(Prod. Thersx)

Lyrics - 

I wish you never met me
I'm not good for you
You should forget me
Please just listen
Let me try to speak
I don't wanna drag you down
Run away from me

And no I don't relate to any of these fucking pussies
Fake their fucking tears trust me you ain't from the scene
Ima die alone it ain't what I want it's just what has to be
It's what has to be
Trust me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Come back everytime
Even death don't want me

No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
You could really save me with a call
One call that's all
No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
Youre the only light that I ever saw
That I saw
Ever saw (Huh)

I'm so far gone
It's impossible to help me
Ain't no fucking cons for the what the devil wants to sell me
Depression turned to income
Mental patient bitch I'm wealthy
The feelings isn't mutual
That's what you wanna tell me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Coming back everytime
Even death don't want me

You'd Be Better Off Without Me

(Prod. Silent Kiddd)
 
Lyrics - 

Im bleeding out
Fuck im freaking out
Never wanted to die
But now im blacking out

I heard a buzz 
And i checked my phone
I read the text
I know i shouldve know

She says that i love you
I cant wait to see you
Im glad that i met you
You know that i need how

How has your day been
Tell me what you been up to
How are you feeling
Do you think we can call soon?

Light headed
I dont think i can text back
No heaven
This might be my last track
Breathing slowly
Im starting to see black
Damn
I dont think ima come back

Something About Suicide

(Prod. Luv Miller x Heavensgate)

Lyrics -

Now that its my last night
And im about to take my own life
Is when i admit it
I guess i -
Miss you.

Though you will not hear it
But you were my final reason
I'm just breaking down
Place me in the ground

I knew you wouldnt be here
In the end i really dont care
I just hate this life
End it by, tonight.

I've got nobody
Everyone is gone
No it wont take long
Til im where i belong.

My Minds A Blur

(Prod. CRCL)

Lyrics -

Needle in my hand
Im bout to rubber band
My Arm up

World crashing fast
Im coming up so cashed
Goddamn bruh

Throw it all away
I'll toss it in the flames
My times up

Nothing else to say
My fate is razorblades
Goddamn bruh

Too Many Nights Alone

(Prod. shizukasuka)

Lyrics-

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could leave whenever

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together

Call me when you need me
Dont go when youre feeling low
Froze feeling cold
Hold close til its curtains closed

Got me on lock 
Popping hot til its three o clock
Just a dirty junkie dropping slop
Give me what i want.

Acid on my tongue
No fun
When im feeling numb
And i spun my gun
Brains are done
Man im feeling dumb

They wont love me while im here
Theyll just love me when im gone
My lifes a fucking game
And im just a fucking pawn

Dreaming My Life Away

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Heavensgate - 

No more thoughts in my head
It's my blood that i bled
Little bitch take a guess
Yeah I did what I said
I been hanging for 3 days
Rainy day for the ceiling
8 days just to find me
Half decayed so I'm leaking

Take my belongings
Toss that shit in the river
I mean nothing to you
You left me to whither
Heavensgate ain't a killer
Just a yung coffin feeler
Take my life by tonight
Goodbye kiss when I whisper

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Lucidforher -

And as the end starts to come
I run so gracefully from everyone
So baby hand me your gun
Cause death seems so worth it
I'm not that important to anyone

Creeping off the edge
Hopefully I'll stay alive
Talking to the dead
Baby I was crucifed
Hopefully I'll understand why everyone made him decide
Hopefully they'll understand why he committed suicide

Bloody Palace (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) Took 9 hours to make this.

Heavensgate - 

About to catch a flight
A flight
To the other side
Half a bar deep
Lets see
If i survive

Memories i keep
I bleed
Over fleeting lies
See the blood i seep
It leaks
From my weeping eyes

From sunrise 
To sunset
Im wishing
For your death
No breath left
In my chest
But i can-
Not stay dead

You broke my fucking trust so i put the gun to our heads
Seizing up in our blood
No more words will be said

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Lucidforher & Heavensgate (I did layers on his layers)

Cant decide if im alright
I just wanna die tonight
Trusting you is such a lie
And I dont wanna fantasize

Cant decide if im alright
Hoping that ill die tonight
Baby did you even try?
It's like your heart was paralyzed.

