THE FOG OF DAWN

The fog of dawn 
Begins to lift in the morning sun
No one is sleeping beside me
My princess has gone
The sunlight is burnin’ 
My slowly fading memory
No one cares about my sorrows, my destiny

She was like a little snowflake 
On my first winter day
Precious to admire 
But I knew she wouldn’t stay
She was like the first flower
After an icy winter time
She was like the first rage of sun
After the storm has gone 

When my princess has gone
My universe turns back grey
When my little princess is gone
The fog of dawn will stay

I try hardly to face the truth with a little smile
Betraying myself, betraying my heart for a while
I try to forget her laughs, her scent, her grace
But how long can I stand the loneliness of my endless days

She was like the rain in the desert 
After years of dryness and heat
She was my lighthouse in the rough sea
She let my soul feel free, again

Now I‘m still waiting for the rain to come
Cause it‘s much easier for me when the heat is gone
Now I‘m still waiting for her guiding light
Cause my soul is trapped in this dark chamber tonight

When my princess has gone
My universe turns back grey
When my little princess is gone
The fog of dawn will stay....

The Fog Of Dawn

My secret little box 

Can ́t stand this pain any longer 
the darkness, the hurt in my soul is gettin ́ stronger 
Still can ́t appreciate Your smile It will take some time, it will take a while

The old clock is ticking relentlessly 
I`m trying hard to forget, I`m trying to suffer silently 
An unknown path we ́re walking 
Many obstacles ahead, but we ́re still sit here talking about us, about us

I keep my secrets in a box 
it ́s locked well and has many stories to tell 
I keep my secrets in a box 
Far away from your eyes, hidden and in disguise 
My secret little box

I keep on running away from the past 
Won ́t face the truth, not considering that I deny my heart at last 
I keep on preserving my secrets in a box 
Running away seem cowardly, but I guess that ́s the only chance for me

I keep my secrets in a box 
it ́s locked well and has many stories to tell 
I keep my secrets in a box 
Far away from your eyes, hidden and in disguise 
My secret little box

Keep on running, keep on suffering, 
But I ́m doomed to fail from the start 
Keep on hiding, keep on crying 
But my dignity will die and so will my heart

I keep my secrets in a box 
it ́s locked well and has many stories to tell 
I keep my secrets in a box 
Far away from your eyes, hidden and in disguise 
My secret little box....

My Secret Little Box

Unknown Land

You are too young to die on the battlefields
As Soldiers in the war for an unknown land

Watch the little seagull diving
into the deep ocean of blood
trying to escape the blind dolphins' hunt
under this sulphureous sky

Where are the signs of glory?
Morhet, where have you gone?
Father, why didn't you worry?
Nothing more to say, to pray,
When it's all said and done

An unknown land, or is it just the end
Promises should not fail,
Our hopes should never die
But now I stumble, I fall, I cry

Some flowers find their way
growing under the burning, dusty earth
Hide from the purple clouds,
they are raining acid in the midnight sun

No signs of deliverance
blame on me, my daughter
Shame on me, my son
Nothing more to say, to pray,
when it's all said and done

An unknown land, or is it just the end
Promises should not fail,
Our hopes should never die
But now I stumble, I fall, I cry

Can you remember when we were young, playing near the small lake in westside
park
The lake has dried out, the grass is gone, no more children playing in this
place, so hostile and dark
Only Skeletons of the last trees
Trying to smell my memories, the scent of spring and summer, walking through the
autumn leaves

An unknown land, or is it just the end
Promises should not fail,
Our hopes should never die
But now I stumble, I fall, I cry

How can You survive on the battlefields of human failures
How can You still cry,
How can You deny
That Your tears are dried
And Your memories have died

Unknown Land

This is my Life

This is my life, this is my life, my life
Will I remember, the great times of my childhood playing in the streets
Will I remember, all the lost loves of my youth, all the wonderful heartbeats 
This is my life, with all its ups and downs, with all its sounds

I’ll try to hold on tight to these memories ‘til the end

This is my life, and I never wanna change a thing
This is my life, I never gonna know when heavens bell rings
Cause this is my life, with all its ups and downs, with all its scents and sounds

Will I remember, all the words of love I told you once
Will I remember, all the sad words I had Written, all the sad songs
This is my life, with all its beauties and fears, with all its hopes and tears

I’ll try to hold on tight to these memories ‘til the end

This is my life, and I never wanna change a thing
This is my life, I never gonna know when heavens bell rings
Cause this is my life, with all its ups and downs, with all its scents and sounds

I hope to play in the streets of my childhood again
I hope to feel this love these heartbeats again
I hope I can tell you a 1000 times I love you
I hope I gonna write another 1000 love songs, too

This is my life, my life and I never wanna change a thing
This is my life, my life, I never gonna know when heavens bell rings
Cause this is my life, with all its ups and downs, with all its scents and sounds 
This is my life, oh this is my life, my life
This is my life, my life,  ́til the end,  ́til the end
Cause this is my life with all its sounds

This Is My life (unplugged)

A sad love song about losing and missing the one You´re in love with.
A 1000 Times
I saw Your smile for the last time a thousand days ago
Where is your warmth, your breath, your scent, I searched them high and low 
I felt Your heartbeat next to mine a thousand days ago
Can´t hear your voice, can´t see Your eyes, why did I let You go 

It never had to end this way, 
Why did we say goodbye that day

A 1000 times I missed You
A 1000 days are gone
A 1000 times I cried for You
Never cried for anyone
A million tears of loneliness 
Cause I´m missing You too much  
In a 1000 nights of darkness
Without a candle to give some light
A 1000 times my soul was bleeding 
Missing You too much

