-The Blackest Rose-  I slit my wrist Not blood that flows But, Tears that hit the ground Reflecting back  My love for life A plant begins to grow Leaves start to spread Like eagles’ wings And, Thorns the talons show That even through The darkest dark Still through life Love does glow Only love of the highest Comes from The Blackest Rose
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Here’s a Poem I made into a Song; For Madam Mina’s Heart…
The Song Has 886,890 plays online
As of today.
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oceans of time
onwards harkens youth
the way to decide
when a trail of death
is obvious
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awakened prince
diamond tears
Christendom 
could have fallen
but what’s to be done;
for love?
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a suicide so long ago
now searching in ways
not understood
yet…
you know
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three letters explain the month
when both wanted, waited
in different ways
yet for love…
you know
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satisfaction a world away
with such loss
to enter a new way
just a taste 
of forever begins
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to apologize for the
meaner things
they have to be
different they will
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for madam mina’s heart 
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This Poem is a Song as well: 
Alive Than Yesterday.. as of today: 89,532
plays online.
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Ends to an instant

Without following answers,

Lost in a question
Never quite the end of

And guessed eventually too:

More Alive Than Yesterday

Alive Yesterday...Or,

With end ending
Tomorrow a mystery,
And an entrance
Through... 

More Alive Than Yesterday
Alive Yesterday or,
More Alive Than Yesterday

Seasons flow
Lone moon waxes, wanes;

Smile in the dark

Let be what to let be

Smile differently,

Now it has come to pass:

 Alive Than Yesterday,
Alive Yesterday
More Alive Than Yesterday

Alive Than Yesterday

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Brought through so how
Thought ending up
Further out
And beyond self
How it did, When it does
Further out as was watched
To be if never because
Contractual eye contact
If the reason
Changing, Floats time
Day to night, Night to day
A reality based in rhyme
Everything changing, Strange way
Already as it seems to end
Those things written
Those things mind begins
And the forgotten
Ideas that stood after shaken
Reaching out from some point
As next is already
Done before, Goes on to say
Better screen, And mental disarray
Electricity
Unseen changes
Little seems unbelieved
Times three
Bizarre realizations
Differs beyond
What hasn’t quite
Become reality

A Wish

Far Gone Point Of View

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even shattered brain
moves on
what imagination
has accomplished
so far
while it reaches
moving
further ahead
once again
brought
malfunction
necessary to
recognize
realized to
make dreams
come true
unknown beliefs
assist as it goes
brain rupture
ending has begun
dreams electrified
difficult to detect
still grows and grows
braincells
when reality explodes
a further out
experience
before that happens
it ends
suspected failure
reaches a point
rather not wait
sometimes it’s never
known what’s right
the question of emergency
cannot believe
what’s been done
how exactly
it’s been done
the point of peaked
anticipation
seems come and gone
the other time was fine
everything goes, grows
at realizing
the wandering mind
shows
sanity
the virtue of insanity
your frequency
is being received
miles between
minds
travel
faster
than a 
heartbeat
out of time
it does
what it really does
it has increased
where it was
how it does
it is so it does
reality even has
it does
differently
realized
never the same
from change
to different 
change
human thought
how it does
as it shown
became enough
what 
it 
was
is not 
what 
it
is
now
changing
happens
always
BEYOND REACH
IT'S ALL OVER
HAPPENED AGAIN
THROUGH SCENES
NEVER BELIEVED
STEPS THROUGH THE MIST
BLIND
UNRECOGNIZED
WHERE IT ENDS UP
COMES THROUGH
SECOND GUESS
HAPPENSTANCE
IS GOOD
never again
what it was
won’t need to be
anyhow

Desktop

Magnet Holding To Glass

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Unsaid
Lurking Within Yourself
Distorted Mirror
It’s Own Language
Aurora Borealis
In A Strange Part Of The World
Unchangeable Belief
Scream Of Thought, Drowned Out
Wolves Howling In Thunder As Many Ways It Is Haunted Through The Rest Of Sense Of Order, Other Cultures, Bal-En-Ces See Dimensions As It’s Seen Because Of. Previously Unheard Of Second Guess This Time Around Brought To Mind Overboard To Seems Was Recalled Half Seems Possible The Bounds Of Love And Things Or Beyond Known Realities. Character Done ‘Till Deleted One Of Which Keeps Talking’ About. Carnival Lights Focus Future Tense Next Into What Was Through Witchcraft Release. Original Circumstance Out Of When Beyond Wandering Eyes, Technique Of Spiritual Awakening. Parallel Reality How At Times Shines Through Core System Passing As Semi In The “Can You?” On A Sharp Curve A Little Over The Limit Of Those Tings You Know Gets Out Further Those Things Go On Around Here Different Than They Were To Unseeing Eyes. Shattered Mind…
Sleep Paralysis
Shadow People
This Stranger
Spiritual Forensics
Forms Of Universe
Night Time Static
If Real Reason Explains
Motivation
Through Bizarre Paces
Constant State Of If Then Does
Alter Reality
Built Upon Well And If
As Suits Those Needs
As It Were
And Because
Average Science
Bioengineer Bees
Also Differences
More Radical
Sleep Paralysis
Realize Only After If
Left Alone

