FUCKING HAAAAARD FYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

sukkkaaaaaaaa bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

Rain keep falls and my tears were all yours
Shit happens, and my face when i look the mirror 
The person u changed me into, getti gross
I don kno how to leave cuz, i loved u the most
And now im bleedin below the frost
We all got a ticket wit death doesn’t matter the cost

I just cut my wrist i bled 
But not a single tear fallin from my eye
Lost the ability to cry
Still I remember the days when i called you mine
We were lied money get us everything 
But we did not realized we buy it wit time
I was working breaking my spine
I was bleeding acting like im fine
Shit is heavy like a tone
Wish i had a path on my own
Cuz its really hard to build it alone
Ill never be like them, i wasnt born a clone
And i guess this is the reason why its so hard to run 
And they laugh but im not having fun
You left and I thought i was da one
Here i am alone lookin at my gun
And i don even care whatever u won

Rain keep falls and my tears were all yours
Shit happens and my face, when i look the mirror 
The person u changed me into, getti gross
I don kno how to leave cuz, i loved u the most
And now im bleedin below the frost
We all got a ticket wit death doesn’t matter the cost

Anger is the issue 
Im half blind give me a tissue
Im half way let me just sniff u
Spinnin words around miss u
No love no hate 
Its me to pay
Dont blame urself
Ur words r lame
Cant be the same
My life’s in chain
Its u to blame
Its on ur shame

No baby
Can change my cramps to go away
Y’all sayin sweet words
Dont go ill stay
Hoe the truth is hidden
Behind ur big ass boobs
No bra can hold em
Going black just call the troops 

Anger is the issue
Im half dead let me just kiss you
Im burned down just to piss you
Stealing all the hearts bitch mute
Nothin goes so smooth as
to fall in love with you
Fall in love forget to shoot
Busy night in bed dispute 

Callin out my name when you need me the most
Cheating behind backs ur pussy is the host
Im not G enough to let you slip away
Call me will cause ill smith ur baby face today

you the only one that can paint my tears in colour red w/ Even

All i wanted is to be listened to
Nothing more nothing less you know
Im not embarrassed to show my tears
Wipe them up But where are you
No one listenin no one aside
Its like a prison for broken heart
No soul forbidden  just wanna cry
Nah you didnt make it on my long life ride 

Im shaking 
Im freezin
Im sweating 
Im cold
The path i choose to go
There is no way im goin back
Goin only forward
Im the gun 
cannot make me reload
Goin alone on my road
They don kno my name
Still i don wanna quit
Feelz like im dead alive burried under 6 feet
Wish i had a heart to how it feelz to bleed for a bit
New show new people 
Still im not feelin it
Takein to many steps to reach all of my shit
At least i got my homies
Still is it worth it?

All i wanted is to be listened to
Nothing more nothing less you know
Im not embarrassed to show my tears
Wipe them up But where are you
No one listenin no one aside
Its like a prison for broken heart
No soul forbidden  just wanna cry
Nah you didnt make it on my long life ride

Heily-your name(feat. Even)[prod. THERSX]

Still tryin to find new ways to fly
Coffin is my forever bed, still i don wanna die
Wondering if she’ll ever love me the same if i start to cry
Wondering if i was ever enough 
Tell me before you go
Don left me bleed on my own
Don leave me when you see me at my low
Flip the coin, i throw my cards
Flip the page, it hurts to walk on boulevard  of broken heart
True validation thats what they want
But you kno me 
I wasn’t raised like this wish a gave a Ahh
Probably im ugly, still not a failure by design 
Wondering when i will go will my mother cry?
Wondering if i was ever enough , tell me i wanna kno before i close my eyes