I dried Your tears for the last time a 1000 days ago
Where am I to stop your tears from falling, where am I now
I´m trying to forgive myself, but I can´t and You know
We´re floating down the river of life with our hope to meet again One day     
   
It never had to end this way, 
It never had to end this way
A 1000 times I missed You
A 1000 days are gone
A 1000 times I cried for You
Never cried for anyone
A million tears of loneliness 
Cause I´m missing You too much  
In a 1000 nights of darkness
Without a candle to give some light
A 1000 times my soul was bleeding 
Missing You too much

But where am I, to stop your tears from falling,
Where am I now, who will dry your tears
Who will stop your tears from falling
Where am I now, where are you now

A 1000 times I missed You
A 1000 days are gone
A 1000 times I cried for You
Never cried for anyone
A million tears of loneliness 
Cause I´m missing You too much  
In a 1000 nights of darkness
Without a candle to give some light
A 1000 times my soul was bleeding 
Missing You too much
A 1000 times my soul was bleeding 
Missing You too much

A 1000 Times

It’s better to know someone well before you’ll open your heart… 

You Gotta Know
Look at me, what tells you this face,
Are you just blinded by my crystal haze 
Look at me, why do you trust what I say 
Is it better to believe or to pray

Look at me, one of those handsome guys 
Who mesmerize by their voice and lies 
Look at me, my evil shadow on the ground 
Don ́t go ahead, better turn around

You gotta know, so don’t make complaints 
I’m just a sinner surrounded by saints
You gotta know, and that’s for true
I’m a gambler and I gonna play with you,

Look at me, why can’t you find my soul 
I’m just an actor playing my favorite role 
Look at me, and try to be wise
My devils are awake, my demons rise

Look at me, think twice and forget 
It’s better to run away then to regret 
Look at me and make your choice 
Never believe in my angelic voice

You gotta know, so don’t make complaints 
I’m just a sinner surrounded by saints
You gotta know, and that’s for true
I’m a gambler and I gonna play with you,
Play with you, play with you

You gotta know what’s in my mind
Listen carefully, don’t act blind
You gotta know, you gotta believe
Cause it’s much better to know then to grieve

You gotta know, oh you gotta know
Better you know me right now, 
Cause I’m gonna play with you 

You gotta know, so don’t make complaints 
I’m just a sinner surrounded by saints
You gotta know, and that’s for true
I’m a gambler and I gonna play with you,
I’m gonna play with you, I’m gonna play with you

Never loose your faith to believe in me
Don‘t trust your eyes, it’s too dark to see

You Gotta Know

You only know to love someone really, if it hurts You deep inside staying without him/her. This song is for all the people in love!

If it hurts
Haven’t I told you, that I was mesmerized 
By Your grace, Your look, by your incredible eyes 
Heavenly words you whispered to me 
My heart was touched by your empathy
One more time, You had to leave, I had to cry 
One more time, You said goodbye

If it hurts,it has to be love 
It must be love, until it hurts enough 
If it hurts deep inside and your heart is open wide 
Missing You is harder, if love hurts my pride, if it hurts me on all sides

Haven ́t I told You, that I was hypnotized 
By Your Voice, Your modesty, I praised You to the skies 
No doubt about it, You always told me the truth 
Were we blinded by love, was it our youth
You turned around twice stared into my eyes 
And I heard the echos of your inner cries

If it hurts,it has to be love 
It must be love, until it hurts enough 
If it hurts deep inside and your heart is open wide 
Missing You is harder, if love hurts my pride, if it hurts me on all sides

It must be love, cause it hurts enough 
You take me down to hell and to heaven above 
Cause it ́s love, cause it ́s love, it must be love

If it hurts,it has to be love 
It must be love, until it hurts enough 
If it hurts deep inside and your heart is open wide 
Missing You is harder, if love hurts my pride, if it hurts me on all sides
If it hurts,it has to be love 
It must be love, until it hurts enough 
If it hurts deep inside and your heart is open wide 
Missing You is harder, if love hurts my pride, if it hurts me on all sides

If It Hurts

And I Know
When the rain comes down
And washes away the ashes of my soul
When the storm comes up
and blows away the fog around my heart
I‘m waiting for the sun to come out again,
I‘m waiting for you to come back in my life again

I buried my faith under a 100 pounds of stone
I carried my love to the grave alone
I buried my heart, gave my soul for a dime
But no one came for consolation, no one took my soul in time And I know, that the sun won’t come back again
And I know that no thunderstorm will come up again

When the thunder drowns out the cries of my suffering mind 
When the lightning illuminates the whole truth that stays behind 
So I have to wait for the thunderstorm again,
I have to wait until you’ll come back again

And I know, that the sun will rise again
and I know, that nothing will bring You back again
And I know, that the sun will rise again
and I know, that nothing will bring You back again

I buried my faith under a 100 pounds of stone
I carried my love to the grave alone
I buried my heart, gave my soul for a dime
But no one came for consolation, no one took my soul in time And I know, that my love won’t come back again
And I know that my thunderstorm won`t come up again

And I know, that the sun will rise again
and I know, that nothing will bring You back again

And I Know

HEAVEN CAN WAIT
I saw her standing in the doorway with her dignity, her grace
With her eyes wide open and a smile on her face
I asked her why she feels embarrassed, why she´s ashamed
She looked me in my eyes and my passion was inflamed 

