ig: @919slum

im miserable

eye bags wear my spirit down what im exhausted from
mane this shit so cold inside my heart that even the frost gets numb
i take this pills until my mothafuckin brain goes dumb 
i smoke get strung until im inna iron lung

I cannot comprehend why the fuck I even attempt to live
Relapse my only friend inside the reddish lens
The hellish feeling, pop a pill, and get ahead again 
You can never find me happy in my element
I like to sit in corners bout no fuckin residents
Im in yo residence doing all the freaky sniff 
A pill and then I hit all to forget what do exist
I came back down and where im at i do not recall then 

Everybody comin around asking who why what 
And I cannot be bothered cuz i dont give a fuck 
Fall asleep hind the wheel if they tryna keep me up
Cuz Im nodding while they talking and I see them throwing up 
ANd it aint from disgust hallucinate what 
Is all in front and it come at once 
Head hit the lunch table, breath unstable 
Tile meets my body unable to 
Control myself, muscle convulsions 
Ribs move and shift at a breathing moment 
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens 
Oh my Jesus Christ im hopeless
Control myself, muscle convulsions 
Ribs move and shift at a breathing moment 
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens 
Oh my Jesus Christ im hopeless

919SLUM - HOPELESS

187MENACEMANE - I KNOW WHAT YOU DID (Ft. PAIMON, $AD GOD THE $AD MANE)

ig: @919slum

fourth eye records
mordheten
pain is everlasting

lyrix:

Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 

liquor, straight killer, black fit with gold, steeler 
FYM, get hit with the benz, watchin me ascend 
KIA, with the fuckin E, do not fuck with me 
Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 

Grip that tool and break yo skull? 
Junt has got me wonderful 
Prozac and an acid tab
Deathly feelin in a dab
Sittin in the library 
You know I'mma get scary
Watch yo fly into the sky 
Goodbye wonderful fairy
Mane, I'll, do, any, thing, just to cause fury
Kill a bitch cuz the pain that she is causin me
Deep think blood rot brain rot everything 
4 rings on me but not one a wedding ring 

Bitch, light up my blunt with the sun itself 
Only me could end myself 
Bitch, light up my blunt with the sun itself 
Only me could end myself 

Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 
Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 
Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 
Got that overview, looking over u, what i'm spos'd to do 

Slum slut a bitch out, took her to the deep south 
There is all types of substances all up in her mouth
Pills, throw em down yo throat 
Now you start to see a ghost 
Feel like Levigne I'mma float 
Go away but never go
Let it go 
Fourth Eye Records, mordheten, is bound to blow 
We do shit you'll never know, we done shit you'll never know 
Put in work for several years, over this shit shed a tear
All my lean is white inside my cup, bitch best get down low

919SLUM - WHAT THE F*** AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

ig: @919slum and @syndfall

vocals by nikita + africa (SyndFall + 919slum)
mixing and prod by africa cook (919slum)
cover art by nikita (SyndFall)

sample: And End - Yellow


LYRICS:

[VERSE 1: SYNDFALL]
Öppna up graven, och du hittar mina sagor
"The tales of a man consumed by his sorrows"
I'm a porcelain doll, stuck up in the gallows
One question in mind, where the fuck is my shadow?

Press any key, I'll sound like piano
Since I turned 18, been wishing for the arrow
Don't wanna be me, it's a never ending battle
In my sick dreams, where I lay Inside the gravel

In mold where I found this beauty of mine
Decay and rot they fill my mind
The corspes stack high, no end in sight
Like a towering beast that consumes the night

I don't ever think of anyone else
And its prolly for the best, that I got put to the test
Finna say it with my chest, I really feel blessed
For not giving a fuck about those I call friends

[CHORUS: LUV.NIKITA]
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole, believe me that I've been cold
With no one to go to, I'm standing on my own two
I know I'm breaking homes too, I know that it exhaust you
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole, believe me that I've been cold
With no one to go to, I'm standing on my own two
I know I'm breaking homes too, I know that it exhaust you

[VERSE 2: 919SLUM]
in my shell i sat and remained, never planning to ever reach out once again
cuz every single time it came back just to blast
shatter my face till the bones crunched in half
had no plans for a 'scape for the pain
got sober ever since i got caught one day
so im clean, no love is just what it seemed
till homie said up to me

"man say fuck it, just
holla at whoever try to link up
if it dont work, so what, mane dont give a single fuck
you aint not sum ugly mf at least try yo luck"

shit, why did i listen in retrospect ive always been just a hopeless case
first girl i met on this escapade, ruined me worse than my broken face

talked it out for months, but she fallin out to lust
over time her responsiveness dropped, so I'm thinking now what
Maybe twice a day we communicate, usually paying compliments
Thinking to myself "what the fuck"
Shit had fucking changed, it aint used to be this way
Remember talking myself and the mental blood stains
She was with me thru the shit and she said it was okay
What drove her away came clear when I said I had enough

