i been around for ages
this life i take for granted i turn to my book of broken change and I'm wishing back for all time i spent writing you them pages
i mean for fucks sake my alter egos asking why you hate us
get more attention from my haters
i mean from
tiny drops into a endless sea
fuck this life I'd give it all for you I'd turn back everything and i mean everything
that fuel, i need that kerosin
the high, i get my medicine ain't no where near comparison yuh
you say full status right away
i need my tidal space
fuck her till she faint then face a blunt i over laced yuh (i counted)
i hope i caught you on the wrong day
a wrong day you wouldn't like me on a wrong day
too late, i see through you like an x ray then i gateway making you these songs
i dont know why im okay, i od 
take a blunt to the problem, alright
now ignore me like you did then
you say full status right away
i need my tidal space
fuck her till she faint, then face a blunt i over laced yuh (i counted)
i hope i caught you on the wrong day
a wrong day you wouldnt like me on a wrong day

a different kind of harm

Nothing on my bones to let em go
Pleading with the cold i'm filled with poison
Let them get by you
Lots of them invented by

Get me by paranoia
Let our skin turn dark blue
I let it get right through

They wanna ask me how i'm moving
Wanna wonder why i'm ruined 
And I keep telling myself it's all the part of the plan 
Where I win in the end 
Maybe I'm fucked in the head
 
Nothing on my bones to let em go
Pleading with the cold I'm filled with
poison
Let them get by you
Lots invented by you

Get me by paranoia
Let our skin turn dark blue
I let it get right through
I let it get right through

Are you safe?
Haven't heard from you in days
I mean months
Everything done fell apart like 321 
been fucking up

Please talk back, don't gotta listen
Any instant at my limit
Don't know what the fuck you want but I know it ain't worth the risking

Then you talk about going backwards 
You think time gone save you?
Screw him, he's a bastard
Never ever wanna hear from dude

But it's not easy
Silence louder than all the screaming
that you intended
I miss season
Air was cold 
You were breathing
Then it ended

Standing on the top to feel alive
Getting drunk to fight against the time
I need a light yeah 
I need my high yeah

HAVEN'T

Haven't

you can get handled
play shit turn to example
you the handout they get in shambles
how you let that happen 
you a gamble

been heard it all before
you abuse the hope
praying all your scars burn to the floor
then we fight some more
that's the price of war
the type I won't
thats the kind you want

fuck em we ball
you should know i'm taking notes
i'm deprived when you tell me such
should have been my wake up call but we changed them fucks

sitting still 
serpent up the grass
jack and jill
ecdysis
you wanna feel?
take the damned you bite your lips 
we aren't ideal

bitch look around 6 walls the casket
drown your sound asleep hide your palette
i'm out the pound wanna shame the balance
another date to redeem the sadness

not tongue tied
just don't need words
don't expect to be all my life
you just locking cries until the matter hurt
counter top the talk that you love to turn

fuck a hearse i'll never learn
toss and turned in my favorite dirt
getting by me? 
you not by me 
fuckas can't pay me nuff for a verse

you pray it work
tryna stay buoyant 
I make it happen 
you best avoid it
no self respect 
her feelings dormant
what's the point in joining if you tainting doses?

flesh up to your cardiac
trade their numb for all you have
I fill the noise ain't no talking back
body bag i'ma let em have it

too good to be true that's the profile
think again stutter in the panic
pop the bottle speak your love
fuck them all we'll die in a while

fuck em we ball
fuck em we ball

DIE IN A WHILE

Die In a While

i'm 16 still pushing through it
my lingos problem bitch i speak it fluent
dont know how we do it but we do it better
even bye-bye letters been kept it rooted
going down the road where my pill confided
drugs been tough i beat it up lopsided
up like movement but i'm down like xanax
up and vanish you ain't invited liar
ain't been the last won't be first
i need the way that it hurts
this the addiction talking i can take all his hurt but replace him with dirt
i could give a shit about some better things
lost a fuck to give my medicine
had better days now im losing friends
growing colder when i crossed the fucking fence
i overdid tunnel vision
leaving the room while i'm spinning to i prove i live it how i live it
i ain't been back for a minute
but shit i would kill for a visit
and bitch i don't change plans for you when we pivot
fuck life ill say it explicit
ain't sad or happy i'm dead either ways 
i feel it she feel it we feel it my fate
it's my turn to have serotonin snatch that
this wasn't what i want
light it till im kicked too far off my street's yard
fuck therapy this is how i move on
living nightmares i always dream of
being drugged up became my trademark
that's the same kinda crowd that claim you fraud
man what the fuck is up with the time where has it gone

xanax antlers

was posted for a bit then deleted. Made when rak was 14
@arborwolf

RAKASPEN - Oldie

safety w BLEEED & SILENT*CREEP

self produced

Wrench:
word you trynna suck my balls bitch
aye
shawty give bj in the mall, shit
give granny a call
it's Wrench crashing the ball bitch
i'm 16 and already drinking alcohol till I land in hospital from smoke and vapor in lungs, bitch
suck smoke out my spunk
bitch I'm steaming like a junk
cum stink more than skunk’s shit
out my fucking eyesight
coked up and i’m high, kite
you don’t need your life, bitch it’s mine
pussy meet the sky
aiai, my oh my, anybody trynna die

Hillz:
balls to the walls, lil' bitch why you stalling?
you acting like a bitch, yeah, i could get you spawling 
jack an orphan for the profit now we ballin'
if he pussy then we brawling
black chains, hang chains
i’m wasted
wrist hard, dick slit
i’m banging
black veins, hang chains
We waste ‘em 
wrist hard, dick slit
i’m banging
eugh, i hate that bitch
what?
uh, i might fuck her in the butt, uh
aye

Skunk Excrement

Skunk Excrement ft. VAYRAA

DOWN THE DRAIN+ (prod+ Perc Beats)

frailtyk - TheGreatEscape [Prod. $adisfiction]

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Die In a While

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