Surrounded by her tender, flattering light
All the darkness in my soul turns bright 

Heaven can wait
When the sun rises, it may be late
Heaven can wait
´Cause she´s my destiny, she´s my fate 

I took her by the hand, 
My faith dissolves in an intimate embrace
Will it be heaven or will it be hell, 
Where am I going, can I break the spell, 
Can I break the spell

Surrounded by her tender, flattering light
All the wounds in my heart heal tight 

Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
When the sun rises, it may be late
Heaven can wait
´Cause she´s my destiny, she´s my fate 

She caressed my heart, she tore my mind apart
She let my fly too high, near to the sun in the sky
She made me burn my wings until the Easter bell rings
Now it´s dawn, and she´s gone, she´gone

Heaven can wait
When the sun rises, it may be late
Heaven can wait
´Cause she´s my destiny, she´s my fate 

Heaven can wait, heaven can wait
now it´s dawn and she´s gone, she´gone

Heaven Can Wait

The Still Small Voice
I try to remember, whispering some forgotten words
I try to imagine, painting pictures of our faded paradise
Helplessly addicted to your tender touch   
Helplessly afraid of missing You too much 

Near to Your sun I feel my naked skin burning 
The last hope for love, a stifled cry of lost expectations 
Now I will surrender to the claws of desperation

Can You hear the still small voice of conscience, but it was Your choice
Can You feel the still small pain of losing us, but turníng back is vain
Somehow You´re too deaf to hear the still small voice of conscience
Somehow You´re too cold to feel the still small need of patience

I try to describe, writing down some unspoken wish
I try to explain, breaking all of our self given rules 
Helplessly addicted to your lonely eyes  
Helplessly afraid of  telling you lies

Can You hear the still small voice of conscience, but it was Your choice
Can You feel the still small pain of losing us, but turníng back is vain
Somehow You´re too deaf to hear the still small voice of conscience
Somehow You´re too cold to feel the still small need of patience

Near to Your sun, I feel my naked skin burning 
The last hope for love, a stifled cry of lost expectations 
Near to Your moon, I see the darkest side of your heart
The last glow of light, locked away, torn apart  
Now I will surrender to the claws of desperation

Can You hear the still small voice of conscience, but it was Your choice
Can You feel the still small pain of losing us, but turníng back is vain
Somehow You´re too deaf to hear the still small voice of conscience
Somehow You´re too cold to feel the still small need of patience

The Still Small Voice

Hope and Glory

Love is a peculiar thing
Love is a peculiar thing, dark and bright

Love is a peculiar thing 
It let your soul bloom like flowers in spring 
It let You freeze like in the coldest winter night
Love is a preculiar thing, dark and bright

Life tells you mysterious stories
When You follow Your heart, You will know
When You ignore the signs, Your faith won´t grow
´Cause life tells Your story of hope and glory

Looking back, I see my footprints in the sand
Where is the beginning, where the end

Hope and glory
It´s all I´m fighting for
This is my story
Hope and glory
A little smile on my face
Instead of saying sorry 

I`m no devil in disguise 
I´m no angel and sometimes my demons rise
If it´s a sin to enjoy the best things in life
Then I`m a sinner not a saint

Looking back, I see my shadow on the wall
Trying not to stumble, trying not to fall

Hope and glory
It´s all I´m fighting for
This is my story
Hope and glory
A little smile on my face
Instead of saying sorry 

Here comes the wind and all Your footprints are gone
Here comes the dawn and Your shadow dissolves in the sun
Here comes the fire, burning down Your dreams one by one

Hope and glory
This is my story
Hope and glory
This is my story

Hope and glory
It´s all I´m fighting for
This is my story
Hope and glory
A little smile on my face
Instead of saying sorry 
Hope and glory
It´s all I´m fighting for
This is my story
Hope and glory
A little smile on my face
Instead of saying sorry
(Repeat)

Hope and Glory (feat. Marion & Bri´anna)

This ainˋt enough 

On a road to my inner fears and pain
No need for excuses, no need to explain
Left all demons behind, on this dusty road
But can I take this load

The ancient snake never sheds its skin
I have to pay the wages for all of my sins, 
On my long way between heaven and hell
But what I’m gonna sell

I offered my heart with its scars and holes
And give all my dignity for free
But I can’t live, I can’t die without my loving soul

This ain’t enough, the ancient snake says
Sell me your soul full of love, the ancient snake prays
I gave You my mind, my sleep, my nights and days
This ain’t enough, ain’t enough, the devil says
Never believe what the devil says,
This ain’t enough, he shouts, he prays
He’s a cheater, a shark and if he wins 
“This ain’t enough, ain’t enough to pay for your sins"

I’ve lost and found my faith on this rickety bridge
Old nick makes no difference if you’re poor or rich
You can be brave, you might be strong and fearless
But your mind is in a mess

I offered my heart with its scars and holes
I would give all my dignity for free
But I can’t live, I can’t die without my loving soul

This ain’t enough, the ancient snake says
Sell me your soul full of love, the ancient snake prays
I gave You my mind, my sleep, my nights and days
This ain’t enough, ain’t enough, the devil says

The ancient snake wants its part
But try hardly to be smart
Make a deal with god before
Cause he forgives you, he loves you more
Give old nick your heart with its scars and holes
Sell him your mind, give him your dignity, 
But give to god your soul, so your love will be endlessly