Effort I put in, she hardly put any
My love it was plenty shown
Told her I'm going my way
Told her to not follow the trail that I left of bones

Check her IG bout a couple days later, got a new man in her home
Man ever since I ain't really give a fuck I've been just balling out on my own

I had been played, fuckin crashed damn near
NEver felt so called out and weird
2nd place finisher, race was just two
Ruined my thoughts with a new attitude
Now all I sense is doom
That is the feeling that looms, and hate
Hate it has filled up my blood
Hear it in what I create, bitch i got pains and the aches
Relapsed, when I got ghosted by another bitch
Cuz I should've known better I was dumb
Did stimulants while I sat on the floor
Tweaking and shaking, my facing going numb
Crying questioning praying to God
Tell him to end me through a yelling sob
Told him if he wont then I'll do the job
I'm tired of not being happy cuz the brain rot

All I really feel is my decay
All I really feel is my decay
Its another day mane, vision stayin gray
All I really feel is my decay

NEVER STOOD A CHANCE (SYNDFALL + 919SLUM)

ig: @919slum and @ilynikitaz

vocals by nikita + africa (luv.nikita + 919slum)
mixing and prod by africa cook (919slum)
cover art by nikita (luv.nikita)

sample: And End - Yellow

"MORDHETEN I: WE PUT TEARS ON MOTHER'S FACES" COMING SOON

LYRICS:

[VERSE 1: LUV.NIKITA]
Öppna up graven, och du hittar mina sagor 
"The tales of a man consumed by his sorrows"
I'm a porcelain doll, stuck up in the gallows 
One question in mind, where the fuck is my shadow? 

Press any key, I'll sound like piano 
Since I turned 18, been wishing for the arrow 
Don't wanna be me, it's a never ending battle 
In my sick dreams, where I lay Inside the gravel

In mold where I found this beauty of mine 
Decay and rot they fill my mind 
The corspes stack high, no end in sight 
Like a towering beast that consumes the night 

I don't ever think of anyone else 
And its prolly for the best, that I got put to the test 
Finna say it with my chest, I really feel blessed 
For not giving a fuck about those I call friends 

[CHORUS: LUV.NIKITA]
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole, believe me that I've been cold 
With no one to go to, I'm standing on my own two 
I know I'm breaking homes too, I know that it exhaust you
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole, believe me that I've been cold 
With no one to go to, I'm standing on my own two 
I know I'm breaking homes too, I know that it exhaust you

[VERSE 2: 919SLUM]
in my shell i sat and remained, never planning to ever reach out once again 
cuz every single time it came back just to blast
shatter my face till the bones crunched in half 
had no plans for a 'scape for the pain 
got sober ever since i got caught one day 
so im clean, no love is just what it seemed
till homie said up to me 

"man say fuck it, just 
holla at whoever try to link up 
if it dont work, so what, mane dont give a single fuck
you aint not sum ugly mf at least try yo luck"

shit, why did i listen in retrospect ive always been just a hopeless case
first girl i met on this escapade, ruined me worse than my broken face

talked it out for months, but she fallin out to lust 
over time her responsiveness dropped, so I'm thinking now what
Maybe twice a day we communicate, usually paying compliments 
Thinking to myself "what the fuck"
Shit had fucking changed, it aint used to be this way 
Remember talking myself and the mental blood stains 
She was with me thru the shit and she said it was okay
What drove her away came clear when I said I had enough 

Effort I put in, she hardly put any 
My love it was plenty shown 
Told her I'm going my way 
Told her to not follow the trail that I left of bones

Check her IG bout a couple days later, got a new man in her home 
Man ever since I ain't really give a fuck I've been just balling out on my own 

I had been played, fuckin crashed damn near 
NEver felt so called out and weird 
2nd place finisher, race was just two 
Ruined my thoughts with a new attitude
Now all I sense is doom
That is the feeling that looms, and hate 
Hate it has filled up my blood 
Hear it in what I create, bitch i got pains and the aches
Relapsed, when I got ghosted by another bitch
Cuz I should've known better I was dumb
Did stimulants while I sat on the floor 
Tweaking and shaking, my facing going numb
Crying questioning praying to God
Tell him to end me through a yelling sob 
Told him if he wont then I'll do the job 
I'm tired of not being happy cuz the brain rot

All I really feel is my decay
All I really feel is my decay
Its another day mane, vision stayin gray
All I really feel is my decay

MORDHETEN - NEVER STOOD A CHANCE (SYNDFALL + 919SLUM)

interpolation: apati - livet ur en dares synvinkel

ig: @919slum

pain eternal 

lyrix:

