last 
all the other girls 
can kiss my ass (kiss my ass)

Traveling Heart Alt Version

[Verse 1]
Sun’s burnin’ down, got no plans today
Just me and my rig, gonna slip away
Boot it up, let the real world fade
I got a girl in a digital arcade
She’s waitin’ on a rooftop bar
In a city that don’t know where we are
My avatar’s cool, hers is fire
No rules here, just feed the desire

[Pre-Chorus]
Text comes through—"You comin’, babe?"
I hit that warp like a tidal wave
A million worlds, but only one she’s in
I dive right in, let the game begin

[Chorus]
It’s virtual, but it feels so right
Runnin’ through code in the dead of night
From shootouts loud to silent stars
We built a love between the avatars
From Pac-Man dots to neon flame
Ain’t nothin’ fake when you feel the same
It’s wild, it’s fast, it’s outta place
But I found real love…
In VR space

[Verse 2]
Cruisin’ in a tank, desert heat on high
She’s on the turret, got that twinkle in her eye
Enemies swarm, but we hold the line
She drops a nade, I lay down mine
We make it out, hearts racin’ loud
She laughs like thunder—damn, I’m proud
Then it’s cotton candy and carousel rides
We chase the stars with pixel eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
From battlefield to fantasy
She’s always right there next to me
No wires can hold this flame inside
We got that spark they can’t digitize

[Chorus]
It’s virtual, but it feels so right
Dancin’ on rooftops ‘til the morning light
From zombie raids to moonlit flights
She’s my escape, my Friday nights
From joystick dreams to full embrace
We found heaven in this cyberspace
It’s raw, it’s real, it’s our own place
Yeah, I found true love…
In VR space

[Bridge][Female Vocal]
এটা ভান নয়, এটা কোন পর্যায় নয়
এটা একেবারে নতুন পৃথিবী, আর আমরা এভাবেই জ্বলজ্বল করছি
আমরা হয়তো কারো কারো চোখে পিক্সেল
কিন্তু তারা বুঝতে পারেনি আমরা কী হয়ে গেছি

[Final Chorus]
It’s impossible, it’s insane
How we built love in a code-bound game
From Pac-Man ghosts to freedom’s face
We carved our names in VR space
It’s fast, it’s loud, it’s full of grace
A digital dream I can’t replace
So plug me in, don’t hit erase
I’m home when I see her…
In VR space
[Female Vocal]
তাহলে এখানেই নিয়ন রাতে ভালোবাসা
অবতারদের এত শক্ত করে ধরে রাখা
প্যাক-ম্যানের স্বপ্ন থেকে শুরু করে পূর্ণ আলিঙ্গন
আমরা চিরকাল খুঁজে পেয়েছি...

ভিআর স্পেসে

Love in VR Space

Nation Animation by Elishia B

Hook – Repeated, Slow & Haunting]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away

Scammers fuck'em who needs them 
we should gather them all up and bleed them 
feed them to the sharks use them as bait 
string them up and stick there heads on the gate post 
in hopes that others won't follow in there footsteps 
cheating and bleeding the innocent dry 
trading truth for lies 
they all should die 
stack there bodies up high 
douse them with gas strike a match and let them fry 
scammers I'm coming for you 
each and every one of you 
I'm going to murder you 
starting with Lexie Fermiza 
on your knees you will see the 
Guillotine with a dull blade 
won't cut your head clean off 
I'll have to drop it twice more 
to kill this dirty whore 
you won't be stealing folks money anymore

Bliss is dangerous when combined with ignorance 
but Enlightenment opens many doors
Knees on the floor 
or on my cushion I set meditating.
Internally debating 
Psycho analyzing the situations 
around which my life is gravitating.

I know I've always said stay strong and soldier on 
but sometimes you got to bring right to the wrong 
Justice to the in just and sing a different song 
greed has his own penalty 
you will see what Vengeance look like 
from people sadistic as me 
you fucked around and now it's time to find out 
what insanity is really all about 
I got your name 
I got your address 
I'm coming to your house 
blood stains on your dress

Hook – Repeated, Slow & Haunting]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away

You better watch your back you 
better lock your doors 
you better be fearful of the Shadows in the corridors 
I'm going to get you 
I'm going to find you 
I'm going to kill you 
and that's just the start 
I'm going to cross the astral plane 
and drive you insane 
I'm going to find you in your dreams 
and do the same 
this is just the beginning and you will see 
you made a big mistake when you fucked with me

[Hook – Repeated, Slow & Haunting]
Insanity, it has its own gravity
It’s time you learned the meaning of depravity
I promise you, it's going to be okay
When I'm done, the world will go away

FAFO

Intro – Spoken/Melodic]
It’s funny how they say it’s not over till it’s over…
True facts.
When one path ends, you find another.
Let’s go.