This ain’t enough, the ancient snake says
Sell me your soul full of love, the ancient snake prays
I gave You my mind, my sleep, my nights and days
This ain’t enough, ain’t enough, the devil says
Never believe what the devil says,
This ain’t enough, he shouts, he prays
He’s a cheater, a shark and if he wins 
“This ain’t enough, ain’t enough to pay for your sins"

This ain´t enough

Where am I

Where am I now,
I‘ve lost myself somehow
Can‘t recognize my face,my eyes 
Lost my dignity, the truth, the lies

The mirror tells the truth to me 
Reflections I don’t wanna see

Where am I now,
I guess, I‘ve lost my faith somehow
Why did I change myself to match to you When I have nothing to rebirth, to make new

The mirror never lies to me 
Reflections I don’t wanna see

Where am I, can you tell me,
Where am I, cause I’ve lost me somehow
Roll out a map, show me a blueprint, 
Help me on my way back, give me a hint

Where am I now, when had we stopped believing 
Look at all the precious things we achieved
But we ́ve lost in what we believed

The mirror never lies to me 
Reflections I don’t wanna see

Where am I, can you tell me,
Where am I, cause I’ve lost me somehow

Roll out a map, show me a blueprint, 
Help me on my way back, give me a hint Help me on my way back, give me a hint

Where am I, can you tell me,
Where am I, cause I’ve lost me somehow Where am I, can you tell me,
Where am I, cause I’ve lost me somehow

Where Am I

LETTERS TO YOU

(She´s writing letters to you)
(She´s writing letters to you)

Sitting in her chamber with her old silver pen
An empty piece of paper, she tries to fill it now or then
The words come out easily, her heart has many things to tell
She´s writing down all damned pains, it´s a step out of hell 

(She´s writing letters to you)
(She´s writing letters to you)

Tonight it must be raining heavily 
Watch those water drops falling on her desk
Maybe it´s her who´s crying desperately 
Cause she gave You all, her heart, her soul, gave her best

She´s writing letters to you
Not knowing, if she will ever send them
She´s  writing letters to you
Not knowing, if you will ever read them

The first, the second, the third page is done
She´s still at the beginning, she´s still on the run
To say it all, what hurts her deep inside 
What makes her sad, makes her shiver, hurts her pride

(Hurts her deep inside, hurts her deep inside) 

All the letters, the words to You, are poison to her mind
Cause they wake up all the love she has left behind
With or without you, she can´t survive
Too many tears she cried, too many blood lost in life  
 
She gave You all, her heart and her soul
She gave her best to dig the hole
Now she´s sitting deep down inside
Crying for help, spreading her arms so wide  

She´s writing letters
not knowing, if she will ever send them
Oh, she doesn´t know
All the letters she writes to you, so many words to say
She folds her hands to pray
She´s writing letters to you
not knowing, if she will ever send them
She´s  writing letters to you
not knowing, if you will ever read them

Letters To You

LOSS OF STRUCTURE

I wake up from my nightmare 
And the clock strikes twelve 
I drag myself to the kitchen 
Take the last cup from the dirty shelve 
My mind is empty, my head is confused 
It seems to me that I ́m runnin ́ in circles 
That I´ve lost my dignity

I have to drink this coffee alone, 
Just another sip on my own

I feel the loss of structure 
I feel the loss of stability 
Cause I´ve lost your love I´ve lost you near to me
I feel the loss of structure 
Deep inside my heart 
Cause my soul dies slowly 
When we live our lives apart

Look at me now, 
You will see a broken man 
Still wearing the same clothes 
I don ́t care to change them 
Look at me now, 
Watch me suffering, 
There ́s no more glint in my eyes 
No more reason to be gentle and nice

I have to drink my coffee alone, 
Get back control, on my own

I feel the loss of structure 
I feel the loss of stability 
Cause I´ve lost your love 
I´ve lost you near to me
I feel the loss of structure 
Deep inside my heart 
Cause my soul dies slowly 
When we live our lives apart

You collected all the flowers and put them in my mind 
Now I have to deal with the colored memories I find 
You filled my heart with your hope, with your divinity 
I would give the world to get you back, back near to me

But I will go on drinking my coffee alone, 
Get back control, get things done, on my own

I feel the loss of structure 
I feel the loss of stability 
Cause I´ve lost your love 
I´ve lost you near to me
I feel the loss of structure 
Deep inside my heart 
Cause my soul dies slowly 
When we live our lives apart

I feel the loss of structure 
I´m missing your stability 
Cause I need your love 
I need you near to me
I feel the loss of structure 
So deep inside my heart 
Cause my soul dies slowly 
When we live our lives apart

Loss of structure

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL

The world is on its final round
Our politicians act if they were hell bound
We watch silently the pain, the death
And dance for the devil with our final breath

We better watch out before it´s too late
Too late to change our destiny, too early to face the fate

The world is on its final round
The climatic change is on its way in silence, you hear no sound
We accept the pollution with apathy
And dance for the devil so mindlessly

We better watch out and stand against the crowd
Cause they believe in convenient lies, when the world dies 

We are dancing with the devil 
And we don´t know when the music ends
We are dancing with the devil 
Our pockets are empty, we spent the last cent
For the dance with the devil, for the dance with the death
´Til the music stops, ´til our final breath
The band is playing our favorite tune
And we are dancing with the devil under the light of the moon

The world is on its final round
We buried our children in the dried out ground
The war has come back or did it never end
The battlefield are littered with the bodies of our friends