All the fault is theirs cuz im dead
Wish i was dumb instead
My pillow wet cryin in my bed
I kno ill remember everything my momma said
But we both kno will be 2late
Cuz ill be alone rottin in my grave
No bones just a walkin scumbag
Ill never be their slave
So i don deserve to be saved
They want the old me the one that was good behaved 
I killed him wit my bare hands 
peep clone got shaved 
Wondering if i was ever enough 
Hate me or love me i don want you to bluff
Every night feelin so numb
Wondering if i was ever enough
Smoke up all this lyrics
Wondering if they’ll ever seek for my star
When im gone
Cuz lately  im done

berserk

I don care about money
I don care about fame
Take a look in my eyes
If u wondering am i insane
You kno i never was the character main
They don call me rapper cuz i own no chain
Could care less i kno me
And i kno what flows in my vein
Made a couple bucks now i buy a plane
They love rollies to much
So i gotta entertain 
No i wasnt raised like this im not lil wayne
All this clone drain when i came in the game
Hating on my watch
Cuz they cannot touch
Baby u left cuz i loved u too much
Wasn’t raised in the street
Still i can handle a hit
Maybe thats the reason
I got a brand new watch on my wrist

I kno they want me back 
But ill never return
Never made mistakes 
Just takin a new turn
My tires never flat
So u kno i can burn
U kno i can ash
Everyone try stealin my cash
For me u just trash
Couple years ago 
You wouldn’t even call
Now why you do you adress me such as bro
Never spendin diamonds on a hoe
I kno u still a rat prayin for my fall
I want nothing back, but i gave u my all
On my stash alone im 7ft tall
Rollies on my wrist still don kno when its time to go
Cuz i don wanna leave at my peak
I admit  im sick
Minutes runnin on my watch
Time to pull the cash i touch

my personal bible Rolex 3:33

Trippin like rust part
The way i hold the mic feelin like a rock star
Hittin up the sound feel like im a pop start
Never had a heart still i got the scar
The way i walk alone they could never tell
But Heily goin pretty far
I aint afraid speedin up the bar
No i don own a soul hidden in a jar
Gray all my days crashin the car
Don fight the feelin 
You end up numb
Don search for a reason 
You end up dumb
Never felt shit now im on the top
All of my enemies gone
Still im not done
Give no second chance full magazine
Automatic gun
No matter what pitch dark or light 
Hood on my face
All i feel is disgrace 
The way they be talkin 
Puttin me down
They look in the mirror callin me the clown

Losin my mind in my room
I cannot get it, why i cant put on a smile
Cuz I deserve and im supposed 
After givin everything 
But deep down i jus wanna bleed
They look me in eye
Wondering why, but i cannot explain 
And i kno it hard to proceed
Spent to much of me writing all this lyrics
But this is how i feel
And only if i do this, it makes me feel real
Lost all my touch wit barely everything 
Who do i talk wit
When nobody hears me
Who do i lie when nobody listen
Who do i call when nobody answer 
Who do i love when nobody loves me
Who do i grow when nobody feeds me

VAGABOND

Every time i came up on a stage
Everybody shakes
Now my name hold the weight 
Like im lil tracy got expensive taste
Now im moving slow
Cuz i got time to waste
Minutes walkin on my watch
Casually time to pull the cash i touch
No i don do nothing much
I used to be broke 
Thats was a month ago in March

I shit on everybody 
You all sound the same
And i need nobody 
Heily the entire game
Stay in ur lane 
You already kno the name
i spit on the fame
I never needed it
Knockin on the door
You already kno i came

You already kno the name
Don need to introduce myself 
Cuz they spot my prada shades
Big black lens everybody fade
(Everybody fade)

You already kno the name
Don need to introduce myself 
Cuz they spot my prada shade
Big black lens everybody fade
All my words sharp
In my pocket got the blade
When i cut im cuttin deep
Everybody hear this shit
They all go berserk
No matter what i drop
My fans love everything 
Vegan still i eat every single beat
You clones will never cross 

Big shi RickRoss
Pull up black Roys
Wide jeans big boys
My path no choice 
New check, fresh toys
White skin chrome rolls
We make the noise
Black shirt black jean
Black rims new clips
sweet dreams
You go to sleep

heavyweight on me (prod. nobody)

