time im to say 
before i go 
that i don’t know a way 
this could go 
and in another dream 
i will make up everything 
a way from all alone 
all for our first home 
i pretend it 
won’t hurt as bad 
as everything i’ve ever had to have 
an would ask me 
like i knew 
how much u 2 went thru to 
stand 
the other part of it 
would lie beneath my consciousness 
providing me within 
a beginning 
the harder parts of it
reside beneath subconscious 
finding me seren 
i was open

permeation (demo)

take from 
fake forms 
or nourish me from 
the poisoning 
the fire in me fills 
voids beneath
far from 
wave forms are
so concentrated on 
permeating 
if i could fake it
you know where i’d be 
time to 
start from all
the same beginnings 
sake of changing 
if you could make it
you know where i’ll be 
DAEAC#E capo 2

form from (demo)

they really said present your hobby or passion

commercials (extended play)

(my thoughts)
i’m on 
the way i’ve felt 
i fake
relate 
i take all 
my places 
distain? 
oh, no 
i face it.
relate 
barely 
taking all of 
my time away 
i say 
the same thing 
x2

pleochroic

nothing today has changed 
the leaves this fall are grey 
my head drifts eyes twitch 
i’ll be dead today 
in real life 
i’d fake my death to stay in bed 
and murder all my time 
in real life 
inside a home where all i know is 
comfort supports my knees  
when i was just a little kid 
would’ve killed it if i knew what i know now 
i’m all alone inside 
and i would kill just for a taste of your eyes 
when i forget i’m here 
i have the best dreams i’ve had all year 
all alone 
as i should be 
old friend 
why are you like that 
im broken 
like a government 
n u said 
i would be your only friend 
beside that 
i had everything 
old friend 
i’ll pretend ur dead 
it’ll be easier 
when ur out of my head 
tonight 
i forget i’m breathing 
as i try to find 
your reasoning  
do not be scared. love the people that you love fearlessly. harmony voice: dm for credit or removal o:  (:

throughyearstoolate (2019)

chatoyancy (demo)

set suppress

descriptiveness 
im listenin
heart turns over in a sense 
apart from its own chrysalis
deciding i am more than this 
falling out of wickedness 
destroying everything that lives 
why i'm still fixed on it 
lights are still flickering
my minds still apart from him 
far from the last time when 
i had almost everything 
my heartbeat was just listening 
to world surround me 
something gives 
n i fall into this abyss

dead oak demo

ceres

through headphones

programmed

hurt/heal

affirmations/sleepinstead (w/ stellanna music)

patience

Nick Rattigan is amazing I met him once at a surf curse show

current joys - way out here

bones (demo)

thank you Mark for making this track with me (;

earth sleeps (w/ sharkkymarky)

i’m my disguise

i woke up and immediately saw the moon

skateboard dream

thank u bryce tea for helping with this track

further within

why am i like that
i had but one task
one more sore throat
n i swear i’ll explode
sorrow tomorrow
n i know it’s cuz i smoke
i’m not suicidal
but i don’t like survival
swimming in my boat
irony hits my throat
the worlds i know
buried beneath the words i spoke
oh when i start complaining
you said no waiting
faked it
paintin
our faces
for safety
safe keeping you
follow daylight
bleed sun fire
learn, certain words hurt

jordan's Album

the worlds i know

bus seat colors (w/ rain pls)

the same change

i know by standing could be the hardest thing 
does he hurt you
more than in your dreams 
provide nothing
replay past things 
now we pity every little thing 
change up your routine 
know you’ve been fighting 
why can’t i just see home 
recognize your loved ones 
spill blood
sidetracked now 
i feel it every day now 
surfaces all scream loud 
feed rain water plant seeds out 
i would fall right out i found love 
probably from above but i can’t believe that stuff 
i hear someone wants to be loved
oh i can’t hear my own song i try to read along

leaf cutter

glowstick (extended play)

like violin

nerve ends

i heard her vacant throat 
try to moan 
i felt cold 
i giv up wastin health 
by the way 
can’t see ur breath in hell
i scream 
i won’t come 2 close 
i won’t stumble 
i won’t pull 
ballet  
i held ur phone 
by th way
u held ur own 
i take all these ways back home
while we fold 
too cold
for our arms to show
my waveforms before 
we all die from rain storms 
tied away from 

by the way 
i hav ur throat 
by the way 
i hav ur phone from home
by the way 
i held u oh 
had ur hand 
down ur throat 
father where 
is my home

heartless wilderness

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