We are dancing with the devil 
And we don´t know when the music ends
We are dancing with the devil 
Our pockets are empty, we spent the last cent
For the dance with the devil, for the dance with the death
´Til the music stops, ´til our final breath
The band is playing our favorite tune
And we are dancing with the devil under the light of the moon
Under light the light of the moon, 
We´re dancing with the devil (under the the moon)


We are dancing with the devil 
And we don´t know when the music ends
We are dancing with the devil 
Our pockets are empty, we spent the last cent
For the dance with the devil, for the dance with the death
´Til the music stops, ´til our final breath
The band is playing our favorite tune
And we are dancing with the devil under the light of the moon

Dancing with the Devil

Time in heaven
I borrowed some time in heaven, 
but I know I have to pay it back
I borrowed it, to heal your wounds, 
the scars in Your heart, 
the doubts in your head 

There must be a reason why you’re still on my mind,
and there’s a divine force which makes see the blind
I hear the voice of your desperate soul, hear the beats of your heart,
even if we’re separated, if we live 1000 miles apart

Cause love shortens all the distance between us,
flattens the highest mountains and builds bridges over the sea, bridges to me

I borrowed some time in heaven,
I know I have to pay it back
I borrowed some time in heaven,
so I can place my bet on red and black
Even if I know that I can’t loose, I cannot win, 
But this love is a challenge and I keep on fighting

Sooner or later, I have to pay it back with my blood and tears, 
My mind is struggling, it’s fighting against my inner fears

Now my soul is locked away in a dungeon, dark and cold
My soul keeps on suffering, til I am frail and old
There must be a way to escape from this grave
Why did I borrow time in heaven when my soul stays imprisoned as a slave

I borrowed some time in heaven,
I know I have to pay it back
I borrowed some time in heaven,
so I can place my bet on red and black
Even if I know that I can’t loose, I cannot win, 
But this love is a challenge and I keep on fighting

Take a look at my heart, I placed my bet and I was going all in 
Take a look at my heart, til it stops beating, I cannot win 
Is it better to give back the time when the darkness falls in
Is it better to keep on fighting for this lovely sin

I borrowed some time in heaven,
I know I have to pay it back
I borrowed some time in heaven,
so I can place my bet on red and black
Even if I know that I can’t loose, I cannot win, 
But this love is a challenge andI keep on fighting

But this love is a challenge, this lovely sin

Time in Heaven

Sandy, the seagull
Late in the afternoon,
The umbrellas are already closed 
A huge bird darkened the sun, 
When all the people were gone

An old seagull landed near to me so silently, so carefully
She said, Sandy, Sandy is my name and she started talking to me 
She told me about her life between the sea and the open sky 
She added how deep she dived and that she could fly so high
So many daughters, so many sons she grew up in her life 
Too many friends, too many sisters and brothers she has lost
And now she’s feels tired, she feels old and frail 
Is this her last summer, the end of the fairy tale?

I said no, no, no, Sandy you will never die, 
You’re born to live endlessly, to stay in the sky 
Cause You’re

Sandy, the seagull and
You can talk to me
You’re Sandy the seagull
You bring the news from across the sea 
Sandy, the seagull
She can talk to me
Sandy the seagull
Brings the news from across the sea 
Straightaway to me

She asked me if I’m too blind to see the pollution everywhere
She wondered why the people are reckless, they don’t take care
She told me of her last voyage, that her feathers won’t turn white again
The smoke of burning waste dumps changed the color of her plumage for now and then 
And these days she’s feels tired, she feels old and frail
Is this her last summer, the end of the fairy tale?
I said No, no, no, Sandy you will never die,
You’re born to live endlessly, to stay in the sky 
Cause You’re

Sandy, the seagull and
You can talk to me
You’re Sandy the seagull
And you bring the news from across the sea

Who will bring the news, the tales of hope and divinity 
Who will talk to me, who will satisfy my curiosity
I caressed her head, she said goodbye
Will I see her again or was it the end of her tale
Cause You’re

Sandy, the seagull and
You can talk to me
You’re Sandy the seagull
You bring the news from across the sea 
Sandy, the seagull
She can talk to me
Sandy the seagull
Brings the news from across the sea 
Straightaway to me

Sandy the seagull

STOP
I‘m standing at the corner, the corner of my life 
With my back to wall, still not ready to fall 
Carrying my soul for you under this shabby coat 
Am I too young to die, or am I just too old
For loving you, for loving you 
Am I just too old for loving you

I look left, I look right, but I won ́t look ahead 
The broken promises are driving me mad,
So I will stand here and wait

From the corner of my life I can hear the highway easily
You’re still driving on the passing lane, missing the exits one by one 
Once you will take a break, you‘ll slow down for a day, for me
And I will waiting at the corner, if I can stand the pain

Stop, fighting against your heart
I carry it to heaven, I carry it with me 
Stop, fighting against your heart,
You punish your soul, you hurt yourself 
More than me,more than me
Stop, fighting against your heart
I take it to heaven, I take it with me 
Stop, fighting against your heart,
You hurt your soul, you punish yourself 
More than me, more than me

At the corner of my life, I’m watching the shadows of the past 
The pale shades of love melted into the light
Why didn’t I take the chances, why did I fail at last?
Why couldn’t I follow my soul and stand by your side?

