2/10/24 - think of me once in a while, take care m.j.c.

im sorry for what i did and how i treated you. ive noticed ive been trying to find you in other people but it’s not the same. i don’t expect a response but i have so many things to say to you. i hope one day you can forgive me. i know you don’t even feel the same but i can’t die without ever telling you that.  ill always care for you so if you ever need to talk no matter how old we are but i worry if you’ll forget me. but ill always be here since we last spoke but we both know that’s probably not going to happen.. 

i loved that you made me feel less alone and listen to me without judgment. i loved that you were a sense of consistency in my life and you gave me a reason to look forward to the next day.  you’re one of a kind and that’s why i fought so hard to keep you in my life. i can’t live with the regret of never telling you that. i can’t wait to see you in the next life :’)

2/10/24 - think of me once in a while, take care m.j.c.

hrtbrk havoc