official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

ALL PLATFORMS

would it all go back? (+ rotel x ven) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

everyday shit [ripwarheart]

stick shift

featuring @lightsleepr
produced by @ilyertu + @medium0917
cover art by @aggiefoster + @stale.co on instagram

july 13 w/ light sleepr (ertu + medium)

prod @sincla1r

i worked hard as hell on this song despite what some of the generic lyrics might say i hope u like it lol

i done been down for so many nights its hard 2 kno when ima getup
i done been round for all of my guys yet still in the end they gon switch
up
im smokin pounds im rollin up fye but this not somethin u should pick up
he did me a clown he play with his life, told my bro he get the stick up

stick up
stick up
stick up
stick up
yeah my bro got his blick up
i told my dog go sic em
yeah ill never slip up
how could i toss a brick up
he thought it was sweet like syrup but its hot like a trap phone
boy got hit up
they was never lookin over here they thought i was gonna fold
but im never gon give up
took a good look up in the mirror and i really seen it clear
told myself go n get em
really had to put aside my fears i done shed a lot of tears
in the end ima winner

go and get what u deserve
only u know if u worth it
u just gotta put the work in
aint a soul on earth thats perfect
never think that u know it all everyday a new experience
we all keep learning
u could get a ticket to the top but it feels much better
when u really just earn it

painnb (stick up) prod sinclair

twin sista's (@maxxairrbeats @clonnex @yunggokrazy @slimemaco)

s/o tripp pants lol ily trippNYC sponsor me pls......

Tripp Pants (prod pook)

Go (+hay)

prod @ilyertu x @jolst
special thx to jane for voicing the outro <33

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

4 blank walls blood splattered on em all
picking up my phone pretending like u called
tell me it’s not finished tell me everything’s on pause
or else i’d rather lay down n wait till i dissolve

everything that i ever wanted was just out of my reach
but now the only thing i want is some peace
but now the only thing i want is some sleep
but now the only thing i want is u n me

tear stained cheeks on my face when i walk thru
sometimes i wish that i never woulda caught u
smile on my face feels like i’m wearing a costume
photos of the past are like an artifact, a fossil

she’s reaching for my vitals n her fingertips are void touched
fighting for survival cause of course i still can’t get enough
wagering my will to love for one more spin i’ll test my luck
the house edge is massive, know i’ll never win but let it run

out, the silence is unsettling
now, trapped with my thoughts and the memories
shout, if there’s a chance that you’ll remember me
how, am i supposed to just let her leave

“””
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn't be terrified of creative experimentation.
"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.
"Why?" she said.
"To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
“””

tear stained cheeks (ertu x jolst)

stars fall down [slowed]

beat and hook by dreamworld tony
verses by kidvitals, 7starz, counter

stick shift

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