when im eighteen w/quannnic

Credits:
threedimensionsapart
kurtains 
heavn


ive been calling up your phone cuz i messed up
then you hit me really clear with the pressure
all that shit you really said made me act up
ive been doing good since the last one

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud

you wanna lie down
i really think you need a timeout
everything is good in the hideout
wanna take a walk but its lights out
i know you wanna act out
i dont really think thats good right now
talk a lot of shit while eyes out
i dont really care better pipe down

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud
yeah i really got some shit
i dont even wanna talk about
and i dont even wanna talk out loud
you said you really wanna go right now
i cant even find the best way out right now
keep on talkin bout another one
keep on that it was for fun
and im tryna find the best way out for us
ive been dealing with this shit but its too much

talk

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this one means alot 2 me


you wont talk
you got soft
you wont stop
this cant stop but 
you wont come for me
your not comforting 
i cant see a thing 
you keep tellin me
ive been on my own
not so broken home
just admit you know
where i need to go
could go overseas
but you still needed me
i cant let it be 
my scars they burn too deep


you keep on saying
you wanna understand it
but when i confess 
you just get so offended
wanna take all this shit 
just to wait for the ending
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting

airborne

im done with it

Stream

everything i say

Produced by kurtains
Art by me

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

and when we talk it dont last 
we used to skip out on class
and then we sat by the grass but you forgot

you took to many years 
you say that im the one to blame and its my fault

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

roads

roads (kurtains)

Produced by heavn & @quannnic
Mastered by heavn 
Written by heavn 




you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate
(come on, come on, come on)

just need a little bit
to get a little cooler
dont need the discipline
ill try to talk more sooner

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate

little loveletters

could never last

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

i see that you call 
then i throw out the phone 
dont matter at all
got a burner to go
you made a mess 
then you go complain 
its the same as the rest 
think im gooing insane
go feed a friend
dont pick up at all
my heads in the den 
come back in the fall

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

flysolo

You went so far away 
I won't get to explain 
Now you're roaming in my brain 
It's been so hard for me to stay 
Just stay for a sec 
Just let me, please 
I'll go make the bed 
Let me know when you're set 
Went through it all for the sex 
Helping you another way 
I'm driving fast but it's a long long way 
Stuck in the car I'll go insane 
need one more hour and I'll lose my brain
Hey buddy you're okay 
You're so funny I'm the same
If you do this then you're so great
Leave me here or go to play 
This is the great escape 
You're the one that plays the game
Don't you find it really strange 
Someone so close can change 
You went so far away 
I won't get to explain 
Now you're roaming in my brain
It's been so hard for me to stay

carsick

Help me tell me I'm okay
Remember when I'd ask you to stay
We'll keep doing this together
Live everyday forever
You see me on the stretcher 
You'll make sure I get better
Telephone when your not home
Keeps telling me to sing along
What'd you say
You wanna go
Sit down and think about the snow
We'll keep doing this together
Live everyday forever
You see me on the stretcher 
You'll make sure I get better
Play along
It won't take long
Stay for some
For so much fun

remember december

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You can call me back
Unless you say my name
Ill let you call my name
And things they stay the same
And then they never change
And baby don't complain
Just wait youll see my face
And then youll see my face
I'll let you call my name
Don't you scream
And baby its okay
But if you get too scared
Then you can call my name 
Then you can call my name
Then you can call my name
And when I see you 
I'll sit right with you
And when I see you
I'll sit right with you
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone

ending song

One
Two
Three
Uh
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
We're we close?
We we’re like the most
Don't get too close
Wanna be alone
I would change it for you
Go through changes for you
Some think it's not normal
But I would do it for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
Swing
Kick
Flip
Ship
Something random
Do whatever
Do something random
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you