---

[Verse 1]
Look over your shoulder, make a new plan
Start over—rewrite, rebuild, understand
Dreams are strange, they twist and turn
They might break, but they always burn
Like a Phoenix in your mind 
morphing and twisting over time 
revealing New Dimensions and potential understanding 
of the situation withstanding 
and the things its demanding 
of you to make it come true

Just because the scammers try to crush your dreams 
don’t mean they gone
Its time to reformulate, find where you belong
Pick up the path, move in a different way
It's raining now, but tomorrow brings a brighter day


---

[Pre-Chorus]
Think of a new rhyme, stay creative in the meantime
Downtime ain’t defeat—it’s life’s little rewind
Chance to breathe, see what you missed
Keep grinding, don't forget this:


---

[Chorus – Uplifting Hook]
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Storms don’t last, they just pass, you got this
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Even when it’s hard—yeah, especially when it is
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Take the hit, feel the fear—but never quit
You got this… stay strong and soldier on


---

[Verse 2]
Alright days come, dark days go
Future’s unwritten, just let it flow
Stay true to yourself, strengthen your flow
Get the beat grooving, let the melody grow
Don’t stress the ones that slipped away
They weren’t meant for you anyway
Victory’s coming, just you wait
Sing your song, carry your weight


---

[Pre-Chorus]
Life is long, and the path is tough
But you’re tougher—yeah, more than enough
Grind it out, fight through the fear
You’re almost there, the vision’s near


---

[Chorus – Repeat, Layered Vocals]
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Chains break when the heart persists, you got this
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Light the dark, walk the mist—you got this
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
Every scar's a map to where you've gone
You got this… stay strong and soldier on


---

[Bridge – Spoken or Soft Melodic Flow]
Don’t worry ‘bout what they say
Let go of the dreams that slipped away
They weren’t right, they weren’t yours
Your true path opens different doors
Shed a tear when the rain pours
Shine bright when the sun restores
Fear fades, hope transforms—
You got this… soldier on


---

[Break – Refrain/Call & Response]
You're a warrior—stay strong and soldier on
Break the chains—stay strong and soldier on
Use your mind—stay strong and soldier on
Every step’s a win, keep moving on


---

[Outro – Final Chorus with Emotion]
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
No more doubt, your heart insists—you got this
Stay strong and soldier on, you got this
The world may change—but you persist
You got this… stay strong and soldier on
Be defiant in the face of the enemy 
Be strong, soldier on and they will see
You have the power and divinity...
Stay Strong and Soldier On 

DEFIANT

I feel  thoroughly dissatisfied with the whole business of life 
You try to make your dreams come true 
Then suddenly a scammer steals hope from you 
Like a thief in the night
But they chose the wrong one because your temper and tongue
Is sharper than a steel knife 
You wanna slash some windpipes 
You wanna send a motherfucker to that long goodnight 
You wanna end their life but you don't 
Because two wrongs don't make a right
Steal you stand and fight because in the end you know you're gonna win
Grab a pad and pen put an end to your  suffering 
Get it all out the a new day can begin 

Snorting coke at a joke
Getting high to stay woke
No, I don't do dope
Just need a line or two
To get my message through to you
Fuck the haters
Fuck the fakes
Fuck the Conners
They just wanna take the meat from my plate
I'm just trying to find my place in eternity 
If that bothers you
Good on ya
Fuck off, who needs ya
As-Salaam-Alaikum, shalom 


