prod by me
i know this is mid af but i was sad so i wanted to make something

lyrics:

havent seen you in like 6 years
thinkin bout you for like 6 years
cover my ears so i cant hear
cant feel my face
i cant see clear
ive been comin up wit my homies
everybody around but im lonely
cant lie to you
you dont know me
been fuckin up
feel like nothing
blood drip from my nose to my coat sleeve
lay in bed all day 
i dont wanna eat
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave

i just wanna leave
im so sick of fighting
everyday the same
i can see the white lighting

coat sleeve

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

u gotta tell me is this real (feat. hoepless) (prod. irby)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam x https://soundcloud.com/skrxwd
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Lyrics: 

Hazenova:
pour that kerosine on my wounds to make it go away but i make it worse like every single second of every single day
hear the voices in my walls they tell me go away
hear the voices in my walls they tell me go away


im just a loser
its okay if you dont like me
im nothing special but i swear im fucking trying
im fucking bleeding from my hands and my eyelids
cuts on my skin
as im sitting in silence

Svnam:
i wanna feel it burn just a little bit longer
look me in the eyes
split lipped
tell me i can be stronger
than the things inside of my head
i think they're pulling me apart again
cover me in gasoline
light the match, but i'll never scream
'cause the silence defines me
it drives me & binds me to the same bed that we lied in
it's the same bed that i'll die in
wasting almost every day sleeping in 'til 3pm
i'm fucking fine
i'll just play pretend that i just feel nothing

kerosene (feat svnam x skrwd) (prod. Iof)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/wisssery x https://soundcloud.com/yagoproduces
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lessthanfriends

nothing special, but i try (feat. LessThanFriends) (prod. wisssery)

victim to my habits
[yungspoiler x dercept)

hazenova: 

i fall victim to my habits
every night im such an addict

hit you with the blade like chivalry
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion got time for a fake fuck dissing me
ion really know why my ex bitch missing me
ima useless piece of shit 
im a junkie
real bad bitch ion why she fuck me
real bad bitch ion why she love me
im going nowhere and im almost 20

emptychest:
yeah its always storming
the words i cannot make it out
its always raining
oh its fucking pouring now
my heart
yea i cant take it
always gotta fake it
this house has gone vacant
book a flight out this town, yea
la.
ill be happy.
but when..?
but when..?
when will i be set free
will i be happy

victim w/emptychest + [yungspoiler x dercept]

ppl toxic n its makin me nauseous 

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy

-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/dercept x https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

toxic w/hoepless (prod. dercept x xmichaelwarren)

prod kirk


lyrics: 

hazenova:

im a sinna 
if u test me ima turn to a killa
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her

yuh yuh yuh 30 rounds in my backpack
im pullin up to the scene wit a full mag
dont give a fuck if u see me wit no  mask

told me pull up and u know im gon clap
real bad bitch

fuk boi fuk boi 
neva had it rough boy
u talkin shit but youve run out of luck boi 

titty fuck titty fuck she gon let me titty fuck
yeehaw bitch ya i be sayin giddyup 

makeangelscry:

doing it better whenever i get up you know i be getting the cheddar
tell that bitch to go suck my dick or ill ghost her like a phantom
drive round in the phantom, ghost that bitch she throw a tantrum
imma eat that bitches pussy out like cervical cancer wait what?

hold up wait, im not fucking done bitch im toxic, im just a waste
fuck her in the rari and finish all on her face
its her fathers car but i dont give a shit ok?
you cant tell me twice that im a dick cuz bitch i carry weight
carry freight, fuck having too much baggage to fly ill blow up the plane
i dont need no fucking pilot ill make it my own damn way
solo, where'd my hoes go? they in the grave
bitch jeremy did he go? i heard he blew his brains

full mag w/makeangelscry (prod kirk)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

ive lost too much to let this go (prod living puff)

you made me bleed

prod by jolst
feat cypression

lyrics:

looking in the mirror
i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body x2


i dont wanna lose 
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
think bout what i been thru
i been layin face down in my bedroom
you rly fucked me up in my head too 


you were my everything
i call, you let it ring
did you mean anything at all x2

you left these scars on my body
and all you said was youre sorry

cypression:
Wrote me a letter and apologized
Burnt that shit so many lies
Up flames I watch them fly
Tears they fall but I’m alright
I'm alright