Heavensgate - 

From sunrise 
To sunset
Im wishing
For your death
No breath left
In my chest
But i can-
Not stay dead

You broke my fucking trust so i put the gun to our heads
Seizing up in our blood
No more words will be said

Rain And Isolation (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) [Remastered Version]
Original release was July 27th 2022
Heavensgate - 

There aint nothing left
But the rain outside
And youre still alive 
If only inside my mind
And you fucked me up
When i spilled my guts
And you gave no fucks
Are we finally done?

I wish i could be there again
I wish that it didnt end
It makes me fucking sick
Cuz i remember when
I would have died for you
I think i died too soon
The things that i would do
To get even with you.

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Lucidforher -

I still remember it
That night i have to forget
The stupid choice that i made to feel you right on my chest

But only if i had knew
The things that youd start to do
It fucked me up so much
Cuz i had really loved you
And now im stressed out again
Starvation for a dead friend
Days and months keep repeating
And it feels like the end
Shame on you that its over
Im so glad that youre gone
No more tears for eachother
Hurt yourself and go on.

Remembrance (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Ronnie Mcnutt phone noises in da beginning rip homie

Heavensgate -

I'm leaking like a faucet
Got some bodies in the closet
Just a stupid little bitch
Don't even get me started

That ain't gold up on my wrists
That's just the pus leaking out my slits
Twisted rotten little words
Always slipping out my lips 

Always making my wrists cry
Popping pills til my brain die
Geeked up bumping polo right
Doing bumps of that snow white
Of that snow white

Spill my brains with a rusted nine
Let you see the thoughts inside my mind
From the hell that is my life
To this fucked up world of mine.

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Lucidforher - 

I'll try to make believe so i don't have to question you
I'm at the willow tree
Feeling more empty than i do
The devil wont even help me
Im stuck in purgatory 
Aware of everyones lies
And all their little stories
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)

Lakeview Hotel (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 

I tried to tell him
You gotta let it go
Now hes 3 double o
Feet below

When the moon is full
You can find me cold
Laying on the floor 
With a slit throat

Ima crash and burn
I wont make it out
Watched my tears fell
This is my hell

Im a lost cause
Got a few scars
Leaking out my arms
Ive gone too far

And i hope you know
That i dont got a soul
And im all alone
Ima die
Ima die
On my own
On my own

And when i pass away never say 
That you wish you could've knew me
No one else up in this game is doing
What the fuck im doing.
Ima get a lil buzz when i blow my fucking head off
Saw it off
I could never give a fuck

My Brains Dripping Down The Wall, It's Such A Pretty Picture

(Prod/Mixed/ By Heavensgate) [I forgot to master this track, shit]

Heavensgate -

In my fucking casket smiling back saying bitch I made it
in them fucking stars looking down saying bitch you hate it
Bitch just save it
Gotta face it
Having basic contemplate
Heavensgate
ain't no replacing
I stay sick while you just basic

Bitch I got my wings out 
Find me in the sky now
Bitch I'm gonna burn it down
Talking about the scene now
I'm so fucking senile
First you gotta bleed out
Then you can see how
I came up on the scene now

Razors in my pocket
Mac 11 in my trench coat
Savior in my locket 
Gates of heaven leave em dead cold
Best go to bed hoe 
Not talking bout no rest tho 
The rest go to mess with the depths of their deaths hoe

Unnøticed -

Broken pushing through the pain 
Gain motivation then im frustrated its all the same things same day 
Fake faith 
Fake being brave
Hiding inside at night and dead asleep inside my grave 
Sorry i caved to the death in front of me 
Its better to bleed 
To show them what theyve done to me 
Drowning in my sorrows since i was just a teen life seems impossible hopping over obstacles while sound asleep 
Running from all the greed of life 
Freedom is in debt to me 
I cant dream
My rem sleep is fucking fried from the thousand highs load another 9 then reload another time 
Bullets stuck inside of me 
See my soul fly knocking on a strangers mind to see if its occupied but they've been delete 
So should i be or should i retreat 
Tired of life everyone seems better than me so i hate to try cause ive been denied unnoticed tried dont be surprised if i decide to flee

Rain And Isolation (Feat. Lucidforher)

✩Heavensgate✩

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