Hella Pissed

Title: I Am Obatala
(Verse 1)
I am the silence before the dawn,
The breath of peace, the hand that calms.
I shape the mountains, I carve the streams,
I weave the world from sacred dreams.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am wisdom, I am light,
I walk with grace, I heal with sight.
In my hands, the clay is formed,
From dust to life, the soul is born.
(Chorus)
I am Obatala, pure and wise,
Clouds and heavens fill my eyes.
I bring the peace, I hold the way,
In white I stand, I do not sway.
(Verse 2)
Where there is chaos, I make it still,
Where there is doubt, I forge the will.
My voice is soft, yet strong as stone,
A king of mercy, a god alone.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am wisdom, I am light,
I walk with grace, I heal with sight.
In my hands, the clay is formed,
From dust to life, the soul is born.
(Chorus - grand and serene)
I am Obatala, pure and wise,
Clouds and heavens fill my eyes.
I bring the peace, I hold the way,
In white I stand, I do not sway.
(Bridge - reflective, divine)
Patience is power, peace is might,
Truth is found in love, not fight.
Come to me with heart so pure,
And I will bless, I will endure.
(Final Chorus - rising like the sun)
I am Obatala, pure and wise,
Clouds and heavens fill my eyes.
I bring the peace, I hold the way,
In white I stand, I do not sway.
(Outro - fading like a whisper in the wind)
I am the silence before the dawn…
I am Obatala… ever strong.



Obatala

Title: I Am Ogun
(Verse 1)
I am the iron, the hammer, the blade,
Born in the fire, my hands have been made.
I carve the path, I clear the way,
I build the world where warriors stay.
(Pre-Chorus)
Feel my power, hear my name,
Through the battle, through the flame.
Strong as metal, wild and free,
If you seek truth, come to me.
(Chorus)
I am Ogun, I strike, I fight,
I shape the dark, I bring the light.
I am the fire, the storm, the ground,
Call my name, I will be found.
(Verse 2)
I walk the forests, shadows deep,
Where earth and steel and spirits meet.
I test the weak, I guard the strong,
I bring justice, right the wrong.
(Pre-Chorus)
Feel my power, hear my name,
Through the battle, through the flame.
Strong as metal, wild and free,
If you seek truth, come to me.
(Chorus)
I am Ogun, I strike, I fight,
I shape the dark, I bring the light.
I am the fire, the storm, the ground,
Call my name, I will be found.
(Bridge - chant-like, rhythmic)
Through the forge, through the stone,
I stand mighty, I stand alone.
Blade and blood, sweat and pain,
Through my hands, the world remains.
(Final Chorus - powerful and triumphant)
I am Ogun, I strike, I fight,
I shape the dark, I bring the light.
I am the fire, the storm, the ground,
Call my name, I will be found.
(Outro - steady, unyielding like iron)
I am the iron, the hammer, the blade…
I am Ogun. I do not fade.



Ogun

Title: I Am Oshun
(Verse 1)
I am the river, golden and wide,
Sweet as honey, fierce as the tide.
I dance in sunlight, laughter divine,
Love and beauty, forever mine.
(Pre-Chorus)
Feel my waters, soft and strong,
Hear my voice in every song.
Come to me with open hands,
I will heal, I understand.
(Chorus)
I am Oshun, I am light,
I bring love, I make things right.
I am the river, I am the flame,
Call my name, call my name.
(Verse 2)
I wear gold and I wear grace,
Joy and mercy touch my face.
Through the waves, my spirit flows,
Where I walk, the garden grows.
(Pre-Chorus)
Feel my waters, soft and strong,
Hear my voice in every song.
Come to me with open hands,
I will heal, I understand.
(Chorus)
I am Oshun, I am light,
I bring love, I make things right.
I am the river, I am the flame,
Call my name, call my name.
(Bridge)
When your heart is lost in pain,
Come to me, I’ll ease the rain.
Golden waters, wash you new,
I am here—I see you.
(Final Chorus - powerful and flowing)
I am Oshun, I am light,
I bring love, I make things right.
I am the river, I am the flame,
Call my name, call my name.
(Outro - softly fading like a flowing stream)
I am the river, golden and wide…
I am Oshun, always by your side.