Sick of losing people
They be giving up the fight
I was holding on
And I was holding so tight
But no matter what I do
I always end up losing

Sick of all the bruises
And the scars you left behind
Some you can't see
Unless you look into my eyes

scars on my body pt. 2 (feat. cypression) (jolst)

prod wisssery
featuring horosha

lyrics:
another night alone got me feeling so guilty
shouldnt be here right now shouldve killed me
bullet to my head let the led fucking fill me
i dont really know who i am do you feel me x2

on the sidewalk where i lay
fall light as a feather in the winter weather
fall light as a feather
im not okay
tryna get myself together but my hearts in a tether 

horosha:
I can’t feel my hands 
I try my best to explain but the words just won’t come out 

I’m frozen in place.
Like the first frost of winter, anxiety takes it’s hold 

Cuz no one told us how to cope with this 
and every passing year’s got me feeling more selfish 
Cuz I used to dream of leaving the world better than I found it, 
Now I just wanna save myself 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here watching the snow come down 
Let it bury me 
I’ll let it bury me 

I can’t believe that this is all I could become,
strangled from the lack of love 
I lay here and watch the snow come down 
I’ll let it bury me till the spring comes

winter weather (feat. horosha) (wisssery)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

lyrics: feeling useless
everybody from my past so abusive
i feel like a ghost so illusive
smokin dope in the back i abuse it

ima lose it
all these fuckin thoughts  so intrusive
tell me do u find it amusing
the way that ive been flowing yea its too sick

yeah its too sick
kinda like my head 
when im losing
kinda like my heart when its bruisin

feelin like an asshole
i dont rly talk much id rather be alone
ion want u mfs all up in my zone

useless (prod metlast)

this song is based off of Alan wake 1 and 2

I Will Return (BadSoul)

Let Me Save You W/Getbetter (Metlast x 5head)

You Took It All Away (King Theta)

Cold (prod by. saint mike)

here i go, once again
down the wrong road
ive always been
im a freak
nobody likes me
but i am free
no longer hiding x2

i gotta take it slow
i dont know if ill make it tomorrow

but i dont want them to know
you dont what i have done
i go no where left to run
and ive loaded up my gun
i made my mind up yesterday

oh lord can you hear me
can u rid me of the evil in my way

im alive but i aint breathing
i lost the man i was sometime ago

Here I Go, Once Again (GAXILLIC)

Right Where I Stand (52Blu x Bad Kid)

dead in my eyes (dennydarko_beats)

lyrics:

everyone has left 
but im still standing here alone
i cried my eyes and branded my own skin
can you see me at all

i stand tall but the pressure kills me slowly
i wish that somebody would know me

hide away
no one to blame my ways on
sleep through the day 
cant take on more of this pain

it makes me sick to know that i did this to myself
with nobodies help
living in hell
trapped in this cell 
that i created



branded (prod. perry pressey)

-Produced by: Hazenova
-Guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
-Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

This song is off of my album No Closure

silent screams (feat. cypression)

-Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight
-Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted

drive home (feat. promnight) (prod. caspr)

-Produced by hazenova
-Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/frostbite1000 & https://soundcloud.com/cypression

damaged (feat. FRØSTBITE & Cypression)

the way you talk to me

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/killing-art-music


Lyrics:

