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Voices In My Head

the void ft. Thejxkid2

I don't make deals with these devil's I produce my own music even though I might suck at it dont want to admit it  I'm laying down the judgment im in the basement with a shit mic and equipment writing dope lyrics getting free beats like the rest of us ,used to make my own but I said fuck it I'm not rich I barely make it want to do better so I can make a profit, to feed myself  pay my bills like the rest of us I'm like a a lost kid but we all know how that goes they lose it taking their talent and abuse it comming up with excuses. "Woah the struggle "

Don't wanna do another biography I just want to feed my family I'm sick of this American dream it's a lie killing everybody working so hard till you burnout like rubber on pavement dead bodies everywhere not even a closed casket,  people blowing a fuse like a head gasket expensive used cars and rising gas prices it's capitalist turned in communism can't risk getting hurt or thousands of dollars in hospitals burning this world down like popcicles sticks "the struggle is real, makes me sick"

I want to be original but I'm a starving artist bags are getting smaller and the prices gettin higher like me when I'm taking the percocet but the pain ain't done yet I get ready set go looting homes and raiding the refridgerator, okay so I don't have any friends I watch as I burn these bridges, need a healthy friend but I couldn't deliver fuck that's okay then didn't want anything in return so don't bother you just a cool guy I liked to listen to but if you gonna be like than fuck you "I'm struggling too"

I don't wish Ill will upon a mother fucker society eats you a live like a thanksgiving dinner and nothing to be thankful for people like me growing up poor having to go next door for a cup of sugar for dry ass cereal raisin bran  cus it was all we could afford, walking to the bus stop a quarter mile risk getting stabbed as i go to get an education mom and dad weren't together just had my step dad and he was a mother fucker no help with my homework life's a bitch and for me it was harder had no time to get an erection I was always cutting my wrist squirting hospitalized and thrown in a psych ward "struggle to afford medication"

I never go to bars because it's stupid overpriced drinks and people trying to drug ya I was never social in my mind I'm going postal I don't boast or have an ego I hate myself like a rag doll cursed with voodoo split personality too you know Patrick the guy I'm always talking to but he's me an alternate form a best friend when I'm sad but he's turned me into something sadistic and mad, a coping mechanism alot of us are bipolar we all having something in common with one another we hide from our demons we keep them tucked away but I let mine loose so I can fight another day, stress causing my insanity anxiety and trauma making me feel strange used to handle it better but that was a different me young and niave whispers in my ear creating this fear so I'm gonna stop ignoring it and do something about it pull him out to the light and fight it " I struggled with this so long I forgot what it's like to be normal "


Struggle prod by. Hazard Faux #emorap

bigtimentertainment-“RAGS2RICHES”remix.

Skkrt skkrt got nuts in my house got nuts in my house got nuts in my mouth bout rip them out rip and tear rip them out nuts in my house

Asylum where I'm heading next got crazy on the mind reaching for my nine shoot out your mind, dead body walking brains oozing out and hanging, slice out your eyes take them and make a quick buck don't get me fucked up murdering folk like I'm on crack I'm addicted to these habits, go for the ball sack 69k for a pair walking around with nothing but air between the leg, dump my mag in a blue hair bitch take the kidneys and make a quick stitch.

nutsack beat by. The Laughing Ghost

Depression... Yeah it got to me when I'm gone ain't gonna be no more recording... I'm tired recording these lyrics making this music it's emo not a teen no more got to grow up and pay bills like an adult fuck society it's all your fault idolizing the man that they need to be strong to provide, who gonna support me when I'm gone? It's a battle and I lost still fighting everyday but it's tough can't get enough of the drugs it makes me forget how much my life fucking sucks I swear to God and it's not his fault...

I want to get away from these thoughts prayers needed forgiveness for everything non profit organizations for the clinicaly insane not a drop serotonin in my brain I'm insane no amount of medication will cure me, psychosis its what's wrong with me can't sleep staying woke since I was 14, almost 2 decades ago since the last time I had a dream...

No one understands me I'm woke I see society i see so much uncertainty so much greed and so many insecurities so many people in need for affection that they mfake symptoms for sympathy paying these hungry people going to therapy, just to please their ego plagued by these demons it's a demonstration of why we need faith the strong survive and some are bastards to their father been raised by their mother eating the apple of knowledge tempted by the devil.

When I'm gone ain't no body gonna remember me I made no effort to be immortalized by anything all I done with my life is hate everything thing blamed everyone for my failure at something, but I want to be meaningful with my music my soul is hurting my brain is deteriorating my body is aching I'm getting old.

https://youtu.be/pOk_N5mLp5I

*** shed a tear doing this song came from the heart. *** but I'll be back with the milk

nutsack beat by. The Laughing Ghost

Hazard Faux

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