Oshun

Title: I Am Oya
(Verse 1)
I am the wind that shakes the trees,
The rushing storm, the raging seas.
I clear the path, I break the chains,
I bring the fire, I call the rains.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the voice in the howling sky,
I never bow, I never hide.
Where I go, the old must fall,
I bring the change, I bring it all.
(Chorus)
I am Oya, I am the storm,
Winds of chaos, fierce and warm.
I am the fire, I am the tide,
Stand with me or step aside.
(Verse 2)
I guard the gates where spirits dwell,
Between this world and the next, I tell.
I hold the wisdom, I shape the fate,
I tear down walls, I recreate.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the voice in the howling sky,
I never bow, I never hide.
Where I go, the old must fall,
I bring the change, I bring it all.
(Chorus - stronger, powerful)
I am Oya, I am the storm,
Winds of chaos, fierce and warm.
I am the fire, I am the tide,
Stand with me or step aside.
(Bridge - swirling, intense)
Feel the winds rise, hear my call,
I bring endings, I cleanse all.
Through destruction, life is born,
I am Oya, I am the storm.
(Final Chorus - commanding and triumphant)
I am Oya, I am the storm,
Winds of chaos, fierce and warm.
I am the fire, I am the tide,
Stand with me or step aside.
(Outro - fading like the wind, yet powerful)
I am the storm, I am the sky…
I am Oya, I never die.



Title: I Am Shango
(Verse 1)
I am the fire, I am the roar,
King of the drum, god of the war.
Lightning strikes when I raise my hand,
Thunder rolls at my command.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am power, I am flame,
Strength and passion in my name.
Feel the sky shake when I call,
I never bow, I never fall.
(Chorus)
I am Shango, I am might,
I rule the day, I own the night.
Fire in my blood, storm in my soul,
I take the crown, I take control.
(Verse 2)
I walk with kings, I dance with gods,
Speak with thunder, strike with rods.
I am justice, I am pride,
Stand with me or step aside.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am power, I am flame,
Strength and passion in my name.
Feel the sky shake when I call,
I never bow, I never fall.
(Chorus - strong and commanding)
I am Shango, I am might,
I rule the day, I own the night.
Fire in my blood, storm in my soul,
I take the crown, I take control.
(Bridge - triumphant, drum-driven)
Drums are pounding, hear my song,
I have ruled and I am strong.
Flames will rise, rivers will run,
I am the storm, I am the sun.
(Final Chorus - with power and authority)
I am Shango, I am might,
I rule the day, I own the night.
Fire in my blood, storm in my soul,
I take the crown, I take control.
(Outro - like a thunderclap, then silence)
I am fire. I am war.
I am Shango—forever more.



Shango

Title: I Am Yemaya
(Verse 1)
I am the ocean, deep and wide,
Tides that rise, waves that guide.
Mother of waters, fierce and free,
All who wander come to me.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the salt, I am the spray,
I wash your burdens far away.
Call my name, feel my embrace,
I am the keeper of time and space.
(Chorus)
I am Yemaya, I am the sea,
Flowing strong, eternally.
I heal, I nurture, I defend,
Through every storm, I never bend.
(Verse 2)
Silver moonlight on my skin,
Where life begins, where souls dive in.
I hear your cries, I feel your pain,
Like rivers rushing through my veins.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the salt, I am the spray,
I wash your burdens far away.
Call my name, feel my embrace,
I am the keeper of time and space.
(Chorus - powerful and steady)
I am Yemaya, I am the sea,
Flowing strong, eternally.
I heal, I nurture, I defend,
Through every storm, I never bend.
(Bridge - calm yet resolute)
Through crashing waves, through darkest nights,
I bring mercy, I bring light.
Child of water, don’t you fear,
Wherever you go, I am near.
(Final Chorus - grand and flowing like the tide)
I am Yemaya, I am the sea,
Flowing strong, eternally.
I heal, I nurture, I defend,
Through every storm, I never bend.
(Outro - fading like waves on the shore)
I am the ocean, deep and wide…
Mother of waters, by your side.



