prodhoco

recorded spring and summer 2022
remastered summer 2023

whispers of a year forgotten

vox mix master @cillacybn
prod @hcqueenxo
@mirrorville
cillaqueencillaqueencillaqueen

war freestyle w/ cillacybn

apt @ sae 9/14/20
recorded @ room 107 cedar falls

fall, feel it

u clutched on2 th lights as the fled frm ur window
22 tears on ur pillow
u weep n they fall slow
wave bye 2 all the crows as they fly away
u tell me u wish u had wings like them
ud nevr c this place again
fall back in2 the dark abyss u put urself in
u dnt kno but this is bliss i cldnt sell myself this
i cn c ur scared jst jump in2 th black mist
theres no cming back now
this is ur 4evr pain follows around

22 tears

morning @ pv 9/15/2020
recorded @ bluegrass cir

middle finger up yellin fuck the feds
I cnt trust a soul u made me this way
I was jus tryna roll now I cnt feel a thing
she rollin up dollar bills now I can't feel my face

now I cnt feel my face

drugs in me like im Whitney houston
she said its th drugs or me u gotta choose 1
yea ima miss her b ut I gotta stay up
walked in the trap n I made that bitch jump
walked in the trap n u kno I got the drugs
walked n th trap n I think she fell in love
o but u dont know me
baby im broken down
I js wana leave this town
im sinking n im bout 2 drown
n im bovin in fast motion
fast motion
feel like im Whitney houston
whitney houston

whitney houston

recorded @ room 107 cedar falls

baby we could roll around n we could watch the sun set
tell me tht u luv me babe thts way 2 much 2 digest
u tryna look inside my <3 but its locked up inside my chest
u ask me why im so cold n it aint evn winter yet

it aint evn winter yet

I been tryin so hard 2 make things right
ion think I cn take another sleepless nite
baby y u so scared 4 me
I jus wanna do my drugs let me be
when I look in2 ur bright blue eyes
it kinda makes me wanna leave it all behind
im sry tht im so fukd up n ion know y
u want me 2 change but ion evr try

aint even winter yet

recorded room 107 cedar falls
 
(ben : I was at a function, you could say
Peter : shoutuout Elena, gettin me right
ben : and I socialized with Jake morrison)

I can see in in their eyes that they dont care anymore
cause when I say I wanna die they just stare at the floor
I see my own suicide jus the same as before
I hear em screaming my name, bottle pops, hit the floor
you got wishin I cld go back n change myself
they say mistakes make the man but I hate myself
im racking up addictions wanna change myself
but every time that I relapse I wanna hang myself

n its all alright, ill be okay
I can get thru tomorrow like I got thru today
n for all of these sins, I know that ill pay
but im fuckin alright, im fucking okay
x2

n its hard to think how much has changed

(Elena : ring the bells
ben : ring the ceiling titties
kabs : YOU FUCKING SCUM! Jesus, Jesus had brunch with his family here)

I miss u so much, but were not the same
were not the same

alright, okay

originally written and performed by tyler childers
produced recorded mixed and mastered  by myself
recorded at room 107 cedar falls

Well my bu ckle makes impressions
On the inside of her thigh
There are little feathered Indians
Where we tussled through the night
If I'd known she was religious
Then I wouldn't have came stoned
To the house of such an angel
Too fucked up to get back home

Lookin' over West Virginia
Smoking Spirits on the roof
She asked ain't anybody told ya
That them things are bad for you
I said many folks have warned me
There's been several people try
But up till now, there ain't been nothing
That I couldn't leave behind

Hold me close my dear
Sing your whispering song
Softly in my ear
And I will sing along
Honey tell me how your love runs true
And how I can always count on you
To be there when the bullets fly
I'd run across the river just to hold you tonight