Another day, four walls locked, break barriers with speakers 
Sunday, should've slept in, stead I seen a  preacher 
Haven’t done my laundry in at least a couple months 
I stunt and I get money so it’s hard to give a fuck 
Navy blue fit on me, same color eye, you despise 
When I break into yo house and walk around with candle light 
Only be so dim, you see him? Fill my wallet to the brim 
Collect the check and then I spin my tires off and once again 

Flying like a butterfly, oh bitch think she so pretty 
You don’t know the harm I cause I’m stanging line a bumble bee 
To keep it G, keep it real, I don’t care bout how you feel 
Bitch get on yo knees and keep me pleased, you best know the deal
Lay back on my spot, off the percs and other oxy pills
Thought I died, I checked my pulse, the shit was barely there but still 
Peepin at the sun that’s barely crackin thru my window sill 
Dying on the floor, once again, my soul face the steal

Can’t relate to what I’m speaking on, then you don’t get it 
Yeah, that fool said “spin the block” but I ain’t spinnin 
I been livin off the grip, just like a proof that’s just a given 
You ain’t really rappin till yo discog creepin on 4 digits 
Hoe 

Break me off a junt so I can just relax 
I ain’t feeling on no acid tab 
There’s a Milli ways to make a heart race
You gon see the steel, are u GON live anotha day?

919SLUM - ANOTHER DAY PT. 2

ig: @919slum

piano by me 

mordheten

lyrix:

Blood thirsty, tryna quench it off, I got that robo for that cough 
I rev that TORO, when its on, and now he getting to runnin off
Chains runnin down my apparition like a chainsaw 
Zombified body, got an internal brain gnaw 
Migraine, bloody piss, I'mma a case to study, list 
Your favorite musicians, mines go 919 and then probably Liszt
Understand this trick that you cannot trick me, ain't no board to flip 
I'll lay you like a brick if you try me or Nikita for shit 

Let's see the world through my eyes, glory almost bounded, blind
Gagged yo body tie yo hands and cut the lines that run thru them
Waste of time, dirty dime bags for these elusive swines 
Safe and fine, I drink Monster and them Ghosts, not no Prime

The hosts for awful parasites
Tear a share for you then swipe 
Yo nose across the stand of night 
The snow black you out, there ain't no light 
It's dark, feel my way around 
My heart, playin rapid sounds 
Vapid mothafucka's tryna rap, ain't no passion found 
Faction be Mordheten by the mound is where yo body down 
6 feet below, no one knows, chafe yo skin and watch you drown
Wear your skin just like a suit, drivin', see a prostitute 
Blowing off one hundred rounds, loot her body, nothing found

Killa season nippin at yo nose just like Jack Frost
What did I just take up on my nose? Think the product's lost
Fade into a blacker room, filled with candles lit in doom
Written through the smoke is a big demon, don't know what to do 
Found the light switch somehow, it was just a bitch from Liverpool 
Left the room, that ugly bitch try eat me like sum fuckin shrooms 
Where I'm coming is a site, nine one nine is bringing doom 
Soul stealing, immortal, fightin just like Shang Tsung

919SLUM - APPARITION LIKE A CHAINSAW

sample: The Boats-The Ballad For The Girl On The Moon

ig: @919slum

mordheten

pain is everlasting lol

lyrix:

eye bags wear my spirit down what im exhausted from
mane this shit so cold inside my heart that even the frost gets numb
i take these pills until my mothafuckin brain goes dumb 
i smoke and i get strung until im inna iron lung
Hopeless living round the way 919 
Prozac, Ritalin, feel like imma die 
Caffaine ravage me issa suicide 
I went hopeless in my questions asking who Am i

I cannot comprehend why the fuck I even attempt to live
Relapse my only friend inside the reddish lens
The hellish feeling, pop a pill, and get ahead again 
You can never find me happy in my element
I like to sit in corners bout no fuckin residents
Im in yo residence doing all the freaky sniff 
A pill and then I hit all to forget what do exist
I came back down and where im at i do not recall then 

Everybody comin around asking who why what 
And I cannot be bothered cuz i dont give a fuck 
Fall asleep hind the wheel if they tryna keep me up
Cuz Im nodding while they talking and I see them throwing up 
ANd it aint from disgust hallucinate what 
Is all in front and it come at once 
Head hit the lunch table, breath unstable 
Tile meets my body unable to 
Control myself, muscle convulsions 
Ribs move and shift at a breathing moment 
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens 
Oh my Jesus Christ im hopeless
Throwin up Imma dead man walking 
Might as well go buy me a coffin 
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens 
Oh my Jesus Christ im hopeless

919SLUM - WHAT THE F*** AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

Healed Slum [fka 919SLUM]

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