Performed during Alternatrip's All Our Friends Online Festival

Hard To Explain (The Strokes)

ANTAGONISMS

something's moving forward with the time
dont you regret dont fret just stay in line 
dont you dare
are you asleep or awake 
dont you care about anyone

in my plight

you want to make a point when you say you dont want to
when everythings okay you say you dont want truce

i just gotta believe in myself so you dont have to question me anymore
my confidence wont hold on too well cus ive been bluntly drinking poison all along

will conflict ever come?
i dont want to, so do you
yet we end back up in arguments; and they don't make sense if everything turns out okay the next day

all futile; semi-hostile (demo)

WAKE AND FLAKE

LAZY i

DREAMWEAVER

ANOTHER SELF-LOATHING ENTANGLEMENT

FLAMING SLIP

OUTFIELD

SLEAZE PLEASE

CHASING MY TAIL

LOUDMOUTH

FULL COUNT

wordless = worthless

lyrics:

someday
i’ll make sure to need them
but give me time.

maybe 
they think i’m too alright
they think i’m fine.

i will not say a word ’til they come
i sink below my hopes ’til it’s gone
a day without a turn has not come
i am a beggar begging for love

believing
the life we know is bullshit
that it’s an illusion

i know i
have a company of dreamers
accompanied with fears.

i will not say a word ’til they come
i sink below my hopes ’til it’s gone
a day without a turn has not come
i am a beggar begging for love

another night for minds to break down
they’re sober while i am a drunkard
i felt the pain while healing my scars
my scar's still sore as how this goes far

wordless

false-romantic

i guess you’re clueless of this
i have this one puzzle piece
and you’re quite euphemistic 
well, darling that’s fantastic

the magnet’s not attracted
you’re dull and false-romantic
as potent as what’s given.
forfeited so this would end

you’ve been pushing me away
oh how it feels to be replaced
yes, i’ve solved your ways, and i know
you’d choose life and you’d choose to go

but things have stood still for you
not quite sure if it’s all true
the reasons may be so few
but looks like you’ve thought this through

false romantic

i’m left without a word
and it’s fine i’m not that hurt
maybe it’s just unfair
you see things that aren’t there.

as i clearly  want to know
how you would tell them so
it’s fine, i thought we’re fine
you will know it in the right time

when things are left unsaid
they’re just better when they are kept
all the words are gone
cause they’re all just said not done.

kept unsaid

coinflip

i guess it’s very clear now
i flipped the coin somehow

at least we know what is true
i do
and we don’t have to speak
have to correct ourselves
no more
all these confessions were true
for you
i guess there isn't much space to realize
and compensate
the things i've felt before
who is unaware?  

so far, in this life
i haven’t put out 
the words of thought
but now, let my actions speak for itself
because i am now free 
for i was in epiphany
and have seen dishonesties 
and absurd apologies
made me 
step away from
the one thing that
comforts me
surreal that i’ve fallen out from the ideals
and figured out what’s real
beyond what to feel
even though it may fall on fear
my decisions were never sealed
but this ship hasn’t sailed
and i know i failed
but it’s time to lift the anchor
i know failure is a factor
better yet, failure is a lesson
let this corpse decompose
and let another life blossom

coinflip

prod by: hazylazy
words and vocals by: k/l

push/pull:

I think I’ve taken the necessary steps away from you
Yet something always seems to pull me back 
And I hate that I can’t resist your gravity

Hello old friend 
I am not pleased to be here 
Habits return 
And I bleed black 

Oh here I go again
Would rather have a means to an end 
Than to be stuck in these orbits of stupidity
There’s no one else to blame but me

Apathetic 
How I wish I were towards you 
Panacea
Evanesce babe it’ll be good for me, for you 

I don’t want this (I want it) 
I don’t need this in my life 

Please just leave me be 
I don’t need your energy

hazylazy & k/l - push/pull

i rush and feel the heat
my body’s floating, ever-wandering
the vibrance of the world 
was never even placed to be there

indulge the sense of peace
i pretty much can see what i can feel
the things i hear, pristine
distorted as it seemed
reconstructed

and it feels like it’s growing on me
i don’t mind when you see it

expanding headspace
addictive feelings
extending senses
steady senses

call paranoia
call paranoia
no testimonials
call paranoia

you judge me like a menace
in spite of being clueless
fists of fucking beings
straight from paranoia

fuck this
i have much to say
about it
life isn’t up in my head
dreams don’t show up until then
give me one more 
chance to
prove myself 
back into you
you’re upset
cause i’m hit
should i care less?
and i’m choked
am i dumb
and should i be here?
shouldn’t life be as carefree
as i am?
embracing, i’m evasive
the vision
we seek to prove 
is absent
how can i achieve 
what i wanted
the heat i seek makes me shiver

hazylazy

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