produced by @enwymansion & owleeng
mixed by me

yea i try to fix it but i know i never would
way too fucked up im staring at this wood
never tried yea i know i never could
never talk yea cause its never good

and i stare into the mirror the man stares back
im so sick of being used i always fall flat 
yea my mentals getting worse yea its so bad 
i cant seem to make it work yea its so sad

and the money doesnt seem to fix the problems
no solutions dont know if ill ever solve them 
burn my bridges yeah i really do this often
talk about me but you do not even know none

yea talk about me but,
talk about me but you do not even know none
when i needed you yea never really showed up
yea i tried so hard but i know this isnt love

and i had to let go cause i know it isnt healthy
used to beg you but i know you wouldnt tell me 
you aint ever care about us or my well being
now that im finna be up you wanna crawl to me

back then yea these people wouldnt talk to me
now they tryna show love but they not with me 
with my people yea and thats all i need 
and it hurts because

always fall flat prod enwy mansion + owleeng

produced by @2aja
mixed by me


yea i cut ur name into me so i know youre permanent 
i cant give a fuck about my life im so damn sick of this
all the problems that i made theres no fixing them 
yea i know im not okay thats just how it is

nd i tried to hold you close but you had to let me go
yea ill always love you i just wanna let you know 
not a thing i wouldnt do yea you could have my soul
you can even break my heart and ill still come home 

i dont know yea im so damn hurt but im tryna push on 
yea i know i picked this road but its all my fault i cant seem to let you go 

(i cant seem to let you go 3x 
no i cant seem to let you go)

 and your kisses turned to cries yea it all turned to a mess 
i dont wanna be alive yea i swear im way too stressed 
yea i lost it all i swear i had nothing left 
yea i promise im done this the last time im doing this 

and i stare into your eyes 
something bout you got me hypnotized 
and i never realized what youd do to my life
lay awake inside my room i stay up everynigh

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