Halo Haze Reflected

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If How And
Good Education
If So Or Not
All The Time
Or Now
All The Time
Or Now
In The World
Oh Yea…
Forgot To Say
The Beginning
Or Maybe It Is
What Was Out
The, Out Further
Opportunity
How Because
As Was Right
Not Used To
As Everything Changing
Towards Forgotten
Towards An Further
Become
Chances Taken
Gain And Loss
Time Changing
How And It Does
So Far
To Find Out
Further Out
Once Again
What’s On
Again
As It Will
If Ever
And Becomes
What Does
If Forever
Is Just A Drop
Seen As Does
More As Some
If, Fine
Goes On
How And When
If It Does
As Far As
It Does
——
If It Does
As Far As
It Does

Reflections On An Echo

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If it can’t be avoided…
Should even explain
Connect Religious Paths
Notice Things
On it a awhile
Pathways
pretty messed up
Shows
Has been and goes there
End to the end of things
Memory wasted
Back to the counting of Braincells
What then to recall belief?
Answers all at once
Told
Again and Proven
Once Then Just Had To Leave
End to the end of things
Memory wasted
Back to the counting of Braincells
Was and am
All those things
Learned alone
Know Though
This is
When my Shadows
are no longer Silent
Next Has Been 
Many Things Out Loud
Where because between
Through the door
Leaving with what behind
Grown in Dreaming
How then does, Coincidence?
Now it’s known, Believing
Seems yet does
Within differences, this was an
Unknown
When that was Mentality
Unseen as the Onyx Mirror shifts
Know though; Alright
World with choices left; Here
What this is
When my shadows are no longer
Silent…
Seasons along Mentality
Don’t know what to know you do
Next has been allowed
Many things out loud
Referenced; Where because between
Through the door; Leaving what behind?
Created, Grown, Dreaming
How it does
Coincidence 
Now known to be believing
Seems yet does,
Within differences
This was an unknown
When that was
…. The last time
Mentality
Ever Growing Dream
Wanting and want
What Can Be Done
Relieved to be traveling
Into some forgotten storm
As nothing ever was
-This One-
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A Sip Screams
None to show
If my soul was held by bones
They have been scathed
The Hourglass as a Compass
Meanings Beneath
Those things we have to achieve
Minutes of Disbelief
Reflections of where
Touring Graves
——
What Did?
Who Did?
And Shown
Sure
Between that world
What will become
Reality 
Down the Witch’s trail
Life started a long, long time ago

In It All, Somehow A Miracle

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	It starts like it has started on countless lost nights. Really haven't looked outside to see the moon, clouds, starlight. The trees hold sentry, the wind… Either whispers or wails. People gone, the mind roils. Half the things I try to forget; visit between the ones I don't come close to regret. Just the humming sounds of electrical things. How they work? Who knows, I guess. So all this comes from nothingness. Will go back to the void, with everything else. 
-When does tomorrow forget?
-Where is the end; They said so close?
-If we smile; Is it a wasted gesture? Humans again…
	Sometimes I would shake my head, it just seems too proud. So I carry it on a troubled brow to the next. And the next, and the next. Like in a vacuum to let thoughts stray. Where they end up out there; Who knows? I do know that here they stay. Within a yet ready wishing to rest a head that is on a pillow, stained with fevered dreams, awake from visions there. And that's where the future went to rest. When the future is second guess.
-When is yesterday best?
-When is the beginning, out of reach?
-Sometimes we smile in the dark...

Fifth Hour Of The Night

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Strange as changing
Phases realized
Ever out of time
Unrefined thought mixes
Nothing Ever
Made sense, Low ceiling
Points to the skies
Those weeks between
Ideas in a flooded maze
Here and, Of course, Then
If it is
Moments of
A personal favorite
Dream exchange
Wild guess at
Some love
Agree for each other
Radical forms of thought
Reproduction
Again and further
How it’s been
Fourteen ways of confusion
Travels mental reaches for
The Spiritual
Even without
If then realized
What it has nothing to do with
Techno Savage
Born of forgotten dream
Unexplored
Refusal of passport issue
Death and unexpired
Seems as and does
A place that
Wasn’t before
Created by
Human Brain Cell
As thought travels
Ideas born
Sometimes nothing
Is as it seems
So far it goes
‘Till it disappears
To go again
Last time it made sense
Tried to hold on
Like a clue anymore
As it went
Real enough from idea
Birth of the way along
Gone as ways it carries
Changing all along
Thought of how
Changing thought
As the world comes around
Happenstance
Realization
Discovered Out There
Mental Landscape
Sparked Idea
Soon to realization
Further and, Further
Further Out
Pic-There
Mental landscape
We’ve crossed paths
But now
How far have those memories gone?
Just as body language
In passing how
It meant something
Such… A Sad Release
In between here and there
If ever becomes within reach
Who then seen there?
Under changing sky
Starting over
With a heart
That is; Well bled
The eternity taken
As unheard out fore
Ideas taking hold
Part of a dreaming world
If the starting spark
Undying again, Again
A reaching thought
A dreaming heart
Never seemed to prove
And now it all
Seems traveling through
Focus: Future Tense
Past tomorrow
Ever changing scenes
Where forever begins
And from where starts
From what has been
Time that changed time
And ever before
Is to then ‘Ographer’
‘Ology’
Something from the brain
Idea Echo, Existential 
Patterns gone from the start
What is now
The dream from then
Beyond skull case to
Supernatural
Ends to where
And how it will
Because what’s done
Some sort of success
If good or not, Also as it was
If then because
Thinking future tense
Strange existence
Considers begins
Happening all the time
Quest, Questioning
Incidentally
Gets to where
Thinking future tense

HED SHOPPE