I turn left, I turn right, but I cannot go ahead 
The memories of you are driving me mad, 
So I will stand here and wait

Stop, fighting against your heart
I carry it to heaven, I carry it with me 
Stop, fighting against your heart,
You punish your soul, you hurt yourself
More than me, more than me

Stop, fighting against your heart
Stop, fighting against your heart
Cause you punish your soul, you punish your heart 
More than me, more than me

Stop, stop fighting
I carry you to heaven, I carry You with me 
Stop, stop fighting
I carry you to heaven, I carry You with me 
You punish your soul, you hurt yourself 
More than me,more than me
Stop, fighting against your heart
I take it to heaven, I take it with me
Stop, fighting against your heart,
You hurt your soul, you punish yourself 
More than me, more than me, more than me

Stop

DARKER DESIRES
If you ask me whether I ́m too cold to feel
All the great emotions that you think are real
If You ask me why I can ́t stand a closer look
Into your eyes, so bright, too bright, too nice

I say wait...

If you ask me when will our time come
When will we stay together from the morning til the dawn 
Why do you still ask me questions, can ́t you see the signs 
Look in book of my heart and learn to read between the lines

Oh wait... maybe there ́s a missing page inside 
maybe we will add it, when we ́re ready to ride

Darker desires
Darker desires
Will you endure the eclipse of my heart 
Darker desires
Darker desires
Will you add a new page to my book of love

Are you happy now, or are you sad?
You know that my mind is strange, unpredictable and bad 
Are you comprehensive or do feel disgusted now?
Life is more exciting without a blueprint, somehow

Wait... maybe there ́s a missing hint you need
Oh wait... maybe we should turn the fire up, turn up the heat

Darker desires
Darker desires
Will you add a new page to my book of love

Now we own a book of blank pages,
We share a pen to write on them
Our future is hidden well and it ́s on us to tell 
Where, why and when
Our darker desires will come true
When our darker desires will come true

Darker desires
Darker desires
Will you endure the eclipse of my heart 
Darker desires
Darker desires
Will you add a new page to my book of love 
Will you add a new page to my book of love

Darker Desires

INNOCENCE

I wanna feel your love again
Tell me why you turned around, tell me why?
Feel this love again
You looked back whispering goodbye

I´m falling into the darkness
Floating down in circles
Like a small feather in the storm
Diving deep into the abyss tonight
Without your oxygen
Without your light

How can I breathe, how can I survive
I need the air, the glow of your heart in life  

I miss the innocence in your eyes
I miss your innocent look, every sunrise 
I miss the innocence in your brown eyes
Missing any reason to live my life

I don´t talk anymore,
Cause I´ve got nothing to say
I don´t walk anymore
Cause I don´t know the right way

How can I feel, how can hear, how can I see 
Without your silky skin, your velvety voice, your light on me

I miss the innocence in your eyes
I miss your innocent look, each and every sunrise 
I miss the innocence in your brown eyes
Missing any reason to live my life
 
I´m drowning in my tears, suffocating in my fears
The innocence is gone
Loving you was so natural, so easy
But missing you, is the hardest pain for me
How can I feel, how can hear, how can I see 
Without your silky skin, your velvety voice, your light on me

I miss the innocence in your eyes
I miss the innocence in your eyes
I miss the innocence in your brown eyes
Missing any reason to live my life
I miss the innocence in your eyes
I miss your innocent look, each and every sunrise 
I miss the innocence in your brown eyes
Missing any reason to live my life

The Innocence

BRAVE HEART
I looked in the mirror, 
here I am, a fool to my faith 
I looked in the mirror 
here I stand complaining myself 
when has the brave heart gone to sleep

I stood in the middle 
of my little world, my little world was enough 
I fought any war, 
to built a saver place, the kingdom for our love

goin ́ down to my abyss, 
I ́m diving too deep 
there where the brave heart is gone to sleep

Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to wake up my heart 
chase away my darkest shadows 
don`t wait  ́til it ́s torn apart
Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to get back my heart 
chase away my greatest fears 
brave hearts can be torn apart

I searched in the darkness 
with a greater light but I ́m just too blind to see 
believing the rumors 
that this should be life and the way it ́s meant to be 
goin ́ down to my abyss, 
I ́m diving too deep 
there where the brave heart is gone to sleep

Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to wake up my heart 
chase away my darkest shadows 
don`t wait  ́til it ́s torn apart
Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to get back my heart 
chase away my greatest fears 
brave hearts can be torn apart

Who am I, when my faith has gone 
Who am I, no mother ́s daughter, no father ́s son 
Who am I, when the brave heart dies 
Who am I, listening to fairytales and singin ́ lullebies

Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to wake up my heart 
chase away my darkest shadows 
don`t wait  ́til it ́s torn apart
Save me from the man in the mirror 
help me to get back my heart 
chase away my greatest fears 
brave hearts can be torn apart

Brave Heart

VOLCANO

I’m just an old storyteller
Living on the edge from nine to five Dancing on a sleeping volcano
Waiting for the large eruption in my life

I’m just an old storyteller
And the night is my stage
Can’t wait for the sun going down, 
Cannot wait til it’s late

I ́m tryin ́ hard to keep control 
Of my mind, my heart, my soul

My volcano is sleeping now
My soul is calm and peaceful
Smoke in the air, the grumbling gets louder You ́ll be the first to see the light
Of the volcano, tonight

It turns on and on my inner clashes 
It burns my mind slowly to ashes 
It ́s hard to keep the sleep
When you struggle
When you struggle with yourself too deep

I ́m tryin ́ hard to keep control 
Of my mind, my heart, my soul

My volcano is sleeping now
My soul is calm and peaceful
Smoke in the air, the grumbling gets louder It awakes, it wakes up tonight

The darkness let the lava shine 
Yellow, orange and red
I feel alive, I ́m not dead, yet 
The heat from the inside
Kills my mind but warms my soul 
I loose control, loose control 
Gonna loose control

