Things will never be okay

Wrote this song about yk who, I miss you.
(Prod J^p^n) https://on.soundcloud.com/jiR8r
Vocals written, recorded, and mixed by me
Lyrics-
You know you like it when you watch these veins drip 
Tried to call my phone but that motherfucking blade slipped
Now I'm all alone and I can't face it 
Crying out for you but I'm blocked I can't say shit 
I can't say shit, she can't save shit, I miss that bitch 
I miss that bitch but I hate that bitch 
Man fuck that bitch 
I'ma take my life
By the end of the night 
I'ma take my life 
Baby good night

I Hope Someday You Hear This Song

I love you bones
Beat is " Still Deader Than You" by Greaf
Lyrics-
Nothing else to do
Locked up in my room with some thoughts of you
Nothing else to lose
Shut my eyes, slit my wrists, take my life for you
I'm dying too, 
wonder what you'd do if you knew the truth
I'd lie to you, 
tell you that I'm fine, but my life is through, my life is through
I'm lost again, 
searching for a reason even though it's the end
When the curtains set, 
still you didn't cry even thinking I'm dead, thinking im dead

What Made You Leave?

Just bought a rode NT1-A, did a peep cover to test it, fly high bro.

Hate My Life (Cover)

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Walk around town with a bullet in my head
Everytime I wake
I feel dead
I feel like I wanna quit
But I just cant
Even if I lose
This shit will never end

Visions of me hanging with blades in my throat
My veins are so cold
You just dont know
What its like to be me
Having nightmares for dreams
Praying to be deceased
Never get to know peace
I try to forget
My old friends
I miss them
But they're all dead
I have no
Fucking regrets
I'll be this way
Until my death

I Hope You Know I Dont Hate You

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Everyday Is The Same

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics- 
If it were my decision
I would end it all
Climbing up to fall
Rising up to fall
Take my chances with death
Nothing in my chest
Theres nothing in my chest
Ive got nothing left
Through this life I roam
Do it on my own
Do it with no soul
Do it with no hope
No god i believe
No god i can see
My sorrow follows me
It means nothing to me

I Think Too Much

(Produced By Greaf)
Lyrics- 
Wish I could forget
Could forget 
Bitch I feel dead 
I feel dead
Everything I dreamt 
that I dreamt 
I could never get 
never get

Ocean Of Tears

(Produced By Greaf)
Lyrics-
Nightmares I reside 
I got plans for my knives
Ima take ur head and the dreams you dreamt
I'ma make that shit all mine

I'm that gutter motherfucker 
and I'm hoping you catch my vibe
When you look to my eyes
you see nothing, dead inside

I got scars on my wrists
I got slits underneath my fists
And I'm chilling with your bitch
it's her final wish
I can't let her live 

I pass her the needle 
and now that little bitch ain't breathing
I know I don't need her
So I'ma let that foam keep seeping

I'm too fucking cashed 
I see through your mask 
you a pussy boy and I know that shit 
your life is just an act

I'm the darkest in this bitch 
I'm that grimey little shit
Fuck a note I leave a list
the realest when I spit

You can keep waiting
you won't get salvation 
There ain't no escaping
Your fate 
you gotta face it

The Sky Begins To Fade

(Produced By Greaf)
Living in the pit 
fuck that shit 
fuck that shit
Dying for a bitch 
That's my shit 
that's my shit
Double slit the wrists 
for my bitch 
for my bitch 
Watch it drip drip drip
I'm not shit 
I'm not shit

Triple Six Nonsense Super Rare Bonus Track

(Prod. Mayday)

Lyrics - 

Wake up 
with my head split
love how I made em all think I'm defenseless 
Now they question 
How I did it
How I Built a life up out of dead shit
Don't question
You wasn't there for it
This is how it is
Motherfuck a how it coulda been
Motherfuck a friend
Motherfuck a death
This is my story so Ill choose how it fucking ends
I don't fucking care
about the fucking pain
I don't follow fate 
no pulse in my fucking veins 
When I'm coming down 
shouting mayday
Yo shout out mayday
I'm gonna share the pay day
Yo

I Sold My Soul For A Chance I Didn't Even Take (Prod. Mayday)

(Prod. Silent Kiddd)
 
Lyrics - 

Im bleeding out
Fuck im freaking out
Never wanted to die
But now im blacking out

I heard a buzz 
And i checked my phone
I read the text
I know i shouldve know

She says that i love you
I cant wait to see you
Im glad that i met you
You know that i need how

How has your day been
Tell me what you been up to
How are you feeling
Do you think we can call soon?

Light headed
I dont think i can text back
No heaven
This might be my last track
Breathing slowly
Im starting to see black
Damn
I dont think ima come back

Something About Suicide

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Ronnie Mcnutt phone noises in da beginning rip homie

Heavensgate -

I'm leaking like a faucet
Got some bodies in the closet
Just a stupid little bitch
Don't even get me started

That ain't gold up on my wrists
That's just the pus leaking out my slits
Twisted rotten little words
Always slipping out my lips 

Always making my wrists cry
Popping pills til my brain die
Geeked up bumping polo right
Doing bumps of that snow white
Of that snow white

Spill my brains with a rusted nine
Let you see the thoughts inside my mind
From the hell that is my life
To this fucked up world of mine.

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Lucidforher - 

I'll try to make believe so i don't have to question you
I'm at the willow tree
Feeling more empty than i do
The devil wont even help me
Im stuck in purgatory 
Aware of everyones lies
And all their little stories
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)

Lakeview Hotel (Feat. Lucidforher)

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Everyday Is The Same

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