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lyrics ⬇️ 

let me just tell you 
some reasons
for leaving you aside
hard to even let you come near me
when you come tell me lies
and I Don’t wanna listen to nonsense for all of my life
yea I don’t wanna promise I’m looking at you for my light

it’s not you
yea you make me nauseous 
pop 2 in the mornin then clock in
at noon get a break for my social life
I tunes and YouTube keep me occupied 

yea like what’s new
every single day same thing no new shoes
yea like maybe it’s true
i don’t gotta live a life full of that loot
get off go home I don’t need you
not my problem don’t got a clue

yea yea that’s how I live now
big mouth made me move away to the big town

alright I getta lay down
new found under the light now
get out if you want the light off
so bright I’m livin my life god

there’s so much more to this life that you could never know
it’s so important inside that you protect ur soul

yea I wish I never met you
all the time that We spent gave a bad mood 

yea yea you should get a tattoo maybe it’ll last you longer than the last 2
yea yea
tried to save it that’s true but never knew you’d lemme get away with something so rude

protect your soul (yunny goldz)

cracks in the pavement w/ decks & brecken  [irby]

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too

fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake
sealing my fate
breaking my body let it decay x2

cuz up in my head i’m enough
but when i’m with you, you’re not feeling my love
you put the knife in my back
so i put my drink in my cup

stuck in a haze
lie to my face when you said we won’t break up
so iv just been out on the run
hand on the trigger 
you’re pointing the gun

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks 

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too


fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake

fighting myself

emilee (kingtheta)

lay me down to rest w/ dylan lotus

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lyrics - 


- heartavenue
catch me close 
watchingfog roll down my window
see the towns lights shudder in a dim glow
was too dark couldnt 
see you in the violets
dont wanna talk
but you know i hate the silence

leaves form around
the cold came again
my eyes too low
smoke in the rain i guess
whats the point of love 
without the pain
it is
another one of ur statements

im blowing smoke its like 3pm
and these grey skys
i tried my best
morning mist
i havent slept
im too paper thin
love was lost 
cant be found again
rolling blunts
just inside my bed



-somebody
this is where i draw the line
taking pictures faded lives
told me im not worth her time

take some time to myself now
year to learn but im finally myself now
im finally myself now
i can fucking leave now

I miss watching the leaves fall. w/Haurient (arcane x jang0)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead.m4a (feat. LOAT!)

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

I miss watching the leaves fall. w/Haurient (arcane x jang0)

ǝnuǝʌɐʇɹɐǝɥ

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