composed & produced by Helaiv, 2017
based on Ableton Intensive lesson by Vova Potapenko https://soundcloud.com/lipskimusic
with co-vocal by Polina Poloneichyk https://soundcloud.com/repolinare

=ANXIETY=

I’VE PRAYED TO WINDOWS BEAM,
IT WAS SO STRAIGHT AND THIN.
MY HEART’S BEEN KEEPING SILENCE 
SINCE THE MORNING.

THE COPPER TURNS TO GREEN
ON OLD DISCOLOURED SINK,
AND BEAM WAS DANCING ON IT 
LIKE ON A SCREEN –
THAT’S WHAT I’VE SEEN.

HIS NATURAL INNOCENCE 
IN EVENING SILENCE,
HE FILLED THAT EMPTY MANSION
WITH A SENCE.

PRAYING FOR YOUR SMILE IN THE MORNING
FOR YOUR OPEN EYES TO A LIFE,
PRAYING FOR YOUR MARGIN FOR ERROR
ANYTIME.

ANXIETY ‘BOUT YOU
FORGIVE ME FOR IT TOO:
ACCUMULATED CARES
IN A LAYERS, DAYS.

MY EARLY MORNING GOINGS,
FATIGUE OF EVENING NOTES.
I’M SCARED OF CRUELTY,
MAN’S GREED AUTHORITY.

TOO EASY

ANXIETY

composed & prodused by Helaiv, 2017
co-composed by Konstantin Karman https://soundcloud.com/konstantin-karman

= LUCKY ONE =

I’VE MET A LUCKY DAY, I’VE BEEN WAIT SO FAR,
LIFE NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE A STAR..
STAR SHINES INSIDE OF ME, I FEEL SO BRAVE – 
I’VE MET LUCKY ON MY WAY.

GOD STANDS AT MY DOOR EVERYDAY,
KEEP TALKING WHAT’S ABOVE: MIND OR FAITH.
WITH LOOKING BACK I’M BETTING ON MYSELF
WILLING TO MY LUCKY DAY,
TIME WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.

TIME’S ALREADY SMEARED AND STEADY
SPILLING COLORS INTO HOURS,
AIM THE MOTION INTO OCEAN..
FREE AND STEADY.

TELL ME BLACK RAVEN,
WHERE IS MY HEAVEN?
WHERE AM I FROM
ROLLING ON MY OWN?

UNDER LIGHT YELLOW
I FEEL QUIT MELLOW
SINGING MY BLUES..

I’LL NEVER LET YOU DOWN TO FADE AWAY,
I’LL NEVER LEAVE YOU OUT ON LUCKY DAY,
I’LL NEVER PUSH IT DOWN TO STOP THE PLAY,
I WON’T HANG UP THE SPURS AROUND MY WAY.

LUCKY ONE

composed & produced by Helaiv, 2017
with guitar by Maks Bykov

= I A.M. =

THE CLOCK STRUCK 8P.M.
MY LONELINESS, SAY WHO I AM,
AND ALL IS CALMING DOWN,
THE BIRD IN CAGE, DON’T MAKE A SOUND.

FALSE SHADOWS ON THE WALL
THE ONLY GUESTS IN EMPTY HOME,
GIANT-COUCHES ACROSS THE ROOM
STAND LIKE A MOUNTAINS BY THE MOON.

I’VE LOST IN MY HOME
I’M SCARRIED, 
I’VE BEEN BURRIED THERE,
I’VE LOCKED MY IPHONE.
DON’T ASK ME WHERE,
MY NAME IS UNKNOWN,
I’VE LOST IN REALITY –
I’M NOT HERE, I’VE GONE.

AND ALL OF THE FOREIGNERS
OFFER ME ^^
I’M KEEPING MY BREATHE AGAIN,
WELL I GOTTA GO.
TURN RIGHT, HEY..
I’VE SLEPT IN SUBWAY,
I’VE LOST IN FORMALITIES.

I A.M.

composed & produced by Helaiv, 2017

= TOO EASY = 

IT WENT SO MANY YEARS
BUT AT LAST CAME TO EASY.
FOUND ME LAYED BY THE DOOR,
MY HAIR WAS LONG AND FRIZZY.

LONE DAYS COME INTO SONG
SINGING TOO LOW AND WHIZZY,
TIME NEEDS ME MORE AND MORE,
LEAVE ME SO LONE AND SQUEEZY.

composed & produced by Helaiv, 2018


=  DEFENDER =

GONE,
SOMEDAY EVERYTHING WILL GONE
SOMETIME IN DECEMBER,
LOCKED WITHIN THE SEVEN WALLS,
PLEASE BE MY DEFENDER.

 TIME IS WRITING ON THE DESK
WATCHING FROM REFLECTION,
FEAR BEHIND ME, I’M ON MUTE,
LOSING HOME EFFECTION.

LOVE CONSUMED BY BITTERNESS
DUSTED WITH AN ANGER,
I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE,
SO CLOSE TO SURRENDER. 

ALL I EVER KNOW ‘BOUT YOU:
FLYING WITH AN ANGELS..

TIME IS WRITING ON THE DESK
WATCHING FROM REFLECTION,
FEAR BEHIND ME, I’M ON MUTE,
LOSING HOME EFFECTION.

LOVE CONSUMED BY BITTERNESS
DUSTED WITH AN ANGER,
I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE,
SO CLOSE TO SURRENDER. 

THROUGH THE DAYS THAT RUNNING OUT
WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER?
YOU ARE MY DEFENDER.

ALL I EVER KNOW ‘BOUT YOU:
FLYING WITH AN ANGELS..

SP 'Defender'

DEFENDER

SP 'Wednesday Snapshots'

WEDNESDAY SNAPSHOTS

This music can be defined as: electronic, indietronica, trip hop, downtempo, ambient etc. Helaiv uses in records both live acoustics and vocals, as well as synthesized sounds and samples.

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