prod me 

lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
if i could wait at all
i'd hesitate too much
this patience takes too long
it's time to move it up
this queue's been taking months
what's wrong with me don't know
it's time to play along
no matter how much 

time it takes
away from what
i wanna do 
i gotta do 
the things that i 
have said that i
would do 
it's only right
i promised you

so long the wait
what's on the way
will come sometime
if not today
i might complain
and try to change
my life i might
just stay the same

is there something wrong
i never felt so odd
have i ever felt this way before
can i shake it off
does the past repeat itself can
i control its knobs
will it ever fade away
when the feedback talks

tell me what to say and i'll
go writing every page
i swear it's harder than it was
to get my thoughts out of my brain
is it the drugs that im not taking
or the fact that i've been wasting
all my energy on things that i don't
have so much to say about 

what's with all this hatred
thought i loved all my creations
is the feeling even mutual
my heart is always racing 
for another explanation
a disaster in the making 
these assumptions that i talk about
are nothing but invasive 

do i really need to get
these people up to speed
i guess its all i know to do
i really shot both of my feet
it's hard to run without those shoes
and to be honest i dont think
that all the things i have to say
are so important i should speak them

so let me try my best
to make some sense out of this mess
i think it's funny how expression
always leaves me feeling less than
everybody that's invested
in this broken fucking system
i've awoken through my wishes
something that they gonna listen to

delay tactics (prod. flesh x nihil空)

04 [bonus]

th_unkown ends up becoming all u kno.

lyrics

picturing the silence in the shallow nights
every time u take a breath antother candle lights
i didnt thin id be here looking at the world this way 
this fragile skin is all what holds this tainted mind x3

/

i carry bagange 
but listen understand this
its not easy always lifting when u dont now what the plan is 

/

i hope i manage 
but heavy hitting damage 
can hit at any moment 
its not all hopefless if I vanish

/

20 fucking years ive hid inside this mud
ive lived this way
i love the way i get told the things that help me fucking hate
the way ive molded taken shape i had a place where I belonged
u look at me like its familiar 
but u wont know this pain

/

the next time i look in the mirror i will shred my fucking face
and i will do the world a favour. someone’ll take my place
and make the most of what they have 
this a toast to all those sad
stuck in the past
a sinking boat
where waters vast

/

just sink the glass
the pressure building i cant push it back
ill leave you behind a pact
trust my words and they will last

soul shredder

soul-shredder [bonus track] (stillvanishing)

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

[verse]

I’m terrified, in the light I die inside 
Switch lanes I cry inside
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
I been lost my mind I’m tryna find it 
Hide behind walls I’m frightened 
Closing all doors I’m blinded by my 
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
Blinded by you ooh (sky’s)
You ooh, you ooh  
Now I look towards the sky’s 
Beauty disguise 
See the truth through the lies
Beautiful blue sky’s 
I show you I show you things 
Show you I show you things

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

generation by generation i lose value (feat. wokely) (quinnin)

yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

spotify

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

lyrics

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

these walls get painted grey and i
know lead is what went thru my mind
these rounds u put in me reside
in my chest
in my heart
i cover my eyes

take grasp
of your
surroundings

step to me
i mite kill him rite now
blood up in my teeth
think u need to pipe down
lights out
imma knock his lights out
lie down
body parts floating round

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

cross the moat , into the castle

phases

phases interlude (jabarionthebeat)

How it Feels

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yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

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