Yemaya

(Verse 1)
They call me trickster, they call me king,
Spin my web, I pull the strings.
Words like silk, sharp as steel,
I make the deals, I seal the seals.
(Pre-Chorus)
I twist the tale, I change the game,
No one leaves my web the same.
I talk slick, I walk light,
Turn the dark into the bright.
(Chorus)
I am Anansi, I write the lore,
Spin my web and I take what’s yours.
Stories bend to my command,
The world moves when I lift my hand.
(Verse 2)
I outthink the strong, I outrun the fast,
Clever hands, shadows cast.
Fool the foolish, teach the wise,
Turn the low into the high.
(Pre-Chorus)
I twist the tale, I change the game,
No one leaves my web the same.
I talk slick, I walk light,
Turn the dark into the bright.
(Chorus - with even more swagger)
I am Anansi, I write the lore,
Spin my web and I take what’s yours.
Stories bend to my command,
The world moves when I lift my hand.
(Bridge - triumphant, teasing)
Kings may rule, but I make them dance,
One sweet word, they're in my trance.
I don’t need might, I don’t need blades,
Just my mind, and the world obeys.
(Final Chorus - bold and commanding)
I am Anansi, I write the lore,
Spin my web and I take what’s yours.
Stories bend to my command,
The world moves when I lift my hand.
(Outro - smooth and confident)
Bow to the trickster, bow to the wise,
I shape the fate, I weave the ties.


ANANSI (Enter the Spider)

Title: I Hold the Keys
(Verse 1)
I stand at the crossroads, key in my hand,
Paths stretch before me, dust and sand.
Speak your truth, call my name,
I’ll open the door, I’ll light the flame.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the whisper, I am the guide,
Walking between the dark and the light.
One step forward, one step back,
Choose your path, no turning back.
(Chorus)
I am Papa Legba, I hold the keys,
Speak with honor, come to me.
I open doors, I show the way,
But cross me wrong, and you will pay.
(Verse 2)
Rum on my lips, cane in my hand,
I laugh like thunder, I dance where I stand.
Some seek fortune, some seek peace,
Come with respect, and I’ll release.
(Pre-Chorus)
I am the whisper, I am the guide,
Walking between the dark and the light.
One step forward, one step back,
Choose your path, no turning back.
(Chorus - commanding and rhythmic)
I am Papa Legba, I hold the keys,
Speak with honor, come to me.
I open doors, I show the way,
But cross me wrong, and you will pay.
(Bridge - mystical and deep)
If you seek wisdom, if you seek sight,
Ask me kindly, walk in light.
But tread with care, the road is wide,
One wrong step, I’m not your guide.
(Final Chorus - grand and powerful)
I am Papa Legba, I hold the keys,
Speak with honor, come to me.
I open doors, I show the way,
But cross me wrong, and you will pay.
(Outro - fading like a distant voice on the wind)
Step by step, night or day…
Call my name, I’ll show the way.



Papa Legba (I Hold the Keys)

[Verse 1 — Male Voice, Menacing]

Welcome to my parlor, said the spider to the fly
Step inside—don’t be shy, everybody's got to die
I savor the fear when you try to hide
I'll give you a head start—run, but be wise
This is my dominion, my twisted domain
A world where sanity and shadows are the same
Welcome to the backrooms, you're deep in the gloom
Wander too far, and this chamber becomes your tomb

---

[Chorus 1 — Both Voices (Male Lead)]

 Malfunctioning lights flicker and fade
Through walls of yellow where memories decay
Sticky, moldy carpet swallows your sound
Every step you take—marked on haunted ground
You're my prey—I stalk, I spy
In this endless maze, you'll scream, you'll die
A cat-and-mouse game with no escape
This is my house, and you've sealed your fate
These are the backrooms—no dream, no costume
In this circle of hell, your soul, I consume

---

[Hook — Both Voices Alternating, Urgent]

Find the flashlight—stay out of sight
Avoid the grinning face, avoid the night
He’s creeping closer, around every bend
Slender Man’s coming—this is your end
Somebody help me—please, can you hear?
I’m trapped in a nightmare, paralyzed by fear

---

[Verse 2 — Female Voice, Frightened]

How did I get here? Just one curious glance
I fell through the floor—never stood a chance
Why was I nosy? Why’d I touch that door?
Now I see the truth, I can’t ignore
I thought it was fiction—an online tale
But this place is real, and escape will fail
It’s a parallel world, where logic bends
Where the whispers of Slender Man never end

No signal, no hope, I scream alone
My breath fogs the air—my heart turns to stone
I want to go home—but home's far gone
Now I'm part of the myth I stumbled upon

---

[Hook — Both Voices]

