this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

prod. @ saintmike
\\\
u said it was too much of a risk 
but idk what ur risking 
and i have to tell u thomas
our love is something u keep dismissing

i promised to stay by ur side 
im committed i said i would be ur wife 
and idk what changed it happened in a blink of an eye 
and im sorry idk what i can do to change ur mind 

i wish i could understand i really do 
but i cant bring myself to let go of u 
i know u wanna be alone 
but i can't leave my home 

i know im not perfect i know i can be a lot 
i know i promised that i would stop 
and im trying my best for u baby 
i just wish u wouldnt have left suddenly 

i told u things i never told someone before 
i opened up my heart like a front door 
and i missed out on kyoto 
just for u to leave me and post a photo 
saying goodbye u couldnt even say it to my face 
yeah it feels like u just threw me away 
and i gave u every bit of love i had 
i didn't know that u would break me haunted_sad

i wish i wish i could understand i really do 
but i cant bring myself to let go of u 
i know i know u wanna be alone 
but i can't just leave my home 

i know i know u wanna be alone 
but i can't just leave my home </3

love i had

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

love i had [saint mike]

p. @prodjayysoul

dk where 2 go cnt find my way
failed so many times im not ok
yea i got dis fog up in my brain
fog up in my brain
yea i wna go dnt wna stay
cnt fix it its too late
shoulders giving in thrs too much weight
thrs ##2muchw8 
(2x)

thrs so much i did wrong
n now its all gone
getting back up takes so long
i jus cn no longer stay strong
dk where i belong
this sadness jus prolongs
ovr n ovr
until i jus bcome
so fed up 
but i gta keep my head up
i jus gta keep it tgthr
i jus gta keep it tgthr

dk where 2 go cnt find my way
failed so many times im not ok
yea i got dis fog up in my brain
fog up in my brain
yea i wna go dnt wna stay
cnt fix it its too late
shoulders giving in thrs too much weight
thrs ##2muchw8 
(2x)

too much weight (jayysoul)

𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚, 𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 5 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙨, 𝙞 𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥 💔

𝙡𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙨:
𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮
𝙮𝙖 𝙞𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜
𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮
𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙙
𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚
𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 5 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙨
𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙘𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮
4𝙖𝙢 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙
𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚
𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙞 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙪
𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙞 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙪
𝙮𝙖 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙙?
𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣
𝙪𝙧 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙞𝙢
𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙪𝙙𝙚...

𝙞𝙣 𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙡𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙞 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨
𝙪𝙧 𝙫𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙨 𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙
𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙨
𝙞 𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 <33

usmiledatmeinmydreams (death)

broken dreams they scatter like the stars
every wish i made now feels so far
you said we'd make it, we'd weather every storm
but now we're strangers with hearts that are torn

i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

im scrolling back through memories on my phone
the pictures we took now cut to the bone
its not you but i still feel the sting
of promises made that didn’t mean a thing
im scrolling back through the threads we made
the love we typed out now starts to fade
its not you, but it feels like a game
where the rules were written to drive me insane

im holding on but the lines are blurring
our loves a signal slowly distorting
i tried to stay but its slipping away
im better off numb than fighting every day
i tried to heal but the wounds wont close
our loves a ghost haunting all that i know
you were the light but now its all so cold
im better off alone but it still feels like home

still feels like home『dercept x ayoley』

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

if this does well ill post on all plats:3

run it up (takuori + ‪qweshkka‬)

shoutout everyone that r on this song! shoutout tmg! shoutout aprilshowers! love yall, sorry for a long song

prod. @breakupbreakdown, additional mixing @1sunsuu

(@1sunsuu)
I'm so scared to think about it
and I know forget about it
sick and tired of playing this games
but I can't live around without it x2

I tryna get it out my chest
I tryna get out of this mess
I be losing on my track
and I give you all my trust then you stab me in the back

(@1chezy)
the feelings that i had
while you stab me in the back
i cant get you out my head
but i swear that im dead

its painless than i thought
but its bleeding thru my heart

i cant get you out my mind
you wasting all my time

dont wanna die
dont wanna live

cus i lost all the magic pieces
just want to bring the memories
when we have all the pieces

(@saltiest1salt)
i cant even lie
that ive been thinking about you everytime
everything youve said to me
has completely detroyed my mind
now i cant even think what you trynna do
and now u trynna leave me
after everything we've been through

im so scared to think about it
cause i dont wanna stay mad
dont think about it
you wont be ever sleep at night
and dont ever think you can triack me with those pretty lies
cause everything you did just broke me down
i dont want you by my side

(@1sunsuu)

(@echichi)
u tell me u tell me u want it all
u hurt me u hurt me i dont wanna fall
u told me it was us until we fall
i dont wanna see me fall

but if it's you
u know ill keep it cool
i dont understand why u wanna keep a tool
and if it's true
then ill choose u
you're like a flu
im outta here

(@tores)
stab me in the back
my heart feels so sore
i cant even get out of bed
im counting these days but
i keep losing track
my head spiral around
think i need a break
i wish i had you back
but we left it in the past
and my minds go blank when i
think about the times we had

(@1sunsuu)

stabmeintheback

stabmeintheback + sunsuu, chezy, salt, echi & tores (bubd)

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

prod. vinogradov

@s1ony
@vveezyy

@s1ony
yeah, c...combo
i understand that fucking tho
i ain't told no lie
i ain't so fall and so far
yeah, yeah
i know you talk about It's a fake it so far
i just go off around
bitch can never fucking sound
yeah, yeah

yo, 19 imma rockstar
you call me imma compound
i said you imma rocket
i don't know fucking love that
and thank you, you love me
i know it, you heard me
I fuck up, you feel me

@vveezyy
we build a city
i don't care about you, bitch
yeah, combo
tell me what you need
세웠어 내 town
너희들은 lie
just stay by my side
have fun tonight
she says oh my god
i just enjoy my life
i don't have time
신경 안써 난

she says oh my god
i just enjoy my life
i don't have time
신경 안써 난

combo w/ veezy (prod. vinogradov)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
its not dear you ! 
dear me..

//

[shiro]
yh dear you, nah its suppose to be dear me
i js wna say this is not the real u
hit me back 2x like its uzi,
missed the things back then, whos the real me
yh, whos the real me? idrc about it
spend the rest of my days, dripped out in a gucci cross body
ion care what u talkin, out ur lane ur not poppin
nowadays im js waiting till my phones talkin

u not callin?
are u serious?
without u by my side, im so delirious
with u by my side, huh im so fearless
what would it take for u js to hear me say
 
yh dear you, huh dear me
i js wna know, huh whos the real me
am i a hero, or a wna be
take it to the grave if u feelin me

idk what to do, 
when ur not here, when ur not w/ me
i got alot to do,
so im always on my own,
when ur not here yh

[hook]

//

usmiledatmeinmydreams (death)

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