the "oh no" in the background touches my soul I swear

Perfect likes at 1111 i dont wanna mess it up please keep it just for aesthetics

What would happen if I were to just disappear? I wish everyone knew how mentally unstable I am..the bad thoughts that always run through my head, the doubts I get..I just want to sleep..for a long time.

Im not a saint, i cant wash away the blood on my hands
This is so real

Lyrics:

Did we both fall in love before we were ready?
Or did we both give up before we were steady?
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
Were we both too scared or were we well-prepared?
For the future and all the mistakes that it bears
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
Yeah, these are questions in my head
Answers I won't get
Thoughts I nevеr said
That I kinda wish I did
I guess sometimes you find thе one
But the timing's off, the place is wrong
Maybe we would be closer
If we were a couple years older
I guess sometimes you fall in love
Then one day feels like you wake up
And everything's over
Without any closure
Did we both think that this was the best that we found?
Or were we too afraid to have no one around?
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
Did we hope on a star a bit too far?
Was the distance between too great for our hearts?
I don't know, I don't know, all I know
Is that now I'm alone
Yeah, these are questions in my head
Answers I won't get
Thoughts I never said
That I kinda wish I did
I guess sometimes you find the one
But the timing's off, the place is wrong
Maybe we would be closer
If we were a couple years older
I guess sometimes you fall in love
Then one day feels like you wake up
And everything's over
Without any closure

Changes - EP

Closure

Lyrics:

I'm wishing there was more time
To maybe catch another sunrise
But I think I'm on the next flight
A little late to press rewind, 'cause
My honesty is trending
My pocket's getting full
But I still feel empty
I know I should be flexing
Billion dollar bills
But I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below
(And see everyone waving below)
I wish you could see the view from nine clouds high
Instead of what you see at your nine to five
I know we swore we'd never leave each other's side
But I must say goodbye
'Cause my honesty is trending
My pocket's getting full
But I still feel empty
I know I should be flexing
Diamonds on my soles
But I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below
Something this good can't come fast enough
But I'm getting kinda lost in the rush
Lost in the rush, ooh, mm
Something this good can't come fast enough
But I'm getting kinda lost in the rush
Lost in the rush
'Cause I'm not Mr. Brightside
I don't deserve a spotlight
I'm dreaming on a red eye
As reality seems to fly by
I miss texting my best friends
But my phone's on airplane mode
And I feel so alone
As I look out the window
And see everyone waving below

Airplane Mode

Lyrics:

Tell me where the time goes
It's like I've had my eyes closed
Now I'm waking up, won't somebody let me in from the cold
I'm hurting and it's hard to
Surface once you fall through
And no one to turn to
I thought by now I'd figure out what I was needing
But it's cat and mouse, fades in and out and ends up leaving
I'm here again, staring at my bedroom ceiling
I've searched for love in some dark, dark places
And put my trust in all the wrong faces
It doesn't satisfy my soul, no
I always wake up on my own
All alone (All alone)
Tell me where the time goes
It's like I've had my eyes closed
Now you're gone and the flower bed is overgrown
I thought by now I'd figure out what I was needing
But it's cat and mouse, fades in and out and ends up leaving
I'm here again, staring at my bedroom ceiling
I've searched for love in some dark, dark places
And put my trust in all the wrong faces
It doesn't satisfy my soul, no
I always wake up on my own
All alone

Faces

Lyrics:

Both my parents knew you weren't the one
And yeah, we tried our best to prove them wrong
But I think that they were right
We were two kids in this life just having fun
Why'd it take ten months to see it clear?
If I'd saw it coming, I would have disappeared
I'm just thinking to myself, thought our path led somewhere else
But now we're here
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say
I know you're confused, I feel the same
You're still in the dark and I'm the blame
And I can't stand to see you cry
If you don't wanna say goodbye then look away
But someday you'll be in another's arms
And you'll be happy that I broke your heart
Maybe then you might forgive me
For not taking you with me, it's a start
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say

The Idea Of You

Lyrics:

It's funny how life takes time
From under your fingers
Like snowfall takes the life
Of flowers in winter
We're all just passing by
Too quickly to linger
So scared we're gonna die
Before we begin to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
I lay awake most nights
Painting a picture
Of what could be in my mind
If I didn't leave to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?

What Did I Do?

Still Something

Lyrics:

I can feel it
Day by day you're drifting farther
I can see it
In your eyes, you've lost the spark
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go, baby
Don't leave me here in misery
Tell me the cost
Blood and tears, my flesh and bone
I'd give it all
Just say the word I know you won't, so
I'm falling apart
Terrified of where your heart is
I hope it's not far
'Cause you're everything to me
Don't go (don't go), don't leave (don't leave)
I need you here right next to me
Don't go (don't go), I plead (I plead)
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering, so
Drown my heart in kerosene
Grab me by the heel, take what you need, 'cause
I need your light to guide my feet
Without you by my side, I'm left wandering
Don't go, don't leave
I need you here right next to me
Don't go, I plead
I'm scared of what a mess I'll be
Don't go (don't go), baby (baby)
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery
Don't leave me here in misery

Don’t Go, Don’t Leave

Don't Go, Don't Leave

Lyrics:

I'm feeling strange
Funny how in the blink of an eye
Time slips away
My little brother is six feet tall
And my friends have changed
Even though on the outside
They still look the same as yesterday
And this is my confession
I'm fighting off depression
I look fine, but look behind my eyes
I'm pacing round the kitchen
I'm tryna shake this feeling
I'm not fine, and I haven't been fine for a while
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost
Lately, I've been scared to pray
And I'm aware that's something that I probably
Should not say
So, mom, please, can you cover your ears?
I'm not a saint
I can't wash away the blood on my hands
I'm in need of grace
And this is my confession
I'm fighting off depression
I look fine, but look behind my eyes
I'm pacing round the kitchen
I'm tryna shake this feeling
I'm not fine, and I haven't been fine for a while
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost

Lost

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Written by Daniel Legare & Garrett Nash
Produced by Daniel Legare
Additional Production by Garrett Nash & Daniel Weber  
Additional Instrumentation by Ilan Rubin 
Mixed by Yianni Anastos 
Mastered by Théo Quayle
Artwork by Natalie Minguez 

"crutches" Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
hello my friend
it’s getting harder to pretend
that the seasons always change, but never end

i was only ten
when i learned that love depends
on the time it takes for broken hearts to mend

[Pre-Chorus]
forget me, let me down
either way i’ll always be around

[Chorus]
when i’m old & holding crutches on one knee
i’ll care for you
will you care for me?

when your tired eyes are turning 83
i’ll be there for you
will you be there for me?

[Verse1]
i hate to ask
i tried to put you in the past 
harmless fun & cutting class, it never lasts

well, i want more
than coming over when you’re bored
you’re the only one i can’t ignore, forever yours

[Chorus]
when i’m old & holding crutches on one knee
i’ll care for you
will you care for me?

when you’re tired eyes are turning 83
i’ll be there for you
will you be there for me?

[Tag]
i’ll care for YOU
will you care for ME?

when you fall asleep
i’ll be there for you
will you there for me?

[Chorus]
when i’m old & holding crutches on one knee
i’ll care for you
will you care for me?

when you’re tired eyes are turning 83
i’ll be there for you
will you be there for me?

[Pre-Chorus]
forget me, let me down
either way i’ll always be around

crutches

RELEASE DATE: January 20, 2023
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