I have always been moved by this song, so I thought I would give me own take on it. Thank you for the love and support!!

Everything Will Be Okay-G-Eazy Ft Kehlani (Remix- Hayden)(Explicit)

I decided to do something a little different here. After reading a story of a young woman who has been sexually abused her whole life from the age of 12 to 20 something years old I felt this needed to be said. It's time we stand up as a nation for everything going on.

Stand up

A new song!! I hope you all enjoy it! Come watch me perform at Zydeco in Birmingham on September 20th!!

Love and Hip Hop

Love And Hip Hop

New song! Hope you enjoy! Catch me at Zydeco September 20th!!!!

Maybe Next Time Ft Breana Marin (Explicit)

This is a quick song I made for everyone out there suffering from mental health, or just locked in their mind. Also a shout out to everyone making sacrifices for their craft, keep grinding! Hope you enjoy! 

Lyrics:
Been living on the edge
Pedal to the metal
Feelin strung like Im made from geppetto, 
This game will rip to shreds, to busy posting threads, lying like I’m the next big thing
Like I’m living like some king
Shit I don’t have even have a job, making music full time
Savings running low
Met this girl with a crazy glow
But she wants a 9-5 and that don’t flow
Working late nights wish you could know
Isn’t it wild how life goes
One day your on top the next your wishing for an end
When will this life begin
Because all I want is to speak to the kids 
Cuz I know what’s it’s like to feel like your nothing 
Like no one gives a shit 
But your perfect don’t listen 
Ya you make mistakes 
Who doesn’t 
Shout out to all who hustlin 
You the real mvp
And this is no Durant switching teams
I’m real as can be 
OTR till I die
But it’s scary when you sense the other side 
They be asking why? 
Like how could Chester take his own life
But you don’t see through their eyes 
Depression is a bitch 
Who smothers your insides 
This may Be to deep for you guys 
So I’ll stop the pen for another time
Just know what your feeling will reside 
And you’re no different than any other guy. 
It’s hard I know why, because the anxiety creates your image within 
Like even when you’re happy, you’re sad. Shit don’t make sense 
If your suffering just know there’s a bright side to every end. 
You can be great just find that voice within, and when you’re feeling empty play this song again...

The Other Side(Explicit)[Produced by Beatz Era]

This is an extremely personal song that I wrote two years ago. It is a remix of NF's Intro 3. Hope you all enjoy.

Lyrics: 

I think it’s funny you think you can still make it
You’re 21 have no future what’s your motivation
Oh poor you, some family died no one really cares
You act so self righteous telling the world your greatest fears 
Like anyone listens 
Have you checked your views lately no one is there?! 
Listen I’m just doing you a favor 
Stop now get a real job, this isn’t really you’re career?
Cuz when this music doesn’t pan out I’ll just be here, 

Yeah you will, I guess I owe you fear
Hold it’s my turn to speak 
You motivated me for this piece
You told me I’d never make it 
Fear rottened every bit of me
I know that’s true
I probably won’t make it in this music thing 
Hell I’ll probably be homeless by 23, but I’d rather die trying to achieve my dreams than listen to some person behind the scenes

But it’s time to grow up

No I won’t listen 

You can’t be serious
You must be delirious 

Get out of my mind

No it’s about time you realized 

This isn’t the time

THEN WHEN IS IT
You think you’re so great

SHUT UP YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME

But I am you what do you mean?

 
You’re not the person I wanna be

I CONTROLLED EVERYTHING HAVENT YOU SEEN?

That’s why I gotta break free

You can’t get away from me 

I’m sick of this feeling 

You love me and you know it
I motivated you after the split, 
You realized you put everything into that chick, 

No no I didn’t

You stopped talking about her like it would just go away
But trust me I’m here to stay
You can’t get rid of me

I’m over her can’t you see?

Yeah being with different girls doesn’t mean anything

FEAR GET OUT OF ME 

But then what will you be? 

I can’t believe you understand, Anything is better than what you are making me!!! 

This music is my destiny 
And if I don’t make it I don’t i breathe 
I’ve given up everything everyone’s counting on me 
I can’t live in your shadows 
You think you control my mind but I think it’s time 
To get rid of you, maybe then I can shine 
What am I saying 
You wrote those songs from the first line 
You’re the only person that was there in the hard times
You kept me level headed 
Wait what do I mean? 
You’re the reason I quit in the first place
You took away my innocence 
I can’t even control my own thoughts 
You just laugh while my mind rots 
You brought along anxiety and depression 
You think you created this move along 
I finally captured it 
It was MY MONEY I spent 
Those long nights when I wanted to quit
You kept telling me to but I’m sick of it
I have accomplishments 
That show you know I killed it 
Had people telling me I was finally legit
This is just the beginning 
They’re probably listening to us like I’m pyschotic
Welcome to my brain 
I don’t think I’m insane 
Well maybe a little but that’s not the point 

 So You think people really messing with that new joint
They’re just showing you pity
You don’t even like your own city 
STOP WHILE YOURE AHEAD 
OnTheRise is just going to your head
These people don’t really like you
They just want you to feel better
You didn’t even tell them about that letter

Leave that out of this 

No go ahead tell them 
Tell them you were close to death
Tell them you wanted your final breath 
Tell them what you told me
About how you’re weak 
Oh so you don’t want them to see
You’re just doing it for the attention anyway 
Acting on social media like you’re trying to be great
Just face it this wasn’t meant for you

Well what do you think I should do? 
You think I should stop what about the people who don’t have a voice 

Lemme interject, do you really have a choice? I’ve controlled your mind 
since she died
That’s right you’re mine.
I’ll be the one who writes your rhymes 
And if you don’t like it then too bad 
From now on fear is your best friend

Fear (Rough Mix) (Intro 3 Remix)

I go by Hayden. I am a rapper just trying to make a difference in the world. I rap about peace, and love, and hope to inspire some people along the way. OnTheRise, Rise gang till the day I die.

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