i dont know my name

Well I don’t want to but still restrained to the past
Trying to live without it always, tried to live off you
Hold me tightly or let me suffer 
Would you know I’d be despair? Would you know I’d kill you?
I hid it but knew someone would find it
Is it that hard to say sorry?
People I should love Is callin me a devil
If you tried to look back to notice the sign I’ve sent 
I wouldn’t dare to do that 
And the time keep passing slowly, later you can find me somewhere
You made me to do that 
Would you know I’d be despair? Would you know I’d kill you?
Is it that hard to say sorry? Is it that hard to say sorry?

Cull Ficle

5:21:2000

Butterfly

hella old (Bonus Track)

you can't turn back time

youthful days

the now now and never

i’m not god but i wish i was (original)

fantasy

good morning, dog

California Nebula

缺省 - 鴿哨  (California Nebula - Default)

Ice Melt - Crumb (cover)

[Part 1: Sample]
Here we go. I like you, Neil. I like you so much. When I really, really like someone... there's a way l show them how I feel. Shhh...

[Part 2]
I've made up my mind
I've let it go
Too many times
I

And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are never enough (I)

Rape me
Your suicide can't take me
Could have felt so nice
Don't make me if you feel too sore tonight
'Cause it's just about the time
For you to stain the floors in white
I lie
Vacantly, that slab of meat
That bloody taste, so violently

Alright, alright
I'll shut my eyes and open wide
I'll swallow whole your sour wine
That sickle cell that says you're mine
My bread of God, some family friend
The choice is yours to live with it
You'll find it down between your legs
When I touch you there, you seem to flinch
Castrated boy, you filtered kid
You'll strip your clothes and live with it

You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it

[Part 3]
God knows I've wronged
Took many of my friends
And traded 'em for drugs
I know I'm lost
But it's been better just to sin
'Cause it's to start up once again
In your arm, in his skin
Who's to say I know myself
When I've forgotten how to live
With his love, with your ID
Leave the vice on the couch
So you can shoot it in our veins

Hold somebody close
'Cause I want to know
Just once again
The taste of his lips

[Part 4: Beach Front Property]
Read the words of all the pages you ripped out, oh
I skimmed the lines and saw your legs about to give in
Could have helped you, the voice that calls you his friend, oh
If you could hold me, I'd make a memory of your skin

And you know it's true
My baby, something I'd do
If you could see me tonight
We'd make it work this time
My baby, you'll always be mine

Oh God, did you really have to hurt me so bad?

[Part 5]
Waste of breath encoded in braille
You're mangled to bits inside
Your pale brown eyes
We found some light
In lovely nights
We're lost in time

Along those lines of pearly white
I stare so long, forgot to cry
It's not your fault you lived this life
It's not your fault you lived this life

[Part 6]
Know you're semi-solid gold
The way she used to touch you
Made you feel so old
Run your thumb across its surface tension
To relive it all

Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
It never felt so wrong

Rip some holes
Stretch away the dirt
Wash that fold
Then you'll know it worked

Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Oh my god

[Part 7]
Worn, so torn
Begot those measly words
In sought of something more
Leak out the reddish blush

Once I'm high, I'll entourage
That little sting to fuck me up
I love you more, abort your God
The feeling's ill, the rape was wrong
I know my worth, his special place
That feeling stings, it goes away
But not for long, it's staying shut
The drug I feel I wouldn't want

AHHHHH

wetdream

revisited

First CD

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot? Lima Oscar Lima!

Skipping Class

Collar (Demo)

The Scholars

Devereaux

#2016LYFE #SLOWDOWN

@LILFITTEDCAPP
@SMOKEDOPE20166

LYRICS:

cups of the rose i got bitches in my old phone
im just one pic away from coming to your home
and putting a gun to your face like
baby what you want from me 
what you wanna do what you wanna see
im just one call away

fuck that bitch that you love so bad
know you still think about all the times we had
i said fuck that bitch that you think you found
and since you pick up your phone bitch i know he not around
i smoke big blunts eat good lunch and show up too late
walk in the function and they start to hate
louis belt fake 
gucci with snake
i rock designer dont care about taste

MARVIN'S CRIB ft. SMOKEDOPE2016

https://open.spotify.com/track/7G6r0iFNG7W4l3hBMv4rBk?si=wOylH_-jSpSi2vnC1QSNLw

Unslept

Guitar, Vocals - Lila Ramani
Bass - Jesse Brotter
Keys - Brian Aronow 
Drums - Jonathan Gilad

Lyrics by Lila Ramani
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by 
John Scott at Phoenix Down Recording
Album Artwork by Lilly Donlon and Lila Ramani

i dont know my name

Novembre