check out @fears100 <3
the song on youtube: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIvldZHCToE

Heebur:
i think something inside me is going crazy 
might just be the retrograde, or im just really lazy 
im thrownin out all the things that i really hate about me 
ive neever been one to think about what could have been

i think its hard to remember the control 
that we hold in our minds and in our soul
there’s only one thing left to let go
the part of our life that we hate the most 

nd Idk if i should share but i wish i had a future with you and everything else and more
but you just wanna stay friends thats quite okay im alright wit that except youre the one i adore 

@lilscopic :
you're the one that I adore
I told you I want something more; love letters torn on the floor
made it rain confetti when you had me classified as yours as ya mans & not ya friend 
ah shit here we go again

in a zone I don't like to be in
whateva
this ain't no fantasy, so I'll move on so drastically
nah baby this reality, so fuck you & hypogamy 
I don't need an apology, I've sharpened my philosophies

Heebur:
nd ive been tryin real hard to let you go, but you just keep coming back an asking for more
next time ima just hit the ignore 
I dont wanna be your friend i wanna be more 

but that is such a bad idea idk if you know what i know but i know i cant be with you 
nd there is so much of it that you cant get 
but idc cus im not gonna be in regret
cus ive got the best outlet its called the internet 
you get passion and people boom youre pretty much set 
time to be the fucking best 
to get rid of the pest

i think ft. lil scopic (prod. fears)

check out matthew may :) 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEcsDOzFZg7DughFiIeYBiQ
song on yt 
https://youtu.be/Vjj3KdNhCUc
lyrics
o lady you o lady you 
youve been sittin there all day kinda like aloof
nd o lady boo, id like to que
the start of our shared obsession with lust nd thrust nd bust 
oh look at us , we’re so full of trust, 
i cant think of a bond without obsession at play
woah look at them, they’re acting just like friends, 
they dont gaze at each other, they should go find another

id like to start a different kind of art
the kind that goes straight for your heart just like a dart
nd makes wonder spark
about a whole new ark 
setting heights so far 
it’s starting to get a bit bizarre 

and i cant have too much free time 
cus she’s always there standing by my side 
and i dont know why
but i do mind 
cus im sitting here tryna redefine, the meaning of life in my own life
“but im your wife am i not your only life”
no baby you are 
but it’s just that..
the time youre taking from me has some real worth 
it’s called passion time 
the only time
when i feel better than the moments with you

i know its hard to hear
nd im sorry dear 
but im just thinking bout all that i could do 
with this brand new view 
of us two
i just wish that you could see it too 
now im looking for another like you 
without the part that screams i love you 
cus i dont think obsession is 
the way to go about with your other part
nd that’s just the start 
finding fake love isnt hard to do 
cus it just brews

obsession is bad (prod. matthew may)

song on youtube
https://youtu.be/j4tr0Swjyjw

check out wstdtime! @wstdtimez
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCANqSDPYbHnXWr_7tUiAjVQ/featured
nd sorrow bringer! @sorrow_bringer
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ/featured
nd lil scopic! @petolentoe
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCY9jfcSna_siyCKmai2Rxkg

lyrics
Hey
Ive been runnin thru the streets saying hey 
Everyone lookin at me like 
no way 
He’s come back from the dead
He went past fate 
Now he’s lookin so zen 
Like the words that he said
That man really has no dread
I just wanna be like that
With his nice top hat ye
So i walk a little bit 
Closer to his present place 
And i might up all my whit to ask him how he’s so fit with his source of happiness 
He laid it down real quick nd said that shit starts within 
None that outside shit gon help with 
Your head 
you're the one that's in control of 
How you feel 
Just know what stimulates your brain in the best of way
It’s not the situation it's your reaction to it ye

lilscopic:
imma keep it a buck i need my brain to get stimulated
Runnin round town hella jaded 
I'm faded 
w bad bitch from puerto rico she look haitian 
personal favorite 
like Ice cream flavors
Imma give her the tip like she a waitress

Off the top I don't write much
wonder why these mfs dont like us ay
prolly cuz they aint one of us
told my haters to eat some dust 
told my ex bitch to kick some rocks
or sell some whateva get ya guala up
Haaa I'm just fucking around 
Always trynna turn frowns upside down
yeaahh 
Ohh woahhh yeah
 
I was on the ground
Nobody left around
All the distance but no sound
will shawty let me down 
that's a question 
of insanity
because I've been there before

hey ft. lil scopic (prod.wstdtime x sorrow bringer)

youtube video of the song
https://youtu.be/0gCeKvpCNiE

check out @prodiof
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

It's getting kinda colder in here i cant feel my hands and legs theyve gon from my discern
Yea.. and im kinda concerned.. no I didnt expect this turn