Find the flashlight—stay out of sight
Avoid the grinning face, avoid the night
He’s creeping closer, around every bend
Slender Man’s coming—this is your end
Somebody help me—please, can you hear?
I’m trapped in a nightmare, paralyzed by fear

---

[Chorus 2 — Duet (More Dramatic)]

Malfunctioning lights flicker and fade
Through walls of madness your mind will fray
Moldy carpet pulls you deeper down
Each room resets—there’s no way out
You're my prey—I savor your cries
The longer you last, the sweeter your demise
No level, no map, just echoes and screams
This isn’t a dream—it’s worse than it seems
These are the backrooms—your eternal tomb
In this shadow realm, your soul I consume

---

[Outro — Female Whisper, Echoed by Male Voice]

Why did I open that door...? (You belong to me now...)
Why did I come alone...? (There’s no going back...)
Please... I just want to go home...
(Welcome to the backrooms... welcome home.)

Welcome to the Backrooms

[Verse 1]
It’s late night, I’m sittin’ in my truck
Watchin’ lightning dance across the sky
Radio’s hummin’ a preacher’s cry
Flip on the news and I wonder why

The world’s gone to hell in a handbag
And I can't look away
How did we let it slip so far?
Who gave it all away?

[Chorus]
Some look for saints, some pray to gods
Some place bets on stranger odds
Some hang their heads down low, stayin’ outta the light
Others raise a fist and run into the fight

How did it all go so wrong?
Who drew the line in the sand?
Dividin’ the weak from the strong
The woke from the damned
And who is that shadow
Creepin’ across this land?

[Verse 2]
Decisions made behind closed doors
By the few who never bleed
Yet we all pay the cost
In broken dreams and need

The world cries out for better days
But sometimes, they’re hard to see
Buried under silence, rage
And forgotten dignity

[Chorus]
Some look for saints, some pray to gods
Some place bets on stranger odds
Some hang their heads down low, stayin’ outta the light
Others raise a fist and run into the fight

How did it all go so wrong?
Who drew the line in the sand?
Dividin’ the truth from the lies
The sheep from the brand
And who is the specter
Creepin’ with blood on his hands?

[Bridge]
Is there a way back from this place?
A road to grace, a saving face?
Or are we just echoes in the static storm,
Worn out, torn, and still bein’ born?

[Final Chorus]
Some look for saints, some curse the skies
Some chase dreams while others hide
Some hang their heads down low, hopin’ for the light
Others raise that fist and pray for one last fight

How did it all go so wrong?
Who drew the line in the sand?
And will we cross it together
Or fall where we stand?

Line in the Sand

Sometimes life can be a real mother
It seems like if it not one damn thing 
It's another 
Still, I keep my head up through the frustrations 
I take stock of my strengths and limitations 
I try to keep my patience locked and loaded 
I take all of the BS and deep throat it
I see trouble coming and silently say 
Hello

I'm sweating bullets just so you know
I always stay chill I don't let the stress show 
I'm tripping balls before the fall 
Waiting on important phone calls 
It all could change at a moment's notice 
I've got to try to stay calm like the Jewel of the lotus 
and stay mindful and keep my inner peace 
Although I could scream to let the stress release 
My life's in a fog too many cloudy days 
try not to let my thoughts get confused lost in the haze 
(lost in the haze)
I stay focused like a laser beam on brighter days 
(On brighter days)
pretty soon it's all going to go away going 
(to go away)
Inner peace and prosperity are the ghosts I chase 
(Are the goals I chase)
One day the rain will go away (will go away)

Rain rain go away 
It seems like every day 
Is Monday 
Let me see the sun 
Let me feel the brighter days 
Let the darkness pass 
Let the Stars Escape 
Let me leave this world 
for a better place 
I'm tired of living life 
at a snail's pace 
I want to be the hair 
That wins the race 
I'm trying to stack my gold 
and losing my bricks 
I'm tired of being a victim 
of the scammer pricks


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But is it really helping me 
to keep my dreams alive 
I'm lost in the shuffle
caught up in the crowd 
But still, I keep my head up 
staring at a feature 
That's lost in the clouds

Rain rain go away 
It seems like every day 
Is Monday 
Let me see the sun 
Let me feel the brighter days 
Let the darkness pass 
Let the Stars Escape 
Let me leave this world 
for a better place 
I'm tired of living life 
at a snail's pace 
I want to be the hair 
That wins the race 
I'm trying to stack my gold 
and losing my bricks 
I'm tired of being a victim 
of the scammer pricks

Come what may at the end of the day 
Let the haters 
think what they think 
and say what they say 
It's your life 
be squirrel 
Get the nut 
Live Your Dreams 
no matter what 
And remember, 
Stay strong and Soldier on. 
Write Your Story sing your song 
But no matter what 
Stay strong and Soldier on.