My volcano wakes up now
My soul is warm and cheerful
Smoke in the air, the grumbling gets louder It awakes, it wakes up tonight
My volcano
My volcano, my volcano

The darkness let the lava shine 
Yellow, orange and red
I feel alive, I ́m not dead, yet
The heat from the inside
Kills my mind but warms my soul 
I loose control, loose control 
Gonna loose control

Volcano

MAGIC IN HER EYES 
She’s so beautiful in her jeans and stilettos
The smile on her face fits perfectly
She likes to hide her shape with an oversized shirt 
Her brown hairs are flying in the wind like a bird
When she talks, she is singin ́ 
When she walks, she is dancin ́

This girl has magic in her eyes
Her witchcraft makes all the boys cry
Cause this girl has magic in her eyes
Her magic mesmerizes you and makes your soul fly

She never walks alone but she’s lonely
She hides her scars, her broken heart
With a little smile her dark clouds disappear easily
Still waiting for Mister Faithful, looking out for mister Right
When she is sad, you ́re crying 
When she laughs your soul is flying

This girl has magic in her eyes
Her witchcraft makes all the boys cry
Cause this girl has magic in her eyes
Her magic mesmerizes you and makes your soul fly

She makes Your soul fly
Up and up to the sky
Will you be her Mister faithful, 
Will you be her Mister Right 
Are you tough enough
To stand the magic in her eyes

This girl has magic in her eyes
Her witchcraft makes all the boys cry
This girl has magic in her eyes
Her witchcraft makes all the boys cry
Cause this girl has magic in her eyes
Her magic mesmerizes you and makes your soul fly
Oh this girl has magic in her eyes, this girl
This girl has magic in her eyes, magic in her eyes
Her witchcraft makes all the boys cry, 
Makes all the boys cry

Magic in her eyes

THE NIGHT

The night has its own beat
When the people fell asleep
The night has its own heat
When the city lights lead you 
On your way back home

The night has its own scent
When you smell it, 
You wish it would never end
The night has its own sound
when you don´t hear it, 
You will miss it around  
Your heart, around your soul

The night is blessing the day
Saying goodbye to the usual way 
The night is melting the ice
So make your bet and roll the dice
Tonight

The night awakes the sinners
You may see a few saints around 
The night is made for the winners
Cause only the looser are homebound

The night can make you struggle, 
Can make you fall, so stay aware
Watch your step, look ahead
Cause the darkness, the night 
Could be evil if you don´t care

The night is blessing the day
Saying goodbye to the usual way 
The night is melting the ice
So make your bet and roll the dice
Tonight, tonight

You could loose, you could win
Feel the magic of your fate
Feel the magic of your sin

The night is blessing the day
Saying goodbye to the usual way 
The night is melting the ice
So make your bet and roll the dice
The night is blessing the day
Saying goodbye to yesterday
The night is melting the ice
So make your bet and roll the dice
tonight

The Night

NOT LONELY ANYMORE 

In my darkest dreams
I can see you crying
I watch a 1000 teardrops 
Rolling down your cheeks 
In my brightest dreams
I feel your soul is flying
But it’s flying away from me 
Away from me

I try to write down these words
Without killing myself too much
I hope to play these chords
As soft as my fingers are able to touch It talks about you, this song
It talks about our love
We’re living separate lives
But you know, we only have this one

I wanna say I ́m sorry,
for all the hurt in your heart
The pain is still there and divides us
It tears us apart

Who suffers more, my dear
Only time will tell
One day we will meet again in heaven 
One brighter day
I will sit down near to you,
I will take you by your hand
And only then I could finally say

Now I’m not lonely anymore 
Now I’m not lonely anymore 
My dear, I’m not lonely anymore 
I’m not lonely anymore

Once upon a time
There was a noble knight 
Defending his little princess 
Against the dragons in her life 
Once upon a time
This brave man gave her his heart 
But it was too old and divided 
Too dark for her to bear

He promised to love her endlessly
To keep on fighting til the end
To build up their paradise
So they could live together in their promised land 
The fairy tale concluded in heartache and loneliness
The princess never found a prince 
The knight died of sadness

Who suffered more, my friends
Only time will tell
One day they will meet again in heaven 
One brighter day
He will sit down near to her
He will take her by her hand
And only then he could finally say

Now I’m not lonely anymore (not lonely anymore) 
Now I’m not lonely anymore (cause I ́m near to you) 
My dear, I’m not lonely anymore (now I ́m near to you) 
I’m not lonely anymore

Not Lonely Anymore

MY MEMORIES ARE WEAK

My memories are weak, my memories are weak
my memories are weak, I think my memories are weak
Do you remember, when you told me
That you would never cheat on me
Do you remember
Do you remember, when you promised me 
To stay united, in the good and bad days 
Do you remember
You fooled me once, but I never let you fool me twice

My memories, my memories are weak
It won’t impress me if a tear is running down your cheek 
I think my memories must be weak
You promised to climb our mountain of life
But we’re still too far from the peak
Too far from the peak

Have You forgotten that we agreed
To hold on to our dreams together
Have you forgotten
Have you forgotten, how much we loved each other 
How much I trusted you
Have you forgotten

You fooled me once, but I never let you fool me twice

My memories, my memories are weak
It won’t impress me if a tear is running down your cheek 
I think my memories must be weak
You promised to climb our mountain of life
But we’re still too far from the peak

I will try to trust you again,
Even when no one else would
I will try to love you again,
And I hope this time it ́s for good