Its getting me kinda freaked out
I cant see all the issues with all the doubt
They been lookin at me cautious nd idk if i should run from it all nauseous
Feeding from my guilty conscious 
Running from all the issues i have rolling in my head
And i cant seem to shred
An ounce of attention to the growing ball of dread
But i just want it dead
So ill keep on this thread
And maybe ill find somewhere nice to sit
But the nodding goes on and on
And i cant seem to stop it all
Its getting in my way

I cant seem to get it
Reasons got me dreaded
Everyday we’re trying to hard to get it started
Cus when its started it’s so easy
It’s a habit now and i can see the future clearly

Cus i know exactly where to go and everything to do
To make mt life grow
it already happened in the dream i had last night
I'll do it again except this time

i'll find some where else to go
I'll try to do the same thing but at a different road
Maybe ill find someone nice to show
In the revised dream that im living thru now

But i cant keep thinkin bout my problems
I gotta do sumthin to solve em
With a daily action that will change everything in will

And after that moment everything was golden
I cant see the reason that i started leachin

I bet ur glad you didnt leave me
After all the time i spent sitting with face in tears

You stayed thru it all and i cant help but bawl at the thought of losing all the patience you endured
But now i'm quite assured
You let me know with no obscurity
Im thankful

im trying (prod. IOF)

few songs i made with lil scopic, all produced by @ @siemspark !!!!! with the help of @daks9k @itsshxde

lyrics
heebur:
I dont really care about the
Way you act outside here 
because
We’re in the moment dear
So please
Take my hand and disappear 
All night long

We can write a song
About how we were always wrong
So we find our truth within our life
We go thru wondering why we ask why 

Why dont i really care about the 
Things that could help me bear 
The weight 
of being self aware
Its kinda not really fair

lil scopic:
Ay ay I fucked up once again; Don't know where to go
You the one with all the colors; You a special rose
I can't think..
Shit, hold up hold up hold up
I don't know (smoking marijuana)
What type of flow (hotboxed the Toyota)
I was gon' with go (burning trees like a Sequoia)
Shoutout telescopes (sorry baby I don't know you)
Yeah, I think we should get a lawyer 
To set some boundaries that you and I can't keep
Yuh aye unless..
Fuck it; I'd rather eat the same damn meal every day for the rest of my life than play that track again, 
It goes like, "let's push through this and see where we go from there" 
But sadly the problems that attack come next
The noise we make cannot suppress 
And I reluctantly confess
That I don't really care because all I see is red

idc ft. lil scopic (prod. siem spark x itsshxde)

few songs i made with lil scopic, all produced by @ @siemspark !!!!! with the help of @daks9k @itsshxde

Lyrics
heebur:
There’s nothing i wouldnt do for you my 
Nothing can get between me nd u 
Not even the blue ocean 
Once you find love you gotta to make it last
 
Cus that shit Comes once in a life time
Nd i dont think theres gonna be another life time

There’s nothing i wouldnt do to it make work 
But that means you have to sacrifice with me
lil scopic:
Ay ay ay
Maybe we'd be better off alone, 
and I've known this for sometime now,
Living high times now that's what happens when you livin' low, yeah
Every other night I sip patron and reminisce of something I thought would never ever go, no
You left me stranded out in the cold, 
A heart I thought was polished out of gold 
Turned out to be made of coal,
Yeah fuck I forgot what I was gon say
I guess shit ain't been going my way, yeah it's my way or the highway the
Yeah fuck love if it's just a placehold for someone better 
A real go getter
Pockets full of cheddar 
Or whatever, It don't matter
I'm a disaster; a loving biohazard 
I feel like Casper 
Preaching like a pastor 
You left me alone in the dark without a lantern,
Off with the heads light em up like jack-o'-lanterns

Support ft. lil scopic (prod. siem spark x itsshxde)

check out @siemspark
www.youtube.com/channel/UC5W1brdYakq3Ke7FOxwr4Pw
@daks9k
www.youtube.com/c/daks9k
youtube visual
https://youtu.be/2GCoTkoPg6A
Lyrics
heebur:
Youll never know the amount of times of tried to get you to know
But maybe youve been trying
I need to know
Buh I didn think youd ever care
Nd know im like oh
I Guess thats why you left me alone

Yk im glad your now following your dreams i swear
But you were the one essential thing for mine
Nd now there’s no way that i’ll strive

