Dear Anna Demo

Mixed and mastered by Anna Engberg from Hi&H production
Cover art by Molly Eriksson 

My fingertips go numb I haven’t moved since the call
It’s so scary to think I might not move again at all
I never knew vines could grow inside my throat
Feeding off my wounded flesh when I just lost my home
How do you look forward when all good is behind?
With a single bullet she blacked out both our minds

My fingertips are numb I haven’t moved since the call
I think I lost my mind here God I’ve never felt this small
I never knew vines could ever be this cruel
Where i’d search for sanctuaries, they grew out their roots
I’ll never show my face not when I know that they can tell
If they ask where I’ve been just say I send my love from hell

The guilt has washed me over they can smell it on my breath
It’s not like I’ve not prayed this wouldn’t end up in your death
Was I not enough?
How do I apologize to eyes who’re frozen shut?
How will I face daylight when I put you in the ground?
I’ve tried calling your mother but I couldn’t make a sound

Vines

I've been taking long baths
Tryna stop from breathing you in
If my lungs fill with water
Maybe they'll forget about your skin

But I don't want to do this
I'm just feeling stupid
Cause if my lungs fill with water
Surely they'll remember how you feel

Water

My fingertips go numb I haven’t moved since the call
It’s so scary to think I might not move again at all
I never knew vines could grow inside my throat
Feeding off my wounded flesh when I just lost my home
How do you look forward when all good is behind?
With a single bullet she blacked out both our minds

My fingertips are numb I haven’t moved since the call
I think I lost my mind here God I’ve never felt this small
I never knew vines could ever be this cruel
Where i’d search for sanctuaries, they grew out their roots
I’ll never show my face not when I know that they can tell
If they ask where I’ve been just say I send my love from hell

The guilt has washed me over they can smell it on my breath
It’s not like I’ve not prayed this wouldn’t end up in your death
Was I not enough?
How do I apologize to eyes who’re frozen shut?
How will I face daylight when I put you in the ground?
I’ve tried calling your mother but I couldn’t make a sound

Early march, they ought to better, and sleep forever
Stay young my love said to me
My heart will never power me
Just the harbour and hounds

Though it’s holy our love is unrecognized
Jerusalem grounds
Said she’s out here in a few
But the harbour’s out of view, aint it

Rewind

Oh don’t you know it’s late you should go to bed
We won’t wake up in the morning, but look ahead
Get to mourning then get up, there’s no time to waste
Hurry brother there’s a war

As they bombed the shelters, I swear I felt her
She sang sweet lullabies
Wet paint and fireflies
It’s not guns, it’s laughter

Though she's holy she burned and she turned to dust
Stay young I begged of her
And that’s what she did
It is all so very big, aint it

Rewind

Oh don’t you know it’s late you should go to bed
We won’t wake up in the morning, but look ahead
Get to mourning then get up, there’s no time to waste
Hurry brother there’s a war staring at your face  

Don’t you know it’s late you should go to bed
We won’t wake up in the morning, but look ahead
Get to mourning then get up, there’s no time to waste
Hurry brother there’s a war staring at your face  

Oh love I know it’s late I should go to bed
There's no reason to be mad, won’t you smile instead?
If you miss me just rewind, find the better us
Though I taste the final lines I promise I won’t rush

Rewind

Our 
Love’s like speeding on a freeway
Maybe that’s why you stay
Still
Kiss me during redlights
Fuck me in the headlights

My tongue is poison I will kill and I won’t hesitate
Flames devour me I smoke and aim to suffocate
It’s just the way I’m made 
It’s in my DNA

Resuscitate my cold heart
Let me get a taste of your skin
But don’t go and make this harder
I told you babe that love is not my thing

You try to crack me open
And tell me I am broken
Go soak me in holy water
But don’t forget
You know how this will end

I have dreams of others when you’re lying next to me
Did you really think I’d ever care ‘bout ecstacy?
Is loving all you need?
How boring can you be?

Yeah, Our love is speeding on a freeway
But you still live on “one day”s
I wish this could end
But I’d rather be with you than be alone again

Resuscitate my cold heart
Let me get a taste of your skin
But don’t go and make this harder
I told you babe that love’s just not my thing

You try to crack me open
Yeah, maybe I am broken
But baby it’s only water
Like I said
You knew how this would end

Spare me a grave
I’m on my way
Jeremiah be good to me

I know I’ve been cruel
And sorry won’t do
So I won’t speak again until I know what to say

Used to sleep on these kitchen tiles
How do you make a fire

You bit the ties while I was hanging from the chandelier
Burn the oaks after you tell them they have none to fear
Who the hell are you to force me to this damn cliché
Honestly I'd kill myself if I could find a way

Let my body float devoured by the Acheron
If they come for me through tides I pray the waves are strong
They molded city lights to arks and made you referee
You swore to carry us but now you won't make love to me so do not be afraid if there's a fire in my bed tonight
If I can't have you let me color you in lazurite
From time to time I think you're gone and I can smell the spring
But if it hurts I know you're lingering

Blue

love
did you let me down
are you walking away?
no one can hurt you now
so why are your shoes still on my carpet
and your hands in my hair?

when she sleeps outside in summer rain
in a silent prayer do you wish to see her again?
i keep quiet so i won't disturb you
as we mold into one but then suddenly nothing is good enough
now i'm stuck with the both of us

it doesn't matter
it doesn't matter
it never mattered
it never mattered
oh god
did i figure you out?
say are you watching us?

don't forget about me

doesn't matter what changed you
i had no right to claim you
can't be difficult to part
when none of it was ours
so i'm leaving my keys on the table
and if anyone tells you they love yo just take it to heart 
don't know where i will wake up tomorrow
though i'm better without you

don't forget about me
don't forget me

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Mixed and mastered by Mark West
Cover art by Elvira Lauthers

don't forget about me

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