Heily-Dark Knight x Even (prod. asthma)

Near the egde n close to the end
One more step and I have no escape, 
I know that the fight is only between me and my thoughts,
I don't believe, 
I don't see,
I don't hear, 
I don't say anything, 
And nothing can make me happy again,
This world is muddy inside my brain, 
I see the blood, i don feel the pain
And you can't hide, 
Two-faced people, 
Cuz u also wearin a mask in the mirror
Lonely become my own sinner
Everything goin to hell,
I feel like I'm going insane
gun better blowin my brain

Nobody wants me 
Nobody needs me 
Nobody likes me

I got nobody
Cuz i need nobody
Its dark for me gettin funny
I don want the fame neither the money

Alone on my own sleep when its sunny
Demons be talk im not scared to fight
Lost in the tunnel but i see the light
Doesn’t matter how many doors
Im walking through corpse
No i don feel no remorse

main course (feat. FlameBoy)

No i don feel alright (no)
I don feel alright (no)
I don feel alright (no)
I don feel alright (no)

No, i don feel alright  
No i don feel alright  
Voices in my head
Tryna make me end the fight
Tryna make me end the fight 
Just leave me alone tonight  

No i don feel alright 
Still im not givin up 
If i fall than i crawl
But im not givin up
Being dead pure luck
She is bad but im up
I been messin up her make up
Baby dont you cry
Sorry i was bad
She said babe i like ur style
Mixin pearls wit my .9
When im dead, in grave
Wish for you come n pick up,
All dirt hold on my shoulders 
All the lines are get older

All the lies r gettin older
All the lies r gettin older 
All the lies r gettin older
All my voices r gettin louder
I don ever feel alright 

No i don feel alright 
No i don feel alright

feelin ight? Bet.

Yea im trash like they said
But i aint doing everything for fame
And im not fake
Soon you will break
Spice in the vein
Death on a chain
9/11 crash like a plane
U thought u lil wayne
No meaning behind the lyric using no brain
I pop all of u bitches just like champagne 

And im ugly still not failure
Every word i spell it freeze cold in my mind
Bitch u cant compare and u cannot grind
Heily the best of his kind
Alone in my cage nobody is coming inside
Why u afraid? Im the reason they cant sleep in the night
Every reject that i get its fine i don give a damn
I thought u were cool but u bitches just lame
You sound the same
Clone like the rest 
Im building the culture everything i invest
You sound like u were brought on the planet through the incest
Bitches don play wit guns
Thats why im not wearing a vest

Talking trash thats what you do
Sing about smoke bitch u don move
Yea u got the some fame
But u bitches lame
Call me trash and im about to ash

Fuck yo clique 
Spice my dick
Boys the shit
Move the lines im a freak
You a prick
Make u click
Going quick
Hear then kick
All ur rhyme 
It is weak
Pull the stick
Cannot peak
Throwing rock
Knock the stock
White like chalk
Calm like monk
Talk bout gang
But no block
Take my diss go to sleep
Ull never break my shit

SpiceBoizOffline

Its been a summer baby
Suicidal thoughts in my mind lately 
I been sampling this guitar all night it represents me
Soon if u dont text i might go crazy
This pills made me lazy
Stay with me dont go, (too late)
Now I’m screaming for you to comeback
Now i make that stack
But I know that you dont care
Please dont run away
I know me I’m going insane
You stuck in my brain
Its been a summer but i forgot your teared rain
Summer vibes but its so hard when your not by my side
Plug my mic this shit is over
Call me please im coming back
I just wanna say “hi” I dont wanna layover

I just wanna say hi
You stuck in my mind

summer vibes (feat FlameBoy)

leave me alone if u cant handle the blood from ur ears when i sing

Member of my own league 

https://soundcloud.com/bloddiekandis

VAGABOND

heily (@bloddieheily)

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