Well my heart is sweating bullets
From the circles it has raced
Like a little feathered indian
Callin' out the clouds for rain
I'd go runnin' through the thicket
I'd go careless through the thorns
Just to hold her for a minute
Though it'd leave me wanting more

feathered indians

recorded room 107 cedar falls

u move forward thru the darkness n u try to carry on
cause all the things that make u heavy are all the things that make u strong
n I wont see u in the morning girl iv got to move on
I think ill drive to Colorado n just try to get along
all the mountains call out my name and iv gotta join their song
and I wish that you'd come with me but ur stuck in cedar falls

every time I start up this old truck and drive away from you I get a little more fucked up
and every time the sun sets in the (cedar) valley I wish I could feel ur love one more time

all the things that make u heavy

recorded room 107 cedar falls

u ever wake up covered in your own blood
they tell u slow down but u cant sober up
they tell u quit it but u cant stop these drugs
snorting pills in the dark I mean jus cause

in love w these uppers I hate being down
u kno im down rn but I wont make a sound
all this pain, and I cant do it alone
1 Ritalin turns to 6 straight to my dome

I jus hate myself n ion know y
tell me u love me tell u ion wanna try 
my eyes always low cause I love getting high
I been high all week n now I think I wanna die

ritalin

recorded room 107 cedar falls

it gets so cold this time of year
the winds blowing fast and loud and clear

the leaves are all falling and so am I
ig that this is how it feels to live a lie
n all the sand in the road is a telling sign
that if I fall beneath the moon ill freeze tonight

I gotta make it thru the night
I promise that I wont lie one more time

ill make it thru the fucking night

make it through the fucking night

original by lil peep and kryptik 
piano recorded bluegrass cir / vox recorded room 107 cedar falls

star shopping

after hours - charlieonnafriday flip

me n all my brothers stuck in champagne showers

champagne showers

theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back

wings dont grow back
where the drugs at
I been fightin for my fuckin life u dont kno that
as of lately I been feeling u u should kno that
another Friday im off the drugs where the hoes at
knows that, baby where my blow at
prozac, ion take no prozac
im rly off these drugs I think u kno that
u cut off my wings now I cant go back

theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
theres no goin back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back
wings dont grow back

wings dont grow back

dancing w my mama watching me
iv seen things no kid should ever see
dont roll ur dice on me too many times
well it'll look like rain in iowa the way your tears wont dry

@poothtaste

tears won’t dry
almost ice
scar my heart jus to know that I’m alive
Battling myself until the bloody end
toxins on my shoulders there’s no medicine
N I got it from here but I’m never rly free
Pain in my ribs thinkin all these scars won’t leave
would it kill u to know cause it hurts me to be
if I’m laid to sleep then at least I’m at peace

dancing w my mama watching me
iv seen things no kid should ever see
dont roll ur dice on me too many times
well it'll look like rain in iowa the way your tears wont dry

(bonus) rain w/ toothpaste

thought I had it all
but its laid to waste
tellem bout me still
dc what u say
singing different notes
than I was yesterday
always standin tall
tatt it on my legs
roll a wood and face
I cant feel my face
I get super high
it alwys feel the same
I wonder bout u still
I hope that u ok
this blunt number wade
now watch me fade away

idk all of ck's lyrics so I won't try n fuk it up

wade w/ carter kilgore

bon iver - heavenly father flip
bon iver - heavenly father live at sydney opera house flip
ever since i heard that howlin wind...

free now

searchin

campanile

snuff

i promise, i'll try

the way that i see u

anytown

the train always comes

shine

crashhh

knee jerk (+ homecomingqueen)

alienhellportal (+ homecomingqueen)

https://youtu.be/E-OoMut-ung

Glory to the goblin who has less trouble with being honest than I do
And if it's all the same to you, I care about you too much for me to say the truth
And do you really need proof that I've been doing everything that I'm supposed to
If I'm not better yet at least I'm close to being who you want, don't believe me than I'll show you
Imma show up to your house when you least expect it
I know where we're heading I don't need directions
Sections of my brain are intersecting with my heart
Insane the way it messes me up
I see us leaving in a beat up Prius
Or whatever means necessary for my end game
You can take all I have even my last name

