ppl toxic n its makin me nauseous 

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy

-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/dercept x https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

toxic w/hoepless (prod. dercept x xmichaelwarren)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

Someone remind her she’s doing so well…..


Lyrics:

Her mom passed when she was eight 
And she’s never felt the same
 but that’s okay 
And Her dad turned to the alcohol 
Poor girl living in a broken home
With too much on her plate
Someone remind her she’s doing so well
You’ve come so far should be proud of yourself 
Self harm scars from what you endured 
It’s a sign of your strength love 


I could never resonate with what you had been through 
Rehab didn’t work for him but it could you
I know you feel like the spare missing part
To your favourite jigsaw you used to love 


Yea I know it’s hard for you
 I can’t even fathom what your going through 
Your beautiful inside and out
God I wish I was you 
I wish you could see yourself in my eyes
Your so beautiful to me

Broken Home (twilight blue)

forgotten conversations prod @nineto5 + @bodydbl

lyrics:

i cant focus on my thoughts they pass my by like the days did

intro:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

verse:
whatever you said i did
wiping the tears from your eyelids
we go through the motions, these words left unspoken
the time doesn't heal so we hide it
but forget it all
you see right through me conversations with the wall
all the words spoken that i can't recall
i guess that's just how it ends after all

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

forgotten conversations (prod nine to 5 + bodydbl)

lyrics

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

one night
in my eyes
is 2 days
without u
i try
and tears dry
and finally
ive found u

i just start to rust
i just start to rot
tell me what u love
gimme what u got
i promise we’ll be fine
u promise me were not
i cant check the time
cuz w u the time stops

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

Trees + Rot

lyrics 


get to the point
or get out my way
im so excited im starting to shake
im way too anxious i picked up the shakes 
but how would u feel when i end up erased
upping my take
im upping the stakes
someone u luv is just someone to blame
i run away
u aint have to say
cuz i see it myself
and i carry the shame

ill do whatever but
what do u want
sit in my room and im starting to rot
im so accustomed to blowing my shots
why r u near me i dont wanna talk

not surprised u cannot handle the shock
not surprised i couldn’t be what u want
im the one u thought wuld help u along
but i got some problems to deal on my own

think im growing up
and it better now
but im going off
and i let u down
think im growing up
im too sheltered now
but im trying way too hard
just to help you out

poems ii

(prod. Hieloways)

Ever since New Orleans,
You do what you've wanted,
Not that I could change you,

I hope you stop this, It's a process.
Your love's ; still there, it's not far.

Just be patient my love, you keep on tearing me up,
you keep on tearing me up (repeated)

In this bed where I fall;
thought that the drugs picked me up,

I had to learn I was wrong (repeated)

Playing with fire

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toxic w/hoepless (prod. dercept x xmichaelwarren)

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