Ill have to try something else
Its so important to know how to do it on your own
Or else youll lose your soul
Yet ive been tryna find mine
For far too long a time
So i guess im not the best guy
For the shotty advice

lil scopic:
Lately I've been someone else
It's true but, lately you've been someone else
That's true too, but I don't wanna lose you
Our love feels like a loose screw; one fight away from discontinued
Yuh, Ay, I admit to all my wrongs and issues
I get homesick everytime I miss you
You were one call away instead I chose to throw it all away
Now I'm chilling in my grave
Give em chills woah! (Yeah!)
Cuz they seasick! (Yeahhhh!)
Who got pills? Sold!
Buy em for no reason (woah)
I've been on some deep shit,
Deeper than the ocean (yeah!)
Floating coast to coast inside my head even though I barely notice,
I know this
Oh shit, keep going
That's the rule of life whenever shit gets hard to cope with
Never did I ever think my bro and I would own this,
Soon will be on Tv screens and magazines We know this
We own this,
Oh I must keep what's at hold,
Addicted to unknown
I pray I keep my soul
When it comes to the end of the world
When it comes to the end of us girl;
Let be bygones be bygones and all
All, yeah
Oh oh oh ohhh yeahhh

Soul ft. lil scopic (prod. siem spark x daks9k)

check out michael warren, crazy beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkct8rRTGLGpa_QOlJbPhEQ/videos
lyrics
Needa calm down when i walk around 
All the ppl who face me i avoid 
Cus confrontation scary and im a sore thumb
when I go out in public I feel myself numb

but the real scary thing 
is thinking about you popping out of nowhere
then you stand there and stare
staring at the thing you've despised for years

and I stare at you back
star strucken by the memories of our past 
it all happen so fast 
and I don't understand why you're not saying a word

you're not saying a single thing 
is this all cus it hurts?
cus you thought about of everything I did then and worst 
well I've thought of it too
and i really thought that I had caught a curse 
cus I saw it was so bad and I've never felt worst 

and yea that's when I knew I had to stay far away from you 
cus I knew I would just brew 
the hatred that you would make me consume 
 
Yet i still fantizize of making this work 
But then i see it all and im still the jerk 

No more relapse i really hope i left all that back 
This is a fragile thing anything can make it react

Then it blew up 
Then i realized
That You can see it all with your own eyes
Its still floating there in a vivid sky
 
But you aint care enough
Youre just full of bluf 

And  ik youre not trying hard
You gave up and simply moved on

I saw you when I wasn't supposed to (prod.xmichaelwarren)

check out salah
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqLlTFKrKmirW2EmshDjvAQ/videos
lyrics
so can you think back 
to when we first start this friendship of ours 
back then we would only talk sparsely 
and now we're all talkity 
nd i cant help…
But to think about how confident i was 
Whenever you brought all your friends out 
 i was so funny and i made them laugh
Thought about how different that was from my rough past 
And really its cus of you 
You help me see new hues 
That ive never seen before ever in life 
And god that feels way too damn right
I just wanna stay and be here all night

And now im thinkin about you 
Nd a way i can tell a thing
About the way that i feel in these sheet, like a very nice suite 

But 4 weeks after that night  you stopped sending goodnight text
So then i starting begging can we please just make amends 
Was being so selfish not thinking bout you more then 
 Nd im so sorry i did that whole thing again 

Maybe thats why it hurts so much 
I think i should jot nd run
From all my sins nd guns 
Make me feel like ill find a way 
To get back to my blissful mindscape 
Never thought id get this much free space
So im ready to give it all away 
Give it all away
Never see it 
Not for a single day more
I just wanna be left alone
Been too long since ive seen the grass 
Nd all of that

if you helped (prod.salahbeats)

cover art by @~ieafysapien on twitter
please check out @stillvanishing https://soundcloud.com/emptyroads/secret-bookshelf?in=emptyroads/sets/stillvanishing-footsteps
visual: https://youtu.be/Y2YpAhg58mw
this song is about my love for the world and humanity

Lyrics:
i never want to leave this wonderful world
that i can call a home
to each their very own
they're so unique and barely even known 
from all the espials and encounters
i know they'll happen soon 
and i won't be so sunt

it'll enliven me
cus that's all i've wanted for us
though sometimes it'll feel like a punt 
knowing that i might not be there for the fuss

Quietus is twinkling and i can't accommodate
because of passion
for
civilization
cultivation
humanity
and its insanity

Wonderful World (prod. stillvanishing)

they say the older you get the less creative you are, and ive been trying to figure out how to use my creativity while i still have it at this potency.

please check out IOF
 https://soundcloud.com/prodiof
https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

check the song out on yt 
https://youtu.be/g-qv48ixLLw

Lyrics
these years are the most creative 
but im not being very innovative 
time is brisk, i think ive past my peak
cus im very weak 

with creative thoughts that could never come across
im pacing around my room 
acting like there's nothing left to do

energy sparks and leaves so soon 
causing me to always feel too blue
for my deepest desires to
come to fruition and to bloom

these years are the most creative 
but im not being very innovative 
time is brisk, i think ive past my peak
cus im very weak

Heebur

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