i might be leaving my school that ive been with for 5 years and this honestly hits hard

We need to protect our child, don't let tiktok find him </3

You know they in-flight wifi right? Shits like $8

Even if the world lets you down, find comfort in yourself. You are you. And only you, can be you. Thank you for trying. I really appreciate it. Always try to smile but never force it. Cheers :)

Lyrics:

I'm wishing there was more time
To maybe catch another sunrise
But I think I'm on the next flight
A little late to press rewind, 'cause
My honesty is trending
My pocket's getting full
But I still feel empty
I know I should be flexing
Billion dollar bills
But I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below
(And see everyone waving below)
I wish you could see the view from nine clouds high
Instead of what you see at your nine to five
I know we swore we'd never leave each other's side
But I must say goodbye
'Cause my honesty is trending
My pocket's getting full
But I still feel empty
I know I should be flexing
Diamonds on my soles
But I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below
Something this good can't come fast enough
But I'm getting kinda lost in the rush
Lost in the rush, ooh, mm
Something this good can't come fast enough
But I'm getting kinda lost in the rush
Lost in the rush
'Cause I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below

Changes - EP

Airplane Mode

Lyrics:

Both my parents knew you weren't the one
And yeah, we tried our best to prove them wrong
But I think that they were right
We were two kids in this life just having fun
Why'd it take ten months to see it clear?
If I'd saw it coming, I would have disappeared
I'm just thinking to myself, thought our path led somewhere else
But now we're here
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say
I know you're confused, I feel the same
You're still in the dark and I'm the blame
And I can't stand to see you cry
If you don't wanna say goodbye then look away
But someday you'll be in another's arms
And you'll be happy that I broke your heart
Maybe then you might forgive me
For not taking you with me, it's a start
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say

The Idea Of You

Lyrics:

It's funny how life takes time
From under your fingers
Like snowfall takes the life
Of flowers in winter
We're all just passing by
Too quickly to linger
So scared we're gonna die
Before we begin to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
I lay awake most nights
Painting a picture
Of what could be in my mind
If I didn't leave to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?

What Did I Do?

Reasons to Leave

Play Dumb

Hair

Woke up
Heart ache
Acid boiling in my belly
Cold in my chest
Rattling
Skeletal

Slow train wreck this one
I see the track ending
The chasm coming
Hands bracing
Nothing to hold
Bars not ripped out
Disintegrated 
Acid boiling in my belly

Visceral
No escape
It’s blue and black
The space where the ring once pinched
Maybe healing 
Maybe that finger gonna fall right off
Necrotic
Everything feels necrotic
Acid boiling in my belly

You gone
Friends say 
Okay 
I’m here
But no one here
Just acid
Here 
Boiling in my belly
Scorching throat
No medicine to soothe
All gone 

Family here but broken 
Papers signed 
Broken
Broke working
Working but broke 
Hard working
But broke
Boiling in my belly
Aching in my heart

3:32 AM (Boiling In My Belly)

i lost my best friend, you'll probably never hear it but this song's for you.

Lyrics:
Verse 1-
I see you're falling slow
You think you're safe, but you're on a rope
I'm scared cause I don't know
If you'll be here, when I wake tomorrow 

Pre-Chorus 1-
I won't give up I know you'll come around
I won't lose faith I know you'll come back home

Chorus-
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky

Verse 2-
I know I'm sinking deep
I say I'm fine, but I'm struggling to breathe
I can't hold back my tears
It seems like every night I cry myself to sleep

Pre-Chorus 2-
I feel so lost could someone come save me
I swam away and now I'm lost at sea

Chorus-
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky

Bridge-
Wherever you are
And wherever you've been
I don't care at all
I just miss my friend
Wherever you are
And wherever you've been
I don't care at all
I just miss my friend

Chorus-
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky
I see that you're slipping and your mind is missing
There's vacancy in your eyes
You're tumbling through the sky

Bridge-
Wherever you are
And wherever you've been
I don't care at all
I just miss my friend

vacant eyes (idea) ft. Libby Knowlton

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