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But is it helping me 
to keep my dreams alive 
I'm lost in the shuffle
caught up in the crowd 
But still, I keep my head up 
staring at a feature 
That's lost in the clouds

Rain rain go away 
It seems like every day 
Is Monday 
Let me see the sun 
Let me feel the brighter days 
Let the darkness pass 
Let the Stars Escape 
Let me leave this world 
for a better place 
I'm tired of living life 
at a snail's pace 
I want to be the hair 
That wins the race 
I'm trying to stack my gold 
and losing my bricks 
I'm tired of being a victim 
of the scammer pricks

Come what may at the end of the day 
Let the haters think what they think 
and say what they say 
It's your life 
Be the squirrel get the nut 
Live Your Dreams no matter what 
And remember, 
Stay strong and Soldier on. 
Write Your Story sing your song 
But no matter what 
Stay strong and Soldier on.

Every day is Monday

[Verse 1]
I’m not the kind of person that you buy with gold
Can’t be swayed by power, titles, or control
I won’t step on you just to climb that hill
I’d rather stand my ground and keep my will
Sober-minded logic, peace and harmony
Flow like rivers through my soul, pouring out of me

[Chorus]
I wanna make the world a better place
One heart, one smile, one saving grace
We don’t need more walls, we need a sign
That says we can all see peace in our lifetime
I’m not perfect, Lord knows I do what I can 
But no one should be treated less than human 
You don’t have to love me, you don’t have to agree
But I’ll treat everyone with dignity

[Verse 2]
People wanna shout 'bout red and blue
But is any of it really done for me and you?
It’s all just noise, smoke in the wind
Division’s killing us more than any sin
Knock over the table, start a brand new feast
Where the last and the lost are welcome, at least

[Chorus]
I wanna make the world a better place
One heart, one smile, one saving grace
We don’t need more fear, we need a sign
That says we can all see love in our lifetime
I’m not perfect, Lord knows I’m flawed
But even the lowest should be treated like a child of God
You don’t have to like me, we may not agree
But I’ll treat everyone with dignity

[Breakdown]
Om mani padme hum… the jewel is in the lotus
Peace within, peace around,
Stillness rising in every sound.

May my mind be calm and clear,
Free from anger, free from fear.
Boundless love, compassion bright,
Guide me through the darkest night.

[Verse 3]
Let’s stop and think — these new policies,
Where’s the sense, where’s the honesty?
Half the people gone, and the rest can’t cope
When they can't feed their kids or afford any hope
Tell me that ain't insanity —
Time to trade in the lies for some clarity

[Chorus]
I wanna make the world a better place
One soul, one touch, one saving grace
We don’t need more war, we need a sign
That says we can all live free in our lifetime
I’m not perfect, and I’ve been wrong
But I’ll stand for the weak and carry on
You don’t have to like me, we may not agree
But I’ll treat everyone with dignity

[Outro – Repeat soft]
I may not like you…
We may not agree…
But I’ll treat everyone with dignity…

Dignity (In Our Lifetime)

Ali Hatmanshadow Reynolds is an American dystopian fantasy/gothic fiction novelist from the southern state of Alabama. Roll Tide! His current novel can be ordered through the links below. 

https://www.newmansprings.com/release/?book=in-the-shadow-of-the-hatman

https://www.amazon.com/gp/f.html?C=2YZ91DPTDXIF1&K=2PMSDIZIBAZ3E&M=urn:rtn:msg:20240621034000d53b88365c5c4d71a0081b0462b0p0na&R=39YYKVGT7FCUQ&T=C&U=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.amazon.com%2Fauthor%2Fhatmanshadow%3Fref_%3Dpe_2466670_811284380&H=AAAR8XNKANZM8W3TYZHNNW9TPLAA&ref_=pe_2466670_811284380

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