your green, it stands for go
while my blood red stands for more
well, you can dig, dig in the blade
cause i could always die another day

baby there's a difference in the way i treat you and
how i treat myself
there can't be anybody else
baby there's a difference in the way i hurt myself and
how you hurt me good
there can't be anybody else

baby, when you're feeling down
i'll lick the teardrops from your face
even when i lift you up,
you leave me gone without a trace

(though i'll stay, i'll stay)
that's why i love you's such a dirty word

baby, there's no remedy for this
too fucked to love ourselves
i know there's nobody else
there can't be anybody else
there can't be anybody else

baby there's a difference in the way i treat you and
how i treat myself
there can't be anybody else
baby there's a difference in the way i hurt myself and
how you hurt me good
there can't be anybody else

even still, i'll make you mine
that's why i love you attachment style

kavari - attachment style (jhl remix)

Iris / Daughter Of The Black Well

harakiri interlude

A phase of sleep characterized by rapid eye movements, low-amplitude, mixed-frequency brain waves, similar to wakefulness.

desynchronized sleep

@HEAVENFIRST is a post-club DJ, producer and visual artist based in Russia. Having gotten their start producing noise, drone and witch house music, their work has evolved into complex interpretations of club sound that harness dark and aggressive noise, referencing their lived experience, emotional turbulence and a lack of resolution; taking inspiration from artists such as Ship Sket, FITNESSS, Blood Of Aza and Kavari. They have a strong portfolio of solo work that they have released, including work alongside GHOST RAID and VALKIN, as well as a track on the TOYOTATHON compilation in 2024.

For this mix, HEAVENFIRST has included both their published and unreleased work, as well as a selection of curated inspirations that comprise their body of sound; dark, aggressive and turbulent in nature.

DETHMUTE files II: HEAVENFIRST

Gonna be posting the remastered version of this song on all plats next week !!

TRANSMISSION TOWER CORE

KAVARI - I WANT YOU TO BREATHE (ASYPHYXIATION MIX)

I WANT YOU (BREATHING MADE EASY MIX)

DUNGEON

@XXHARDBIT3S
https://formforum.bandcamp.com/album/phase-space

"PHASE SPACE" IS THE 7TH ALBUM FROM NYC-BASED CYBERNETIC-WIRED-EXPLOSIVE DJ AND PRODUCER XXHARDBIT3S. 
KNOWN FOR LABELS "UNITED JUMP FRONT" & "#UPSZN!" XXHARDBIT3S IS KNOWN FOR DEMONSTRATING THE PURE FORCE
OF THE EXPLOSION THROUGH A CHAOTIC BLEND OF JUNGLE/DRUM N' BASS, JERSEY CLUB, AND ELEMENTS OF HARDCORE AND JUMPSTYLE XE REFERS TO AS THE "OPPCORE" SOUND...

THE FOURTH ALBUM IN THE "OPPCORE" SERIES, XXHARDBIT3S TAKES A NEW AND UNIQUE APPROACH TO XYR'S PRODUCTION WITH "PHASE SPACE"
FEATURING A FUSION OF DRUM AND BASS, TRANCE, BASS MUSIC, AND DECONSTRUCTED CLUB WITH ONE PENULTIMATE GOAL: TO SHOW THE 
INFINITY WITH THE CHAOS OF EACH AND EVERY EXPLOSION.

*MORE INFO ON BANDCAMP*

CREDITS:
ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, PRODUCED, BY XXHARDBIT3S 
TRACK 2 FEATURES ADDITIONAL WRITING, PRODUCTION, AND MIXING FROM CITYSPROBLEM
TRACK 4 FEATURES ADDITIONAL WRITING, VOCALS, PRODUCTION, AND MIXING FROM MOTH.SANCTUARY
MIXING/MASTERING BY XXHARDBIT3S (WITH ADDITIONAL ENGINEERING FROM CITYSPROBLEM)
RELEASED BY FORMFORUM

XXHARDBIT3S:
https://linktr.ee/XXHARDBIT3S

CITYSPROBLEM:
https://linktr.ee/itsthecitysproblemnow

MOTH.SANCTUARY:
https://linktr.ee/moth.sanctuary

XXHARDBIT3S & MOTH.SANCTUARY - BLUESKY

Curse Performed, Incorrectly: Part I & Part II by Obelisk and Weyón

An ancient parable of hate, discontent and disfiguration

Cover by v3
mastering by autogenesis

https://formforum.bandcamp.com/album/curse-performed-incorrectly

Weyón soundcloud: on.soundcloud.com/tOezZRvqdHd6nH5NSa
Weyón bandcamp: weyon.bandcamp.com
Obelisk soundcloud: on.soundcloud.com/IDr2DVOPDzx1vPVuXJ
Obelisk bandcamp: obeliskeora.bandcamp.com

Obelisk and Weyón - Part II

feel really weird last 3 months and i wish i could just forgeteverything like just cancel my thoughts and dont think ever again 
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theres so many things i need to get done in order to just make my life safe and stable
i feel empty
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i caught myself on making music for people but not for myself, so i let myself  make something that only i would fully understand
i wish i could be more honest and open more often

iwishicouldcancelmythoghts

HEAVENFIRST

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