for you

this song is a story thats very hard to understand

cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my legs give up 
i wont get up
its cause i think too much about forever and stuff
i call and text but its never enough
i try so hard but its never enough
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
i miss when it was all brand new 
you keep me close and tight but 
now i think it was all for you 
they all want so much more for you
i just want what is best that true
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you

queen of puppets

close me up
oh you veronica i love 
keep me close 
until you overgrow 
i overdose 
on the smell of all your clothes
you quick-escape into the burning sun
you lose your head when you deside to much
i wouldnt rather be with anyone 
why cant it only be the both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up
lets stay making angels in the snow
you stay in the middle where it grows
you want everything i ever known
you dont really even know
swirling round the purple angel dust
then we wait until the sun could gleam enough
you really wanted me to just shut up 
you know the pain inside you lives in both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up

veronica's shield

where i met Ü

wif u

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Say You Hate Me

say you hate me

@poorconnection
prod heavn


  Heavn

I’ll be moving fast I’ve been moving really HD 
I’ve been really curious like what you’re doing lately 
I’ve been into deep I just need someone to save me 
I’ve been doing good off this bag that I’m chasing 


I don’t even know how this bitch Thought she could Kick it 
I think that I’m high of the shits fucking kicking 
Big bitch Trippin songs I’m whipping 
we got a problem and I’m never going to fix it 


she want me now and I said hold up hold up 
y-yo bitch wanna come call my phone like too much too much 
bad bitch ratchet always cappin 
never had my back with this song is really slapping

I’ll be moving fast I’ve been moving really HD 
I’ve been really curious like what you’re doing lately 
I’ve been into deep I just need someone to save me 
I’ve been doing good off this bag that I’m chasing 



   POORCONNECTION

I can feel it in my guts you a dub
Think you chilling but you doing too much
Made some cash imma go and fuck it up
Tell me again why you wanna fuck with us
I’m really out of love

I don’t care if you say you are on the way
I make you wait I’ll take my time I don’t care if I’m late
You think you safe but i don’t have the time to hit the brakes
I’m feeling great cuz I don’t give a fuck bout what you say

yeah I’m driving in a Honda not a beam
The thing is I can beat your mans with ease no match for me
I ain’t sharing shit with you I’m taking all the fucking
green
Walking out of Neuman’s got me looking extra clean

Are my eyes bloodshot that look on your face
Tells me I’m doing the worst for you babe
Get your ass gone out my mind get erased
This shit hitting different I swear that shit laced

high definition +bodygaard

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

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whatimfeeling

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

end it +blackwinterwells

didntwanthis +dolly

understand

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this was gna b on the ep but nahh...... 
(this is the 2nd part of "didntwanthis" btw)

Lyrics 
im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)2x

I said you talk alot you know you dont
im sending shots alot i know im wrong
said you dont got alot ill give you some 

you givce answers , chances 
baby thats romantic 
i dont wanna talk now im trying not to panic
just leave me on my back for once 
ill tell you when to give it up

im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)3x

Chances

chances

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the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

Dying by summer

the blame

blame (kurtains)

https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heavn/see-through



you dont really like me but you wanna call back
its really tough I need to fall back now 
i dont wanna talk back now 
said you need to come back down
i dont wanna get that loud
i just really like that how 
you could treat me like that
you need to take a picture

(drops rings)

or something we can see through 
i dont wanna miss her
i dont really wanna read you
cause you dont talk at all 
you dont really go to talk for long
everythings just gone so wrong 
thats the reason why i made this song
dont want you to take too long 
i dont wanna feel so wrong 
even when you sing this song 
you still keep going on and on



you dont really like me but you wanna call back
its really tough I need to fall back now 
i dont wanna talk back now 
said you need to come back down
i dont wanna get that loud
i just really like that how 
you could treat me like that
you need to take a picture

(drops rings)

or something we can see through 

i dont wanna miss her
i dont really wanna read you
cause you dont talk at all 
you dont really go to talk for long
everythings just gone so wrong 
thats the reason why i made this song

heavn

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