The sorrow that I'm in, it might never end
My mom asks if I'm in my head again
I just said I'm fine and I went to bed
She'll know I was lying in the morning
How I feel is not as important as your trust in me so ignore this
But I've been losing sleep pre-contorting what you'll say to me if I'm up in the morning

Glory to the chosen few who don't shake things up when they're boring
Wish that I was you, I always choose a path without reading the warning

prince goblin

ALL PLATFORMS

glory! glory! (+ homecomingqueen) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

no_ember (+ homecomingqueen)

prod @hcqueenxo
vox @lilwetwet2001
mix @lilwetwet2001 / @bedhead2001
master @bedhead2001

shawty wanna stab me
skrt off inna taxi
backstreet
cause me n u 2gether wasnt passion
i take all my money and i put it in the mattress
i used to fwu but these memories r plastic

i overreacted
i think I care abt a bad bitch
used 2 b in luv broke my heart n moved past it
shawty gotta bf but we lookin past it
she told me a secret but im movin in the fast lane
used 2 b broke now im buyin out all on the cash train
shawty lonewolf n ion wanna share my last name
shawty so good fuck me like ur inna bad place
i was in the club fucked up inna sad way

bitch catch a taxi thinkin u cld have me lackin
cause me n u 2gether wasnt passion
i take all my money n i put it in the mattress
i used 2 fwu but these memories r plastic
i overreacted

ice cream cone on my neck n my fingers
so fuckd up i cnt even feel a thing yeah
i been really baggin imma count my money backwards
i reach out 2 touch her ion even rly have her

overreacted w/ lil wet wet

prod @hcqueenxo
vox @mead0ws-mirrorville / @polar333
mix master @bedhead2001 / @polar333 / @mead0ws-mirrorville

i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
i dont wanna b the bearer of bad news
gotta leave n gotta go where i have to
folded under pressure
sorry that i had 2
tell the truth even when its tough 2
we grew different not the same as i found u
ill nevr mean 2 doubt u
can u tell me what i even do around u
rain songs booming thunder flowers bloom
i can still hear ur voice in a loud room
am i allowed 2 move on do I have 2
and when we leave which of us is gonna pack 2
u dont wanna stay so why should i fix it
u wanna text message when im floating thru dimensions
i understand the tension i wanna read my sentence
but every conversation that we have is so intensive

so lets just lay here
all alone
lets just separate our hearts
try 2 call this place a home
n nobody knows that this isnt perfect
nobody knows that this isnt worth it
n maybe im wrong
all these streets i run around r not my own
n i dont wanna talk so ill sing u a song
n I dont wanna talk so i just throw my phone
just throw my phone 
n now im alone
i was tryna talk 2 u but its 2 hard
want it more than ever baby im 2 far
i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
im cryin every night if I have 2

bloom w/ mead0ws + polar333

prod @hcqueenxo
vox mix master @lilbearshawty
@mirrorville

wasted all of my days spent contemplating
whether it was love or a facade i cant take it
even tho ur wrong n im right ion say shit
leave out 2 dry by the fire leave me waiting
say that itll end in time iv been patient
i dont like eye contact or conversation
unless its w u i can face it
all we hav is trust but it takes 2 2 break it

ik that iv got some bad habits arent good for me
ik that u rly wanna talk u cant get over me
i been all alone in my room thinking depressing things
commas come around but im so done explaining pleasantries
hear ur from the rng im here cause im supposed 2 b
i wont let u closer know i always keep a shield on me
iv become a hermit shawty posted up on st
building up my walls again its better than u were 2 me

facade w/ chemicalfarm

make a wish (+ homecomingqueen)

its just medicine
i think of u when i feel the breeze

when i met u

roll

n im sry tht it took me so long
2 see u the way tht i do now
i was so lost now im so found 
u glo in the club light
i need u 4 all mine
dnt waste no more damn time
stay right on me
were fine ull see
feel it in my chest
my heart it nevr rest
my dear were such a mess
smoke ur last cigarette n

roll

homecomingqueen

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