prod me

falling further
out of slumber
and into body
impressions
of the lunar deep
left upon
my wavering sight
i call a memory
from the silence
waiting for
my eyes to see
there is a calling
which seems to echo
to and from
the ageless vast
and when ive fallen
into that ocean
i cannot name
what has been left
what always followed
a deeper yearning
praying for
the days of home

Mirror

Occultation

summer 2021 freestyle.
lyrics:
Tell me honey what I know
That the wind will never blow
Tell me there’s no pain no more
I'm dying in a bath of blood
Tell me “wait, your fine” I know.  
Tell me what you want and I'll bring it all
Tell me what's wrong and where did you go
I never lie no more 
Now my life’s so hard But I feel hopeful
I’m invisible now. But I'm thinking of you
Deathn on my face. See it. Darling I know
Wondering through the woods. I see you in the night. I feel you around my shoulders like you did.
I know that I’m lost. I hold it in my hands.
I see it’s in your head. I know your in my head. 
I know that you know.
Say I know that you know
Say I know that you know 
Eyes stay close fingers crossing hand on my lips I won’t feel you there.
I can’t handle I keep slipping.
See this pain that I take for this.
You say you see this pain for once.
See my lips are cracked and bleeding.
I feel you in my chest 
I dream for you my dear 
Till its tearing me apart.
I dream for you till it’s tearing me apart.

I know

heavylungs feat. Mary Mortem - I Know

I Know feat. Mary Mortem

Lyrics: 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard
It’s not so 
It’s not so
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard it’s not it’s not 
It’s not so hard
Got a gun to my head so I blast the fucking shit and see the sky
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so
Tear off my head if I could 
You would not say a thing 
I’m seeing myself in my head 
I cannot see straight 
I fuck it up again 
Say I fuck it up again
Pull out my teeth and I can’t 
I can’t even see straight 
Drugs got me feeling insane
I cannot be this way 
Now I see what’s on your mind 
It’s on your mind
It’s on your mind
Mary what happened 
where have you gone
Mary where have you gone
It’s not so it’s not so
It’s not so it’s not so 
(And I know it’s not so hard an yeah I know)
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know yeah I know

Forever Smile (P. heavylungs)

lyrics:
I've showed my arms to my mother
I know she cares
I know she cares
I've showed my heart
To my father
I know he cares 
I know he cares
I've showed my wounds to jesus Christ I know he will forgive me 
I've showed my sins to you, my God. 
I pray for you, I pray for me.

a prayer for the unknown

https://solo.to/crook
LYRICS

I cant forget x4
Like fuck this pain 
I dont want think bout my options
Yeah im caught up in the rain 
While im thinkin bout some dark shit
Fuck what they say 
I cant listen to em barkin 
Fuck out of my face 
You aint really wanna start shit 
I found my escape 
Lay my body in the garden 
Digital estates
Make my life feel more imported 
Know it isnt safe 
But thats why its so important
Pressure in my brain 
Why living so fucking boring 
I cant forget x4

Funeral Options

music and lyrics written by Lazarus 
sung and performed by rivi palomino

𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜 [by Laz]
wake up andre and cal
0 degrees hitting count (hitting the count)
I lock the windows to
keep me away from you
did you relapse again?
are you meeting your ends?
burnt by the shape of the sun
crushed by the weight of what I've done 
wake up andre and cal
and school their socials to hell
I see a roof and 4 walls 
(for every soul that knows it's lost)
I see a roof and 4 walls 
(for every soul that knows it's lost)

piscataway dreams

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Heavylungs
Lyrics: 
When there’s nothing 
And all you can do
When there’s nothing 
Your stuck in a mood
All you can do an all you can do
Is fuck up and roll your bet
And tie yourself tighter
And all you can do 
And all you can do
And all you can do
Is tie it tighter 
And fuck up the mood
And fuck up the mood 
And fuck up the mood
It’s all you can do
It’s all you 
Kicking screaming 
For what you can’t get back 
Pressure, what you can’t get back
Kicking and screaming 
When no ones there for…
The rope it gets tighter 
It’s all you can do 
It’s all you can do 
Wrapped around you
It only gets deeper
It’s got its hands on you
It’s got its hands
Wrapped around you now
It only gets deeper 
It’s got its hands

It's nothing

instrumental composed by haemorage

Lyrics: All in my head

Ghostly lips, apocalypse, your terrified we're terrified. Hand me your heart hand me your eyes. See it all again I see you all again. 
Candles in the living room. Hand pressed on the flame. Razor wire, a necklace in this day. I hear you talking again all in my head. A hand pressed to a flame, my hand pressed to the flame. 
Grinding of my teeth, building in my head I see where I I'm falling all apart you see my broken days all the way.

My eyes I did it again, I'm falling asleep. 
My eyes, again and again I'm falling asleep. I'm falling asleep, I'm falling asleep,  I'm falling asleep.

My worn eyes I've seen it all before I've seen it all before.

Worn Eyes

Hello listener, thank you for listening to me, I am always there and I understand you perfectly, if you feel bad, I hope that my music will help you overcome difficulties, you are not alone, I love you.
All rights reserved.
https://vk.com/heavylungs21223

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HEARTFELT Ft. BLCKK (Prod. LFTD HGHTS)

Cover art by Kaylee Rae, format by Mary.

Lyrics:
Blink and I see the fucking money left 
And I see red cause I never ever felt it’s fair. 
I got a gun hold it to my fucking head. 
I got to run I don’t want you to see me fucking dead. 
Lost you in the night 
See the graves see this light 
I know that you want to see the internet 
I know you see me fucking dying on the internet 
sick of this pain lights in your eyes
Fuck the fame that’s you you say at night. 
You want the drugs want the high to never end. 
I want my life I want it all to fucking end. 
You see the scars on me 
When I fall asleep how I can’t get up 
How it falls beneath 
Sick of that bullshit 
Sick of writing on walls sick of the bullshit 
Sick of my mind 
Sick of these eyes that stay close an 
I can’t even keep em open when I try 
Fucked up on the internet 
You saying to much what you need for that? 
Saying to much say you say you been for that say you made it up say you fucking feeling it. 
Say you made it up say you feeling that say you really wish it’d fall right in your lap. 
Say you hear me bitch can you hear now? 
Say you ride until you wish and now I’m feeling out and now you feel me now and now you hear my words and now you say you hear me bitch say you know me now 
Sick of pussies talking about I can’t hear you now like Mary what you say? 
Bitch you hear me now.

Last October (p. heavylungs)

https://linktr.ee/heavylungs

heavylungs — one of Nikita Aguliarnii projects. Mainly engaged in producing other artists: composing, playing and recording music for them, mixing and mastering.  

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