My memories are weak, my memories are weak
my memories are weak, I think my memories are weak

My memories, my memories are weak
It won’t impress me if a tear is running down your cheek 
I think my memories must be weak
You promised to climb our mountain of life
But we’re still too far from the peak
Too far from the peak, too far from the peak

My Memoires Are Weak

My Memories Are Weak

RUNNING IN CIRCLES
I turn my head around and around
I look to the left, I look to the right 
I watch the sky, I look to the ground 
Turnin my head around and around 
I turn my head around and around
I wish I could cover my ears to 
Hear no sound

Too many people around me 
All the faces evoke my fears 
Too many voices behind me 
All the noise numbs my ears
But there`s no escape, no quiet place 
For my restless mind
Where can I hide, where can I find 
The silence, the air, the grace

I ́m running in circles
Around and around
I ́m running in circles
Unchained in heaven, here I ́m hell-bound 
I ́m running in circles
Keep my head bowed, look to the ground 
I ́m running in circles
Avoiding the people around and around
I ́ve lost my wings a long, long time ago
I was sent to earth, to do what, I don ́t know 
Is it the demon in me, is it the sin You see 
When You talk to me, when you bother me
In my silence, in my breathing

I ́m running in circles
Around and around
I ́m running in circles
Unchained in heaven, here I ́m hell-bound 
I ́m running in circles
Keep my head bowed, look to the ground 
I ́m running in circles
Avoiding the people around and around

Can you show me
Some quiet place for a fallen angel 
Can you show me
Where‘s the grace, where heaven sings 
For an angel who has lost his wings

I ́m running in circles
Around and around
I ́m running in circles
Unchained in heaven, here I ́m hell-bound 
I ́m running in circles
Keep my head bowed, look to the ground 
I ́m running in circles
Avoiding the people around and around

I turn my head around and around
I look to the left, I look to the right 
I watch the sky, I look to the ground 
Turnin my head around and around
I turn my head around and around
I wish I could cover my ears to 
Hear no sound

Running In Circles

Two arrows in your heart

Your eyes are reflecting
all the love and all the pain
that divides your soul from its middle 
from the east to the west
from the drought to the rain

oh oh oh, two arrows in your heart
oh oh oh, I can feel the two arrows in your heart 
if you pull only one out, 
your heart will tear apart

Your mind is not longer able
to focus on what ́s right or wrong
Your heart took over the steering
a slave to your feelings, and lovers ain ́t strong 
you ́re going wrong

oh oh oh, two arrows in your heart
oh oh oh, I can feel the two arrows in your heart

only one arrow ain ́t enough, it ́s a shame
to live with one, arrow wouldn ́t be the same
leave these arrows right in your heart
if you pull one of them out, 
be sure it will tear apart

is it okay for you, is it ok for you
two arrows, two arrows, in your heart
is it okay for you, is it ok for you
two arrows in your heart
is it okay for you, is it ok for you
two arrows in your heart
is it okay for you, is it ok for you
I can feel the two arrows in Your heart
leave these arrows right in your heart
if you pull one of them out, be sure it will tear apart

Two arrows in you heart

Two arrows in your heart

FIREFLIES
I hear the sirens are calling
like written in Homer ́s Odyssey
the sea is my friend but I’m feeling seasick 
and I’m attracted by the land over there 
my boat fits perfectly
in this small, dark cave by the sea 
someone must have lighted a candle
to guide me on my way, today

A girl is sitting on a small boardwalk
her eyes are reflecting the light
I climb upon the old wooden beams
near to her, when she starts to talk
Where have you been all these years
I was waiting such a long time
didn’t you hear my crying, didn’t You feel the tears
fallin for an endless time
and now it’s late

Watch the fireflies
they ́re dancin above our heads
can you see the fireflies
they never listen to what you said 
cause our love ain ́t dead

I caress her small, pale face
near to her I feel like coming home
never before, I’ve been in this place
never before, I feel so complete,
not alone, not alone
in this dark, oppressive cave
she withdrew from life, waiting for a wave 
that brings me back to her
to take her out of this grave

Watch the fireflies
they ́re dancin above our heads 
can you see the fireflies
they never listen to what you said 
watch the fireflies
they ́re dancin above our heads 
can you see the fireflies
dancin cause our love ain ́t dead

It’s like knowing her for my lifetime
and she knows me more than I do
I must have hurt her heart, once so deeply
and she had wounded me, she wounded me too, 
like lovers do

Watch the fireflies
they ́re dancin above our heads 
can you see the fireflies
they never listen to what you said 
watch the fireflies
they ́re dancin above our heads 
can you see the fireflies
dancin cause our love ain ́t dead


Fireflies

Hello, guys! I‘m a composer, keyboard player & producer from Germany with one great love: writing songs that remain in memory. 
As a "child of the 80s", my music was certainly influenced by the great bands, musicians and composers of this period of time. From Pop, Rock, Hardrock to Funk, Fusion, Jazz a.o., there was such a great variety of fantastic music and listening to those awesome lines, melodies and compositions, I developed my own style. So don´t be surprised, if my songs sometimes sound a bit more funky or sometimes they have more "Rock" inside. And, as You may hear, my classic piano education I won´t neither forget, when I´m writing songs. Btw: I’m NOT a singer, but I try hardly to sing my songs in a “tolerable“ way…You may like it, You may hate it!
I’m just a storyteller, therefore enjoy my music & feel free to comment, to give me a like and to repost / share my songs! Thx so much!

Heinrich P. Henniger

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