I feel like I'm changing but life isn't always that simple. I feel the same and I look the same but life around me isn't the same. the feeling are changing and yet I still feel so empty.

Ever since I lost you and you went up in heaven. I haven't been the same. I have been so broken and empty trying to find a reason to stay alive and not go up there with you. 💔😭🐶🕊

This song made me realize that i really am changing. I never really felt it. I knew i was. But i just felt the same. But now i realize that the once emergetic ball of energy alaways ready to burst that i used to be is gone. Im empty. At least mostly.

Lyrics: 

 I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
I've been chasing after feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how come I'm so different
From everyone I see?
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes

Changes - EP

Changes

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