all medicine heart tracks are subject to change. this is an open project, i don't like waiting to release anymore considering how much music i'm already doing that with.
vocals sampled from @h3artch3rades https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/crawling-ft-h3artch3rades-prod?in=ch2rms%2Fsets%2Fskins
shoutout @hue69

𓆩🞧 chocolate🐾(s0 cruel!) ♡𓆪

All I Have

Lights Down Low

heartstrings

mercy

“Ego mortuus sum” (“I am dead”) marks a violent turning point on the album — a cry from the edge featuring the fierce vocal presence of Fredrik Keith Croona (Against I). Musically, it’s a collision of extremes: progressive structures twist through shifting time signatures before collapsing into relentless staccato grooves, while old-school death metal riffing forms the scorched earth on which the vocals roar.

The song was born in a moment of spiritual rupture — a place where faith felt hollow and rituals failed to heal. Lying on the metaphorical altar brought not peace, but anguish. The lyrics rage against sacred comfort, throwing brutal imagery into the light: Heaven reimagined as a “cesspool of saints”, sanctity as emptiness. It’s raw, it’s defiant — the sound of someone shouting into the void.

Yet amid the fury, a thread of hope weaves through. The chorus draws from Psalm 29: “Domine, clamavi ad te et sanasti me” — “O Lord, I have cried to thee, and thou hast healed me.” Even at the height of spiritual collapse, the possibility of redemption remains — battered but not erased.

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EGO MORTUUS SUM

One final blink until life gets complete,
until God’s grace destroys my melting meat.
Fermenting in the cesspool of the saints,
I pass away through firmamental drains.

Until my wine starts clotting in my mouth
drowning I dive this quietude throughout.
Candles are lit along my road to death,
out of my mouth I inhale my own breath.

Domine, 
Clamavi ad te,
Et sanasti me,
Domine!

(O Lord, 
I have cried to thee, 
and thou hast healed me.
O Lord)

Until I leave my assets far behind
peeling my lifeblood off this mortal mind.
Let loose this fire, enkindle my distress,
let my soul sink in this subversive hex!

One final blink until life gets complete,
laying face-up over the altar sheet.
My facial features under gleaming stars
this fake subsistence one by one disbarks.

Horror Sacri

Ego Mortuus Sum

Club 7X7

back.wav

with @1lexycat

[sai]
heart full of medicine only way im living
dark angels in my mind but they cant tell me a thing
necrosis on my skin i can feel all of the pain
i look outside in the window and im begging for a taste
you dont wanna know, where my whereabouts are
i can get you gone, piano like im mozart
me n lexy we might slide, we gon hit you with that AR
if you take my medicine, ima rip your face off
[lexy]
cross on my neck and some black dainty lace
eyes turn to glass as im falling through space
hair feels like silk and im losing my pace
take me away
put your hands on my waist 
don't be afraid if you look at my face
can't be the reason you're losing your faith
can't fall in line, or i start to decay
i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid
and i've never been frightened
she says what to do and i follow that like simon
she's shining like a diamond
pockets full of dreams but my jeans have only tightened

➢ wℎℇℛe ₛhℰ wₑℵ✞ ft. lexycat

The inner journey of a man who, starting from his observation of reality, rediscovers his inner rebellion and embarks on a journey that will lead him to absolute emancipation.

L'Ombra della Terra

Made this remix for the XRP Community, shout out to @NFAdotcrypto for the original

589

We Finna Use It (Ripple Beats Remix)

I luv cats! <3
Yes it’s repeating because this was meant to be a troll song but thank you guys for the support!!
Since you guys loved it so much, here’s the original song . ILY <333

cats

my real name is Aaron Dawson
genderfluid/pansexual/nonbinary/fictosexual/jaspian
she/they/it/he/him🩷
I'm the founder of HEARTBREAK LABEL RECORDINGS


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