(hazenova)
feel the smoke against my lungs
i dont know what ive become
ive got nowhere left to run
all the damage has been done

hurt the ones that love me most
living a life i never chose
cigaratte against my mouth
look at the stars
where are you now

watch the sunrise in my bed
hear the voices in my head
miss the talks we used to have
now your gone, its just so sad

woahhh
I did this to myself
you told me go to hell
hope i dont go to hell

(killing art)
I did this to myself
Self destructive
I’m not feeling well
I’m always changing
But for the worse
Now I can’t save it
And it fucking hurts
Remember days
We were sneaking out
I’d always thought
I’d be the one to hold you down
Can’t forget the days we had
Now there’s no going back

Now there’s no way I’d ever say
That you really didn’t take a part of me
Cause that would just be a lie
Reminiscing on all our good times
I can’t let you go
But you need to grow
Better off without me
You’re better on your own
But I’m feeling selfish
You know I can’t help it
Tears in my eyes
All I ever wanted was this

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did this to myself (feat. killing art)

-prod by me
-feat: https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

abnormal (feat. yung axstn)

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

enough of this (feat. decks) (prod. jolst x irby)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
Guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
Drums by: hazenova
Cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Coming to all platforms January 13th

Lyrics:

Hazenova: 
january 18th is the day youre going
got a hole in my chest and it keeps on growing
its getting hard to play pretend
im really not okay with this
not okay with it  

my life is filled with setbacks
im so tired of these attacks
everything i ever wanted
slips right through my grip
im haunted 

i just wanna go back to the sunny days
we would run around
we could runaway 

Skele:
just wanna go back
to how it used to be
when ur touch still
felt so comforting
but i know you don’t
and i know you won’t
so i jus sit back down keep my head low
it’s my fault i know i’m too emotional
but every day i feel the same way
i get lost in my headspace
so what am i supposed to do
when every night i dream of u
i wish we could go back to the sunny days
cause i’m done spending all my nights awake

january 18th (feat. skele)

produced by hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/00000001111111




Lyrics:

hazenova:
fucked up
ive been fucked up
ive been fucking up
you dont gotta tell me that im fucking up
caffeine in my veins
i cant get enough
i cant get enough
i cant get anough
im not normal
i dont like you
im a weirdo
up late
seeing ghosts in my window
you dont gotta hide it
you can show me
i know you dont like me
youre a phony
i dont even like you
you dont even know me
why you hatin on me
and why you do it lowkey

00000001111111:
she tries  to play with my mind and emotions
I wanna  find out what really is the motive
we were walking by the side of the ocean
I see the fight
you are my light
I need to know why
do you despise
everything i am?
I treat u right
we have the sight to be better
do you despise
everything i am?
i swear u hate me but im right here
i swear u hate me but im right here

caffeine in my veins (feat. 00000001111111)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

used 2 b golden (feat. veins)

produced by me x 93feetofsmoke


lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how i got here
sometimes i wonder why im even trying
sometimes i wonder what i want here
this pain in my chest makes me feel like im dying
sitting all alone in my backyard
so down bad playing guitar
and nobody knows me
im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
walking through the hallway i hear their words
i just ignore it even tho it hurts
it hurts, it hurts x2

middleschool flashback

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst


lyrics:
hazenova:
i dont wanna lose
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
ima dream of you
i dont wanna fight
ima see it through
i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna lose you
yeah yeah
it gets harder and harder
glass shards
and a whole lotts heartburn
sleepless nights
and a whole lot of sharp turns
and a whole lot of sharp turns
im going through our pictures
and this pain is relentless
you told me that you love me
really hope that you meant it
i gave you all that i had
dont make me regret it
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body


sendflowrs:
left scars on own body,
i might lose my shit, watch my cold heart bleed
on the road again
i’m not runnin back 
watch it all burn cus ur all that i had 

i don’t wanna call
fuckin hate your friends
felt my fuckin teeth grit when they all walked in 
she don’t wanna know me cus i’m not him
leave him with a nose bleed, cus i’m heartless 

feel my chest, cold
i won’t let go
feel my chest, cold
i cant let go x4

scars on my body (feat. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/carlby x https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

headache (prod. carlby x splashgvng)

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